http://www.zorpia.com/blueinkninja Thu, 31 Dec 2009 11:24 EST Thu, 31 Dec 2009 11:24 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/blueinkninja/journal/1846060 <p>First journal in a long ass time!!  I might have a little blog rust but what the hell huh?  I haven't gotten the chance to be on here as of late, reason being is with all the work I have going.  I'm working part time now, I'm back in school for the 3rd time getting my MRI courses done, and still banging tracks in the underground scene.  So life's been a blast and busy.</p><p>Lately I've been feeling kind of shitty, don't know why though.  Ever had that feeling like no matter how good things are going in life, you still feel like a complete f*ck up?  That's kind of how I'm feeling, weird huh?  I pondered on it for awhile.  Like, I graduated high school on time, got accepted to one of the top radiology schools in the U.S., graduated and got certified, scored a job no sweat, back to school again for CT, graduated, new job, back in school again, and now I feel like crap.  Perhaps it's mental exhaustion?  Or maybe I'm just paranoid that I'll dissappoint my parents who have high expectations of me, or a combination of the two.  Well, anyway I thought about it then I got hungry, haha!  Thinking too much makes me hungry MUAHAHAHA!</p> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/blueinkninja/journal/1846060 Thu, 16 Oct 2008 22:16 EST