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briansim1989's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989 Wed, 06 Jan 2010 09:08 EST Wed, 06 Jan 2010 09:08 EST Zorpia.com 15 May 2007 2239hr http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1680978 Dear Journal,         Last Saturday was my last day where I went for a band practice with my formal secondary school band. I truly fell in love with that band so much, not to forget the people who are living the soul of the band up. A band canâ€™t play on its own without a player. Same as what I mentioned just now, effort, heart and time should be put in to live the band to the tip top of the world, perhaps the universe. Inaliably, it is hard to be a professional, but never give up. Cause even a dainty part of the song has to be perfect to produce a beautiful song. Being a band is not only about music, it is about the people in it. A band is totally different from a solo player. A solo musical player could play a song without fearing mistakes which would make the music ruined and wasting all the efforts being put up by the others. In a band, it is tough and hard to work together. But once each and everyone got adapted to each other, it will be the best thing in your life.  Music which is being played will be lively it will bring emotions in a song. Having fun together would be the best way to know each other in deep. But everything has its limit. When a thing needs to be serious, it has to be serious. I am not saying that a person canâ€™t play, but play the right way, play the right time. When it is time to get serious, do so. Time has its limit and time doesnâ€™t wait. The more effort you put in, the better result you will be gaining. Want to win other bands throughout the nation, not to speak about nation, throughout the state is tough enough. If a band wants to win the other band who are their rivals, they should have known what to do. Practice following schedule, finishing all marching drills early, use all the time that is left before the competition to brush up every single thing you learnt. This is the method for a marching band to win. Discipline and commitment of all band members are very important. If a person does not commit in a band, that person would spoil every single effort of others that is being put to a band. Why couldnâ€™t that person just be more committed and think about the band. Think of all the important and leave the rest behind. It is not hard to do that. What you need to do is to be mature and think wisely, plan on what you should do next, donâ€™t rush with time. Time will give you the space. But the only thing a band should have done will be daily practice. Knowing piano doesnâ€™t mean you know how to play a trumpet nor a saxophone. It is totally a different thing to be learnt. Last minute wonâ€™t do any good, in fact the name of a band would be scratched hardly till a scar has to be seen and never recovered. So, why being a typical Malaysian, last minute in everything. Why donâ€™t you just spend more time on important things rather than just sitting down there doing all sort of stupid things. I did not say that you canâ€™t do all your personal things. But which 1 is more important now? Is it the competition or your personal stuff. Wake up and act like a band. Not politics, fighting over small stuff. A band certificate is hard to get in <st1:country-region w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">Malaysia</st1:place></st1:country-region>. A school band certificate is so precious in <st1:country-region w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">Malaysia</st1:place></st1:country-region>. Looking for a job in <st1:country-region w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">Malaysia</st1:place></st1:country-region> with a school band certificate will buy you a better job in the future. Only 1/10,000 people in <st1:country-region w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">Malaysia</st1:place></st1:country-region> gets a band competition certificate. That is how precious it is. This is because working in a band is not easy. It shows that you have the commitment to do things together as a team. In a company, team work is very important, especially for those who are holding big projects. It is not easy to handle a job. But when a person is committed and has discipline in himself, they have no worries at all for passing you the job, handling a project worth millions. Other than that, joining band is an experience of life where a person will never ever forget. Molesting your instrument by â€œmaking upâ€ with your instrument, produce a beautiful melody, just like a couple kissing each other in a mall, because playing a music such a wide open place. Haha. but no matter what, every single effort that you make in band is worth it because it teaches you the real life of living in this world, hard work pays everything. <o:p> </o:p> Dear Journal,          After the band practice, my classmates has a gathering before each and every single one of us going for our studies in different colleges. It was definitely a remarkable trip. Haha. We had sort of an amazing race game throughout the whole journey. Haha. We started by taking a U63 rapid KL bus to Asia Jaya. After we stopped at the bus stop, we went to the LRT station. All of us crossed the road just like chicken crossing a road. Haha. <st1:place w:st="on">Shari</st1:place> was almost knocked down by a lorry and a car because those cars were actually speeding. After that, we had a long walk to the LRT station. After we reached the LRT station, we bought the ticket where we will be heading down to Kelana Jaya. We bought the ticket and rushed up to the light rail transit because the train has arrived even before all of us bought the ticket. We went up the train, and it was spooky. This is the first time in my life I sat on an empty LRT. Haha. We sat on the LRT and took a ride to Kelana Jaya. Once we arrived at the station where all of us were still in the train, we stood at the door waiting for the door to open. The next thing that happens is that the train started to move back to another station without opening the door. Haha. Probably there are some technical problem with the door. Haha. We took the train back to Taman Bahagia (SS2), went down the train and took another train to get back to Kelana Jaya. Haha. After that , we asked for directions to get a bus down to 1 Utama. Haha. We went to the opposite site of the LRt station and waited for bus. We waited for a very long time and we saw a shutte bus straight to 1 Utama. That bus stopped at the road divider, I doubt the bus driver saw us but we did not went up to the bus. The next thing is that the bust left us. All of us were like jacoons, when there is a bus where it could be seen from far, all of us hop up and down with joy and happiness. Haha. Who knows, the real bus did not come till another 15 minutes. Haha. The next thing we did was went up the bus and rest for a while till we arrived. On the bus, I was sitting opposite a Chinese girl and Kwan Yi was sitting beside her. She has such huge legs, wearing a mini skirt she crossed her legs. Every time I looked up, you will understand what I will be seeing. Haha. Me and Kwan Yi heard about her conversation with her friend who is sitting right beside her. Haha. She was talking about selling items, buying items, sound sort of business woman type of person. haha. We rested for a while and we arrived  at 1 Utama after 1 and a half hour. Haha. That was just the beginning. Haha. When we arrived, we went in and stopped at the 1st level to decide where to have our lunch. When we stopped, I doubt I saw 3 girls stop and stood quite a distance away looking into my way. Haha. I really donâ€™t know what was that but they were pointing someone. I turned towards them and they put their hands down. Haha. so, I quickly turned back and joined the group before I am missing at that placed. We finally decided to calm down at Chillies. There were 13 of us and we had to wait for our place to be set. So, me, Yuan Jing, Jamie and Bhakti decide to go for an amazing race. Haha. We went from the new wing to the old wing, then back to new wing, running from 1 level to another level just to get a birthday cake for Joshua. Haha. Finally, we stopped by at secret recipe and we manage to buy a slice of cake for him. Haha. We went back to Chillies and waited for the rest to come back and have our lunch. Haha. All of us arrived and We ordered our food. The food arrived 30 minutes later and we found out that a personâ€™s lunch set was not only for a person. haha. It was humongous. Haha. We finished our lunch and celebrated Joshuaâ€™s birthday. Haha. After that we left Chillies and head our own ways. Haha. Some went home, some went for a movie, me, Jamie and Yuan Jing went for shopping spree. Haha. We tried out lots of clothes but it was only a window shopping because the price was a little unaffordable. Ha-ha. I tried out the shades, trying to buy it for my mom for mothers day but I have not enough cash. Wanted to go to the atm machine, withdraw some money, who knows, something really funny happened. Haha. I was lining up, waiting for my turn to withdraw money. You know what happened, I slot in my atm card and it didnâ€™t went in. I tried to take it out and put it in, the card just pulled itself in. haha. I let the card go and it went in. the next thing that came out was â€œout of serviceâ€. Isnâ€™t it stupid?? Haha. That is why I canâ€™t get anything for Mothers day. Haiz. After that we were all so exhausted and thirsty. To quench our thirst and save money, we went to McDonald, bought a set of things to eat, and shared a cup of drink. Who doesnâ€™t know that McDonald allows us to refill right? Haha. We refilled for around 4 times. I think the sales girl knows who am I very well and hated me for what I have done. Haha. After that, we went to a souvenir shop. There were so many interesting things you can find in that shop. Just like the mini sized vacuum cleaner. Haha. We went round and round the shop for so many times and played with almost everything. Haha. Jamieâ€™s brother came after that to fetch us home. Haha. We were supposed to wait at sushi king but we were lost. We donâ€™t even know where sushi king is. Haha. There goes our amazing race again. We ran all around the lower ground and looked for Sushi King. Haha. We asked people, and we did not walk. We ran because it was quite late at that time. Haha. We found Sushi King and  squeeze into a proton waja with a total number of 7 of us. (5 behind and 2 in front). Haha. We were talking all sorts of jokes in the car although the space in the car was limited. Haha. Anyone could barely move their hands or body. Haha. We reached Subang Jaya and all of us went our own route home. Haha. I bet that would be the best day of my life. This is just an experience where nobody will ever understand. Haha. <o:p> </o:p> Dear Journal,         I think that would be every single thing about all these times although there are ups and downs in life. but no doubt, this are the challenges in life and I really do enjoy it. Haha. So, I think that would be all for now. I will be starting my college on next Monday, starting with a one week orientation. Haha. Hope I would have fun, and pray for me. Good night. Peace out. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1680978 Tue, 15 May 2007 09:40 EST 24/1/2007, 1710hr http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1637897 Dear Journal,         Seems like it is only yesterday I write to you. Ha-ha. But this time, nothing much to say,but in my life now, although my college have not start, but seems like my lifehas its ups and downs. Ha-ha. This and that happened during this period I did not write to you. Dear Journal,          On Sunday, which was the 21st of January 2007, a whole bunch of us went for shopping again. haha. And this time, Iâ€™m not really into these shopping stuff cause of some bad experienced which happens on me during shopping period. Haha. But I found out something, although there are sellers who are so rude cause they though that it is their shop and thought that they are the boss there. But one thing they donâ€™t know for sure that customers always comes first. If they donâ€™t treat the customers well, donâ€™t ever think that they will get customers forever till they change their attitude. Sometimes, although your product is so expensive, but with just a smile towards the customer, you can change their mind from not buying to buying that object. Other than that, they will come again in the future to buy more of your products that you are selling without even thinking of the price that they are going to pay and this is a part of giving the customers what they want and this is what they all known as customers is always right. But before the customers are right, make sure the sales and the conductor of the shop does the right thing to let the customers always be right. If you know what I mean. Haha             Now, lets talk a little about our shopping trip on Sunday. The day of the hell, for me. haha. I just relly canâ€™t believe how much and how long you girls can walk.LOLZ. I think if you girls all join the walkathon for the longest walk, I donâ€™t think any guys can beat you girls. Imagine walking for 7 hours non-stop without even stopping for a drink or even a single drip of water. You girls are totally amazing when it comes to shopping and stuff. All of you can just see and look at those items without the word tired in your head. Haha.           Ok, let me start from the beginning of the day. Haha. That day was a brilliant morning cause of the morning sunlight, with a warm welcome waking me up, but pulling me away from a chess match with zhou gong (the sleeping god) and I almost won him. Haha. But who knows, it is a new day and a new beginning. I thought everything will be alright cause it has been long since I went for shopping with my juniors.           We met at the bus stop opposite <st1:city w:st="on"><st1:place w:st="on">Summit</st1:place></st1:city> (fyi: shopping complex) at 1130hr. But let us talk about something before that. Haha. Actually that was the first timeI styled my hair when I go for a shopping trip or something and usually I donâ€™t do that. I only make myself look great during formal occasions. Haha. So, I styled my hair and it didnâ€™t really go like what I wanted cause I used the hard and hold type hair wax. And I was in a rush cause when I finish my hair, it was already 11.15 am and my hair was like still messy. I just ignore it and walked out of the house and went to the bus station. But what do you know, the bus station faced towards the main road. So, when cars pass by, you will get a great wind, just like a mini typhoon. Haha. And it blew my hair like no bodyâ€™s business. When the girls reached the bus stop, they saw me looking different and they mentioned that my hair looks great. Actually thanks to those vehicles that drove pass me that day. Haha.           Those who went shopping at Sungai Wang Plaza and Times Square are Kiki(Wai Kit), Ryn ryn(Karyn), Yi Lyn, Jojo(Zhuo Lin), Lili (Li Yuan) and of course not to forget about me, Koko. Haha. sweat. LOLZ. We went there by bus and yi lyn, as usual, she was late and she got lost in the middle of KL (<st1:place w:st="on"><st1:city w:st="on">Kuala Lumpur</st1:city></st1:place>). Haha. We went to KL Sentral by bus number T63 and took the Star Monorail and head towards Bukit Bintang. Haha. The first step we walked into Sungai Wang, that was the moment we started our shopping trip. Haha. We started shopping while waiting for Yi Lyn to arrive. Haha. That time we went to a shop where they sell manâ€™s underwear. Haha. I meant those triangle underpants. Haha. There arenâ€™t any problem with the underpants nor their design. The biggest problem will be the plastic models you can see. Haha. The models all wore an underpants each but they make the â€œthingâ€ big and so contras. Haha. It just looks weird. Haha.            Other than that, after we met with Yi Lyn, we went to this restaurant at the toppest floor of the complex. This restaurant I donâ€™t really remember the name of it. But what I knew is that this restaurant was really really unique. Haha. we all went into the restaurant and the first thing they did was greet us. Every single person who works there greet us and we felt the warm welcome but the weirdest part is that, I donâ€™t understand why is Yi Lyn laughing after they did that. Haha. 1 of the waitress brought us to a room for our lunch. Haha. The best part of the whole restaurant will be the room cause of the lightning which makes it so romantic. Haha. Although the room is so small, but it is very comfortable, they make it the Japanese style. Haha. Their customer service was nice. And the best part will be that when they played all the songs that we knew, all of us sang the song together loudly. This is how we all being known as the sakais. Haha. The best part was the hands washing sink. Haha. Li Yuan stood there for a while and just couldnâ€™t find the tab. Ha-ha. Who knows, you have to turn the square thing to get the water on. Haha. After we left the restaurant, that was the time where we started our mission of getting cloths, for girls I meant. Haha. This seems like the shopping amazing race, this is your budget and get all the cloths you can for Chinese new year. Haha. So, we went to almost every single shop on the highest level of the building where it has more than 100 outlets.              They did finish the 100 outlets and we took some pictures where all of us were posers. Haha. we were posing in all the pictures and we all do look weird. Haha.everyone cramming into a small screen. Imagine what will happen to our looks when it is printed out. We will look mini size and not even a single acne you can spot. Haha.               After that, Kiki went off and head towards his second destination which is the PWTC(Petronas World Trade Centre) for more shopping spree. Haha. And we went for a little more shopping and head towards <st1:place w:st="on">Times Square</st1:place>.Haha. When we reached <st1:place w:st="on">Times Square</st1:place>, (we walked cause it is only a walking distance). The fist thing when we went in, we saw the body glove shop where they have a huge sign, â€œLAST DAY, 50 PERCENT OFF FOR EVERY ITEMS!!â€. Once these bunch of girls saw this sign, all went in. I have to follow them in. And the next thing I saw was that these bunch of girls were holding a bunch of shirts to fit and try. Haha. But what happen in the end? Not even a single person bought a shirt. Haha. So we went out of the store and started hunting for more cloths. Haha. The girls started hunting for LALA cloths. Haha. The cloths that some people like it but some people anti about the design. Haha. But who cares, Iâ€™m not even buying a cloth. Haha. This process goes on and on, where you start hunting for cloths and start walking again if you canâ€™t find a suitable cloth. Haha. But what to do? This is the fact of life. Haha. Canâ€™t get one, find some more till you get one. Haha. We walked and walked till 6.00pm in the evening and they had bought tons of cloths and even accessories. Did you realize something, since our lunch, we did not stop to quench our thirst. Haha. not even a single drip of water for me. LOLZ. This is why I known it as a day of hell. Haha. at 6.30, we took the bus back to our homeland. I reached home at 8.15 pm. haha.             I took off my belt and I found out something, my pants is so lose. Haha. Maybe cause of the dehydration I think. Haha. But for one thing I knew is that, I GOT SKINNIER!!!! Ya right, as if that is going to happen. Haha. Dear Journal,         That was the whole storey about my trip that day. Haha. And I think I got to go now, so take care and be good ok. Haha. bye bye. <o:p> </o:p> -Brian- -24/1/07, 1657hr- Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1637897 Wed, 24 Jan 2007 04:10 EST DATE:9/1/2007 TIME:0128 http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1632879 Dear Journal,       Throughout all these years, I have always been complaining everything to you, my family, my friends, my private life etc. All the while complaining to you, without knowing, 2 years had pass since the first time I met you. But, I realize, some things just wonâ€™t change, the shape of a car, the photosynthesis process in a plant, the care and love from our family and friends; but most of everything changes around us, from as small changes just like the moving of the earthâ€™s crust, the sinking of the ground and as big as the growing of a caterpillar to a butterfly. But of course, the biggest changes that I could find, that is all around me all the time is the changes of people.        Looking at small kids growing up day by day, month by month, year by year. Just in a snap, they have turn from a naÃ¯ve, playful children into a white collar, holding business bag adult, working for their livings. But like what I said, some things doesnâ€™t really change and one of the hardest things to be change is a personâ€™s attitude. Dear Journal,         Having a flashback on our childhood, looking back there, thinking of all the things that should be done being done and things that we had not archive that could not be archive that we regretted right now. Thinking back of what good and bad deeds we had done. Being so naÃ¯ve, we can just make this complicated world so simple. Walking through it every single day without being afraid of what will be heading towards our way. Boulders and blockage in our living pathway during childhood was so easy. Only two choices. First, push the boulder away to the side and keep on walking on your living pathway. Second, walk around the boulders and take that nothing has happened. Everything was just so easy, especially life.          But, once you get older, it will not be like your childhood where everything is so easy, only a few boulders awaits you and just a few movements and just get through it. More boulders awaits you in your pathway, additional holes as deep as 10km on the floor, tigers sleeping in your pathway. Haiz. But this is the fact of life where everyone have to face to get through. Once you did not get though one of these test, you will not keep on in your life till you get through that test. But the only thing you will know that there will be more dangerous dangers awaits you in your pathway.           Maybe all you can say is just ignore and walk through your life. But, have you every though, once you walk thought without even thinking of what to do to cross all these dangers, you might be badly hurt when you are still traveling this pathway. or maybe you wonâ€™t even get a chance to follow this path anymore, getting lost walking into another pathway. This is a dark and you will be the only one in this pathway. There will not even be a single person on the whole pathway, walking alone in the dark, where you canâ€™t even see a thing, facing all these troubles where it may endanger your life.             Although all these are the troubles you will be facing, but always remember, it is a dark path and the only thing you can do is to light up the lights and look very carefully where you will be walking so you will not fall into the holes, work hard to move those boulders and sneak past those tigers when they are sleeping. But, always remember, when you fall, always get up and start walking again. Never give up. If not, it will be the end of your road cause there wonâ€™t be anyone to help you but just maybe cheerleaders awaits you at the end of your path. Dear Journal,          In everyoneâ€™s pathway, there are all different stages of blocking in our pathway. Some are as easy as drinking water. But some as hard as moving a mountain even a centimeter. Different stages of training trains different type of personality and people. But of course, the more you do, the more experience you will get, and you will know how hard it will be to face all these without any help and you can survive without any help. As for those who can just walk that pathway without anything in front awaits them. Like what I said , you will be alone walking this pathway, once the water is finish, you wonâ€™t know where to find water whereas the other person who works hard facing challenges will know where the well is situated and will not be dehydrated cause of his working and observations around those area that he has worked. But, for some, they will have enough water for the whole journey, walking through the whole journey without even giving a damn what will be happening. What is life then? No work, no worries? What is the purpose of living in this world? I really could not understand till now. Dear Journal,            The first thing I knew when I was born in this earth is that, every single second after I was born, I have started my journey, walking into the dead end road. Although I know it is a dead end, but I will still walk this road, gain experience rather than just sits down and awaits the dead end to arrive to you. But , all I know is that, every sweat, every blood I poured out in my pathway are all worth it, making me a more mature person, a better person. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1632879 Mon, 08 Jan 2007 12:22 EST DATE: 8/1/2007 TIME: 0131 http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1632529 Dear Journal,           It has been really long since I write on you, telling you all my thoughts, my feelings, and the life Iâ€™m living right now. Cause I have been really busy lately. Preparing this and that, especially my further studies for my future. Haiz. What a confusion Iâ€™m sturuggling right now.            But before that, I would like to say that, although SPM is over, life isnâ€™t over yet. There will still lots of ups and downs that Iâ€™m going to face in life. Like what everyone says, this is only the beginning of life. Nothing bigger in my past life can be compared after my SPM examination. But no matter what, life still goes on. This is the fact of life that everyone must face, when their time comes. Dear Journal,          Life straight after SPM of course it is not really as stress as now. Haha. Still remember the 1st day after SPM when I woke up from bed. Though that I still have to go to school, sit for examination. But, in the next minute, everything changed. Felt that nothing to be done, I fall asleep again. Haha. Woke up at 3pm (1st time in history). Haha.            Only one big problem that I faced. Nothing to do after I wake up. I woke up, took a bath, wash up and sat down in front of the television. Watched all the movies from afternoon till night (no matter what movie it is). Haha.            On the 7th of December 2006, we had a farewell party for Siew Ying who had left to Perth and came back not as scheduled. Haha. Actually at first, though that she will be migrating to Australia, so we did this farewell party for her. But who knows, she flew back in December. What a joke. Haha. Just kidding. Hehe. But, at least we sent the message to her that, no matter what, we will always be with you. And that will go on till the end of our life.             10 days later, 11 of us, Jo, DQ, Ryan, Joshi, Kwan Yi, Lester, Kia Vin, Bhakti, Carolyn, Abby and of course, ME, taking our guts out, bring us to a place of the unknown. Travel this far without adults is a total new adventure for all of us. Taking the 5 Â½ hours bus is really killing us. 1st day of travel, we all meet at Ehsan mamak at 7 am and I had to wake up at 6 oâ€™clock to prepare myself. Haiz. 7.30, we said good bye towards Subang, heading for our adventure. We reach batu feringhi at approximately 1pm. We left our stuff at the lobby of our apartment (Sri Sayang), and left for out lunch. We had our lunch at a hawker stall approximately 1km from that area. After lunch, we went to 7 eleven, bought some beer, just to cheer up that night. Haha.               We went back to our apartment, checked in at about 2.30 pm and I found out something. Although the room wasnâ€™t that satisfying, but the customer service was a 5 class customer service. I really hope that every apartment, hostel, hotel no matter what you are, you have a customer service like them and that will only shows one thing, Malaysians are friendly. We shifted everything into our room, shifted our luggage and went for a bath. After that, we took a long rest. Few hours later, we went to the beach. Play with the sand, buried Joanne in the sand. Haha. Even have a picture of it. Then we all climbed the big rocks which is the east side of you when you walk into the beach using the pathway. It was a totally beautiful scenery. Maybe a little dirty cause of the leaves and everything. But, we all did climb the rocks and I saw oysters in between those rocks. Haha. We waited till dawn just to look at the sun going down through the earthâ€™s grid line at the ocean and it was totally beautiful. If you have not experienced it, go ahead. You will never forget that scenery.           We all went back to our apartments and take bath, preparing for our dinner. We found out that there is a night market around 1km from our apartment (thx to the customer service for the info, really kind of all of you). We walked and had our dinner there and I found out one thing. That thing would be, the attitude of the sales. They were totally friendly and this is the true act should every person in the world act, being friendly. Although it is a night hawker stall we had dinner, but we were really satisfy with the food and also the service we got, although we are only visiting local tourist center. Hehe. We had seafood and even brought some back to our apartment. We had beer and played Play Station 2, and we even played mahjong and I lost all in that night cause that night, my luck all went off. But never mind. We did not play with money. Haha. And losing is like what they always say, a part of life that you must face no matter when or where you are. Haha. And that was all for the day. We all slept at around 3 oâ€™clock. Hehe.              2nd day, the adventure begins. Haha. That morning, we all woke up very early in the morning. Around 9am and all of us got prepared by 10 and took the public bus and head towards Pulau Tikus(Mouse Island in translation where you donâ€™t really find a single mouse there. Haha.). We had our breakfast at a coffee shop that I used to have my breakfast there once. Haha. And the next thing is that we walked around that area, bought some soy bean to quench our thirst and we did buy some fruits, just as fibre. The fruit that we bought was longan (mata kucing in BM and I donâ€™t know what it is known in enlgish. Really sorry. Hehe). A pack of the longan and we head back towards our apartment. Haha.          After that, me, Joshua, Abby and Lester went swimming while the rest played PS 2 in the room. We swam for a while, and played in the water and we all went to the beach again to have more fun this time. Haha. This time we buried Joshua in the sand and we even built a turtle sand castle. Haha. I donâ€™t suppose anyone has done that before. First in history so it is a historical moment. Haha. We took a few pic of it and we had fun playing with water. We head back to our apartment quite early cause the sun and the heat was killing. After that, those who went swimming before went swimming again cause the pool was quite cooling. Haha. And we saw 2 white shirt guys, quite good looking, but a little weird, they walked here and there, like donâ€™t dare to come into the pool. Then, after a while they walked away and never come back. Haha. We went back to our apartment and took shower preparing for out dinner at one of the best place in Penang, Gurney Drive. The foods there are totally tempting and it will be a waste if you do not go there and try out the food there. Haha. We ate a lot till I was like a humpy dumpy, who couldnâ€™t really walk well. Haha. After that, we went to the beach near by and it was low tide. So, we sat at the side there and have a peaceful though of ourselves, played with bubbles, enjoy the wind and look at fire works (kwan yi still canâ€™t see it). Haha. We went back by bus at around 9.45 pm. the bus arrived like an hour later and it was pack with people. we stood and finally got a seat before we arrive there. The best part is that the bus is much better than Tokyo drift. Haha. Goes up and hill and come down, especially at night, the whole bus flew up and down and I was not kidding. Haha. We went back to our apartments and played till around 3-4 am and we went to bed.           3rd day, we rented a van that will bring us anywhere we want to go around Penang Island. We took the van and had our breakfast. After that, we all went to the butterfly park where I think kwan yi says that those bugs looks like being painted on it cause those colours reflect. Haha typical kwan yi. Haha. After that, we went to the toy museum, and had a really fun time there.  Haha. You should really take a visit to the toilet cause it is really unique, not like the others. Haha. Then we took the van and head towards kek lok si temple. All of us had lots of prayings and we really did have fun inside. Haha. Taking pictures and so on. Haha. We took the elevator  up to the top of the hill where you can pray at the biggest Quan Yim statue there. We climbed the pagoda and had fun. But problems started when we come down. The elevator spoilt and we had been trap inside the elevator and traveled up and down for a few times. We got fed up and they used the spare elevator and it got jammed. Our ticket to the Penang Hill was 4.45 and we are still stuck at kek lok si temple at 4.40. So, what we all did was have an amazing race. Haha. and we manage to get to Penang Hill in time and took the 5 oâ€™clock tramp to the top of the hill. You can really get a great view on top of the hill and we did saw lots of monkeys at the hill. Haha. it just seems like they are our entertainment, but just that we donâ€™t â€œpayâ€ them. Haha. We went back and  had our dinner at Gurney Plaza and went back to our apartment by bus. We were almost lost in the middle of George Town. Haha. We reach back to our apartment at 10.30 and we all went to the beach at 12 midnight cause wanna hunt for ghost. Haha. But who knows, we saw lots of people fishing there. Haha. and Joshua went missing. We all looked for him and then we all walked back to wait for him . On the way, we all saw him and we all act that we didnâ€™t see him. Haha. After that, Lester, Joshua and Ryan got emotional and they went to mamak and we played mafia in the girlâ€™s apartment. Haha. After that, we went out to find them but we did not went to the mamak stall but we went to the 24 hours mart called Happy Mart. Haha. We had instant noodles there and we saw mat rempits there. Haha. By the way, who even give a damn about them. Haha. We all went there around 3 am. After that, we all went back to our apartments and slept at around 6 am. Haha        4th day, last day. All of us woke up at about 10 am, all tired but all of us pack up and prepare to check out and head back home. Haha. The bus came at 12 and all of us were tired and all of us slept like piggies on the bus. Haha. And that was the end of our journey to our adventure. Lots of experience gain, but not to forget, relations between friends got closer was the biggest benefit we got from this great 4 days adventure. Dear Journal,            Life after that adventure was different, thinking of what to be done. Waiting for my SPM results, thinking of my future career, what job should I seek and what is the best for me to archive a good result for my future. Everything here counts. Maybe Wen Yah said I was a little fussy, but this is my future. This is the twinning point of everything. Once wrong, your whole life will be gone. Today, I went to the Star Education Fair. Me and Yuan Jing went only cause the rest went yesterday. Both of us started walking from the start till the end, taking brochures, goodie bags(nothing but brochure inside) and asked lots of questions. What to do, this is your future. Both of us were a little weird, haha , we went to Segi College and find the same person twice to ask more questions. Haha. Her name was Shen Li. I remembered her name cause it is quite close to my classmatesâ€™ name Shen Yi. Haha. I asked a lot, but seems like till now still canâ€™t really decide which college to go. There are still holes and leakage here and there in every college that I went and they did not really reached what I expected. So, it is really a hard time for me to make my decision yet and because my results are not out yet, so, making choices now I would think it is a little too early right? Haha. I donâ€™t know. But I will make my decision as soon as possible. Dear Journal,       Life has change for me. It is not like before, where I can be so naÃ¯ve and playful. Nothing is really right for me right now. But, no matter how, I will take the challenge and face the challenge with all the strength and guts I have with me. No matter how, I know I will pass this level with flying colours if I do study hard and not being like the old days, being naÃ¯ve and playful. I promise you.          I think these are all I can tell you till now. Haha. Good night and peace out!! -brian- -8/1/2007- Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1632529 Sun, 07 Jan 2007 12:33 EST Date: 16/09/06 Time: 00:10 http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1590099 Dear Journal,        It is quite a long time since i wrote into you. Ermm.... maybe not that long. Haha. Only for a week. hehe. Alright, today, maybe I'm going to talk more about what I wanna talk about last week (cause of the disaster), haha. Erm... I just don't know where to start. haha. Alright, i think i will start of what I can thought off. haha. Dear Journal,          I don't know. I just don't know. I MISS BAND SO MUCH!!!!! haiz. what to do. haha. always thought of band no matter what i have been doing. Really. I swear to god. Really. Hehe. Thinking back during our competition. That was really a hard work. Hehe. few month before the competition, most of us doesn't have the eager to be serious and work hard for everything. 2 weeks before our comeptition, 2 weeks and we work so hard. Very very hard. practicing for our comeptition, 8 hours a day. Really no doubt, 8 hours non-stop, from morning till evening, skipping classes (especially Pn. Shantha's biology class, i bet she will be damn angry because i am her AJK someore. hehe). But of course there are some thing that we benefit from thse practices.         1 of the thing that we benefit the most is something that all of us did, which is HAVING FUN!!!! haha. Joining the competition. Few weeks before the competition, we went to Pndamaran B primary school, and let me tell you, that is the best place of all. BIG BIG badminton hall, and of course not to forget, the super duper, tastiest food where all of us will buy at least 2 cups each day and have a drink. This is known as the (DRUM ROLL)........................................ SHAKE SHAKE ICE ( yao yao bing). HAHA.  What is so nice about it?? you really wanna know? let me tell you. The food inside the blended ice, the ice which is blended till it is so tiny and once you put it into your mouth, it will go KABOOM!!!!! OMG, it is the best desert you can ever find anywhere else and the best part is that it has 1 of the cheapest price ever. hehe. so, I have an average of 4 cups a day. haha.        Erm..... Other than that, I got a new "follower". hehe. I forgot his name. He is from Yuk Chai primary school, a very potential tuba player, and a very cute guy. But, before that, i remember that i have thought him before this exchange his own "homeland"(school). haha. But i doubt that he won't ever remember me. haha. but never mind. haha. i don't really mind. hehe. But it is really fun there. We have fun, learn our marching together with Raja Mahadi, erm..... knowing new friends and erm.... Oh ya, have a small little concert. haha. and that was the end of everything that has to be done in Pandamaran primary school. haha.         And here comes the competition day. Everyone got nervous ( which is exactly not very true. I got a good night sleep be4 competition where is usually doesn't). hehe. We went marching into the field with full comfidence. And marvin goes shouting 1...2...3...4 and we started our marching. We march with full confindence. But of course some mistakes still can be done because we were nervous. And the most important part is that it is not our ground and this makes us not very get used to it. And as usual, mistakes occur. In this journal, I would like to apolagize for what i have done during the competition. I made a very silly mistake." I AM SORRY TO ALL SSB BAND MEMBERS" (especially Daniel, because i almost knock him off. If he falls, it will be a domino falling. I'm really sorry). haiz.          And there goes our competition. Our turn is over. And here comes the evil part of every competition. The result announcement. Haiz. We march in the field and waited for those VIPs to talk crap. I can't believe they can just crap all those crap into those speeches. Even i can write a more meaningful speech than them. haha. The announcement of results started, and after they announce the "pancaragam harapan" and it wasn't us. My heart felt kinda sad and bad already. and i turned to the back and saw the percussionist started crying already. haiz. really. All the result announced and we were not even in one of the placing. I told myself not to cry. But while marching out and back to our own place where we kepp our stuff, I heard our supporters screaming, "It's OK, It's alright, Seafield school band FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!!!". After listening to that, my tears started falling and i started crying and march out. I can' teven march in the right beat. haiz. we stopeed. I let my tuba down and i started crying on my tuba. Haiz. We went back  to the seat and i went to the middle of the stadium. I sat down and started crying. But i can see, it is a very sad thing where i can see most of our band members crying. haiz. And i started hugging everyone i can find. haha.          To stop all those sorrowness,  we all start doing some "press conference" by taking some picture. we started packing after the competition preparing to go home. I saw daniel, wen yah and emma still sitting at the lower seats. i went down and hugged daniel from the back. Because that time, i am still really weak mentally. i need some love. so, i hugged him. But I don't know that daniel is such a caring person. he knows how to comfort other people. he started tapping my hands. haha. not like kee wei, " NO REGRETS!!". What is that la?? it will make people feel worst only. haha.          But this competition really benefit us alot of stuff. 1st thing is about working as a team, working together. 2nd is about having fun. 3rd is about problem solving. 4th is about how to go through obstacles in life. But the most important thing of course will be Love between friends. This competition really pulled us close to each other. haha.          After the competition, we got so close. But months after months, seems like everything is getting worst. haiz. I felt so leftout after retire from band. Everyone from band seems like neglecting me. I just don't know. seems like everyone is getting away from me. Have i change?? Or is there really something that ya'll relaly can't tell me?? And i just don't know. I felt so far apart from band. haiz. I can't blame exam as the reason. Maybe i used up too much time for my studies or something else, i don't know. But the only thing i don't want to happen is that being so much left out from band. I am really still not ready for that yet. I just don't know. Everyday during exam, i will be thinking of band. What is going to happen to them?? and i just don't know. seems like i think alot. But 1 thing for sure. I'm still not ready to let it go. haiz.          But really, that has happen on me. And i am feeling very sad now. I just don't know. haiz. maybe i put a little too much of love inside the band. Not the band, but the members inside the band where i have really a hard time to let go of them . haiz. But, never mind. These takes time and everything is over. But of course, special thank to all the ssb band members, (especially to all the form 5 band members, samuel, siew ying, jueliene, kristal, sio sen, and many more, to the LB4 [ daniel, sher hann and jolene], to all my juniors, and of course not to forget all the coaches that has thought us).Ya'll light up my life. Thank you all. but of course, really really thank you samuel and daniel. knowing ya'll since primary school, ya'll light up my life the most and THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!. LOVE YOU GUYS and ALL OF THE SSB MEMBERS!!!! hehe Dear Journal,      That was before. Why don't we talk about the present. What I am having now are all exam. this week, biology, chemistry, add maths, bm, english, est, physics. this week over. Next week, here we go again, biology, chemistry, physics........ It goes on and on and on and i really got fed up of studying already. Why can't the school let us have some rest, mentally??It is  such a torture by doing this do you know that?? study everyday. I can really go for a blood pressure check up and for sure it will be very high. No doubt. Tuition everyday including saturday and sunday. And saturdays and sundays usually are the best days of the week where you get to rest. But do you know, it has turn into a tragic. 6 hours of tuition for every saturday and sunday. haiz. imagine a life of a teenager got ruined by these studies.       Few more weeks will be our SPM already. After SPM, i'll be free like a bird out of a cage. hehe. damn cool. hehe. but of course we have to study first. And on the 22nd of september is our MPT5 (majlis perpisahan tingkatan 5). haha. Formal wear, theme will be "MASQUERADE"(lame theme, as if we have the time to do a mask for it). haha.        Everday exam till ass damn pain. haiz. everyday in class during exam, when i start to stretch out, i will feel the cracking on my bones abd my hand felt pain while writing. haiz. write too much already. But what to do, it is an exam. haha. Dear Journal,         Before i end everything, I have 2 wish that i really hope that it will happen. 1st wish of course is to get good results for my SPM. And my second wish is to get back and really have a close relationship back with the members of the school band. And i really hope my wish will come true, especially the second wish. And that is all i think for today. Good night dear journal.   -BRIAN- -15 September 2006- Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1590099 Fri, 15 Sep 2006 11:10 EST Date: 2:09:2006 time: 23:00 http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1584589 Dear Journal,       It has been a long time since I wrote to you. Haha. The last journal i wrote just went missing for no reason. Haiz. Hate it. so now i have to cut short everything. Haiz. But of course, the 1st thing is about Band. Hehe. I love band so much, the competition is over, everyone cried, we practice very hard( more details in the future). Hehe. I am a retiree for band and librarian. But the main point i wanna stress here is that i miss band. haiz. I miss everyone in band. But with all the good and bad memories in band, it really gives me a good experience to be a better person. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! (special thanks to the sakai group, the lb4[Daniel, Sher Hann, Zhuo Lin. Love you guys] and of course not to forget about our coach, and all the band members from form 5 [Sam, Krys, Siew ying, Jueliene, Sio sen etc.]) Dear Journal,        This is really a bad luck year. Haiz. Everyone leaving me behind. ( wanna cry already) haiz So many funerals i went to. Causing me to feel scare when i even see a funeral going on. But, really pity Jason and what a poor thing. But, don't worry k, i'll always be there for you. Dear journal,      Because of the stupid missing of the journal i wrote, everything was gone and i have to shortened it because of time consuming. So, i think i will end up writing here. I'll continue next time  k?? And 1 last thing, no matter what, i will always be there for all of you guys. hehe. Good night. -Brian- -2nd September 2006-   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1584589 Sat, 02 Sep 2006 10:55 EST Date: 19/5/2006 Time: 2144 http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1530757 Dear Journal,      It really has been a very very long time since i write in you. I really apolagize because maybe this year i am really a little busy. Busy with examination, busy with school band. No choice, but really have to work hard because this will be my last year in secondary school.  Dear Journal.     There has been ups and downs since the last time i write to you. I have been quite depress when something really bad happens. Sad cases has been happening. Let me tell you journal, i have been quarreling with samuel, 1 of m8 years friend and thei is the first year we quarrel. I don't know why and i just can't find the reason for what has happened. I have been quarreling with him for no reasons. Just cna't help it. Maybe it is human's nature. But, i feel really bad when i do so. I did apologize to him. But, what he did was blaming himself only. What i wanna say here is that i feel very bad for everything. Just wanna say sorry Sam. Really hope the days that are coming, these kinda things won't happen again. I really hope so. Dear Journal,      Not only samuel is the 1 who i quarrel with. I just don't know what has really happened to me. O even quarrel with jia yi. I just don't know what has just happened between both of us. Just like today. Is just look at me with those very weird looks. It just seems like she hated me so much. I just don't know what is the reason and why did she do that. Journal, can you just teach me what to do. I am out of ideas. By the way, this is nmot the 1st time she did this to me. Sometimes, i am very curious. What is she thinking about. Journal,     I just don't know if i have already find the right world for me. Maybe this is not the right world for me. It doesn't just seems that i have problem with jia yi and samuel only . Even those sakai group are ignoring me right now. It seems like i am really at the wrong place. Wrong place at the wrong time. Haiz. I just don't know. Last time, i remember, whenever they have anything going on, we will always be together. But, it seems that I am the 1 that is being left at the back these days. I have been feeling like that for months. Because of this, i am really really sad about that. Because, they are my best friends, but it seems like i have just been ignored by them . It seems like i have done something really wrong, but it just seems that i do not know. I tried so hard to make everything back to normal. But, nothing really works. dear journal, teach me what to do now.Dear Journal,      It seems like i have alot of problems. But you are the only 1 that i can express to. other than that, i just don't miss band so much. It has been so long since i see my beloved tuba. It seems like i have fall in love with my tuba. Hehe. Maybe it is that i am afraid of the damage in my tuba cause iit has been used by leslie. Not just that, maybe i am care about the cleanliness of my tuba because i have just polished it . Just scared that it will get dirty. haha.Dear Journal,       Maybe it is time for me to tell you something happy, nmo tthe sad part of my story. The happiest part is that i have been chosen to join the Taylor's CLIOD program. But i have to attend band practice on the same day. It is just so unfair. Everytime they do this to me. I just cannot decide which 1 to go. haiz. haha .      By the way, today's exam was killing. But, after my add maths paper, i feel so tired. Maybe because it has been a long time since i sleep. haha. Finally the weight has been put down from my shoulder. Haha.  I think that is all i am going to say to you. I will see you next time , my dear journal,telling you more about my stories, sharing my feelings with you. Good night  my dear journal. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1530757 Fri, 19 May 2006 09:55 EST DATE: 1/2/2006 TIME: 2148hr http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1475390 Dear Journal,               Today is the third day of new year. After all the hard work of collecting red packet from everyone in the town, i think it is really the time for me to take a good rest and count for my money. The moment I opened my red packet, I will start to take all the money out and count. 10 ringgit, 20 ringgit................and it keeps on. Finally, it is the last red packet that i have recieve untill now. It is a 10 ringgit. But, once every single cent is added up, I found out that this year's red packet's money has gone down somewhere like a 100 ringgit. But, no need to worry, because there are still 12 more days before chinese new year ends. haha.Dear Journal,               Althought it is has been a long time i haven't been writing into you. But, as for what I know, there hasn't been anything interesting happening that happens within me and my surroundings. But, there is 1 thing that I really have to tell you. I think you can congratulate me 1st. haha. This is because, I'm getting so much closer to my future job. I will bet you will ask why am i talking about this. Remember that I told you before where my dream is to become a famous DJ or  a VJ. Now, let me tell you something. The school is organizing a club where is it known as the "Seafield's Radio". I joined this society last friday and it is said that all students who participate in this club will get a chance to shine themselves in this radio which is organize by the library.               We have to pick a partner and i picked Regina as my partner. Although she is mostly known as a book worm in our school, but i think she will be a great partner because I have a big chance to learn and improve my language from her. So, what I would like to say now is that I will try my best no matter what to shine, although it is only a school organisation, but i will do my best and won't let you down.Dear Journal,             So, I think that is all I have until now. But before I ends, I would like so say that I won't ever let you down my dream to become a radio DJ or becoming a TV host, and I will try my best to shine no matter what. In the end, I would like to wish everyone Happy Barking Chinese New Year and good night, my dear journal. ^.^ -BRIAN SIM- Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1475390 Tue, 31 Jan 2006 09:05 EST DATE:24/12/2005 TIME:1134hr http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1452361 Dear Journal,            Today is Christmas Eve, but it seems that I am just staying at home doing nothing but just facing the computer and tell my feelings to you. Maybe it is a boring night, but what i feel here is that Christmas is close. HAHA. It is really nothing much to talk about these since the last time i talked about the exchanged band camp. Although not many things has happened, but of course there is something which happens, but not as big as what happened on 7th of december.           2 days ago, the few of us fromthe so-call sakai group has been to red box karaoke. Maybe you might think that we are still a little bit young to go to those places. But let me tell you, this is not the 1st time i went there. Maybe that place is something what we call dangerous. But for me,that place is really a 'dangerous' place. what i mean here is where our money is dangerous. Everything there is expensive. The food there cost 9 ringgit where I can get the same thing in the road side stall for only 3 ringgit.           Not just that, the drinks and everything is not worth it. But what can we do because that is the only place we can find all the songs we like and sing it out loud. Not like staying at home. Afraid of being laughed by family members who think themselves are great singers but doesn't have the guts to sing. Which is totally a shame. Shame of themselves.           After that, we went inside piramid for a shopping spree because seems that it is the Malaysia Year End Sale Festival. But, everything there seems like more expensive than normal. Not just that, we saw Looney Toones Baby performing int he piramid main hall. Hehe. What i can see that they are just so CUTE. But, it seems that we donl't have a camera, so we can't take a picture with those warner bros, cartoon character. Dear Journal,         Today is my cousin, Jeslyn's birthday and here comes the problem. Till now i still haven't greet her. I am here just hope that her dreams will come true becuause it is her birthday and i am here wishing her happy birthday. By the way, congrats her with her PMR result.         The only problem is not just that. Have i ever told you that how much I missed all my 'pet' family  during this holiday? I just don't know. Every night, i dreamt about them. Even some friends too. Maybe you might say that I am thinking too much, but it is a real stuff for me. I have been missing them. Most of them will say that me and yee chern is gay. But, what I know here is that I am did miss him after such a long holiday. hehe. (NOTICE:He is my 'pet' bro, and we are not gays.)Dear Journal,          There has been lots of happening during this holiday and I will be facing SPM (o-levels) next year which is just somewhere around the corner. What I really hope here is that although I have to spend lots of time in my study because this exam will be the fate of my future, but what I want, I really hope is that every happenings, such as the band exchange, band practice etc. will always be on my mind, forever. Good night and Merry Christmas. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1452361 Sat, 24 Dec 2005 08:54 EST DATE:9/12/2005 TIME:8.36 pm http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1444023 Dear journal:            It is a long time since i wrote in you. Within this time, i have been through so many stuff. Some good, some bad. But, of course. Like what we always do, remember the good ones and throw away all the bad ones. But just 2 days ago, something amazing happened. Something which is totally unexpectedly amazing happened. Guess what, knowing new friends from singapore. he he.            Actually, it is a band camp which is help in our school. Although it is held in our second home, but i would say that i had lots of fun being with them.I think that you should know about me where, for me, knowing new friends are my specialty. But, knowing such a great bunch of friends is something which is totally couldn't i expected from them. They are so friendly. But, maybe not for the first hour. hehe. because of the performance in the starting make us seperated. But what amazed me is that they are reaelly so friendly. It is just now what i expected from them.          Really no offence about what i'm going to say next. But usually, rumours will say that singaporeans are really kiasu or more to kiasi. But for what i see, they are totally different from what i can see. they are friendly, easy to communicate and also funny. I really have lots of fun with them.         Knowing friends like jie meng, mohan, wani, mr.lawrence etc. is really an honour for me . We all had fun during the band camp. Although time really doesn't let us be together for long, but i am really satisfy knowing them.          Because of my curiosity, I followed them for a visit to KLCC. hehe. Like what they say. If you want to know more, you will have to sacrifice. Taking more than an hour's train to KLCC is really worth it. But what i want to say is that, i can't belief we all really did sat down and chat for more than an hour in manhattan fish shop. Drinking coffee, eating mussels. hehe. By the way, thanks for the spend, Mr. lawrence. Sitting down, talking to them is something which I couldn't expected.           Actually, we sit down and chat about mostly band stuff. By the way, I'm still curious about what Mr. Lawerence's first impression about yi shun school band. hehe. Just kidding. And about the story that mohan told me and andrea, about the italian guy.........................(secret). hehe. For any yi shun band members who read this, please do not tell them i wrote about the italian couple thing. hehe.          But lastly, we still have to seperate. WAAAAA!!!!!! although today is only 9th, two days just after meeting them, i have starting to miss them alot and they are going back to singapore today after a visit to melacca. I here wish them have a safe journey back to singapore and hope everything will go well for them. And the last message is specially for Mohan. Beware of girls. Girls are nothing but please beware of homosexual. I don't want to see a friend of mine become a homo. hehe. By the way, hope your market can grow bigger so i could at least buy 10 percent of your share. HEHE!! Dear journal,           Having such a great memory in my mind is a great thing. Just hope that all of us will meet again someday and just wish that these memories won't vanished off from all of our minds.<img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427352.db55e0.jpg" border="0" />     (Seafield Sakai Group)<img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427354.41a26d.jpg" border="0" />     (View of the Hall from the stage)<img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427355.eaffaf.jpg" border="0" />    (Shopping In KLCC)<img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427356.5211ab.jpg" border="0" />     (Yi Shun Band's Arrival)<img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427357.9f8393.jpg" border="0" />  (Mr. Tan conducting) <img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427358.1acb96.jpg" border="0" />  (Walking into the hall)<img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427359.217c49.jpg" border="0" />    (Another view of the hall from the stage)<img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427360.932546.jpg" border="0" />  (Prepararion for their performance)<img title="sakai group" alt="sakai group" src="http://nor.zorpia.com/0/1160/7427362.c255a1.jpg" border="0" />  (Lower Brass ROX)BRIAN SIM  -9/12-2005- Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1444023 Fri, 09 Dec 2005 07:59 EST Date: 21st of august, 2005 Time:10.53pm http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1329085 Dear Journal,              Since two weeks ago, our school has a new tradition within all the form 4s. No matter a girl or a guy, we all has started to play this"game". A game where people's life might be taken away. A game where there are risk of life.  A game that might make people sleep forever. But, this did not stopped the F4s of SMK Seafield to do it. Do what? Do something that is known as the game of death. The game where it makes people fainted. Dear Journal,                 Maybe by just writing this journal and telling all about thestories of the fainting thing will make everybody who reads it felt boring. Y don't we all try to put in some processes.Actually, the processe are quite easy.1st,u get a person, make his body bent down and come up for 14 times. But make sure. When he/she bent down, make sure he/she breaths out. And make sure she breaths in when she comes up. Make sure u bent down maximum. Not just a little bit.2nd step, after the person finishes his 14 bent ups and downs, make sure he hold his last breath, and that is the 14th breath. Next, call a few people and press his/her chest as hard as ya'll could. And make sure the harder it is, the longer a person will faint. After that, if u sees him / her like something weird happen to their faces, let them breath out. And the last step is, hold on them becuz they are fainted already. hahaha. *caution: 1st, when ya'll wanna press the chest, make sure ya'll do it at the wall and make sure every processes are safe befor you do anything. 2nd, make sure you don't push the chest too hard. If not, that person might be in really big trouble. 3rd, this is a game where it is not suitable for anybody to try. So, please do not ever ever try this. Dear Journal,             After all of that, i would like to talk a little about what happen when we all played this game. This game was started(as i know) from 4C. They started playing this game in their class. They all played and played, till something really bad has happen. There is a guy, call weng-yew(if i'm not wrong, this is the spelling), they all tested on him. After every process has been done, he is fainted. But, the scary thing here is that he has fainted for a long time. Everybody started to panic. As I know, he had fainted for at least 2 minutes, and this is scary. So, as my last word today in this journal, I would like to say that this game is certainly not suitable for anybody and please please do not try this because it is dangerous. Good night Journal. -Brian- -21st August 2005- -11.45 pm- Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1329085 Sun, 21 Aug 2005 10:13 EST Date: 2nd of July Time:9.23pm http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1243291 TOMORROW IS THE DAY!! the day which we all have been waiting. It is the SMK SEAFIELD's CARNIVAL DAY. haha. Y am i so excited u might ask!! This is because our class is doing the haunted house. Actually, we all start building the haunted house since yesterday. But seems that we do not have enough time to finish everything, we just have to come back to school on SATURDAY(that's today) to finish all the work. haha . For me, i would say that it is a job which takes alot of your precious time. We started building since 8.00am this morning and we all ended everything on 6.30PM. (belief that. I'm not telling lies!!) haha. Dear Journal,      Seems that it took so long to finish everything, of course we will include our rehearsal too. Haha. We have 3 "test tubes" whcih are our experimental humans, and we all tried everything on them. 1st was the guy name Eric. He is a guy who can scream like a girl. But, this is ntot eh fun part of it. He screams when we all did nothing to him. That means he screams during the whole thing. Maybe because he knows all of us well and i think he knew the passage of our haunted house. He helped out in our haunted house after his choir in the afternoon.       But, it seems that fun part wasn't eric. But, it was the 2 girls we tried out on. Who are known as "test tubes" 2 and 3(fei theng and michelle ho). Lolz. These 2 gurls arr, i don't know what happened to them. when they stepped in, they say it is so dark and they can't see anything. So, this makes us easier to do our "jobs". MUAHAHAHA. And here is the fun part. we all started to scare them. And they screamed like mad!! whow.. I only have 2 eardrums and it will break if these keeps on. And that is not just the fun part of the whole thing. The fun part is they all screamed and run the the exit where it is not the exit. haha. Our exit is our entrance. haha. so, we all locked the other door up. haha. But who knoes. They hit and shouted, "LET ME OUT!! LET ME OUT!! I DON'T WANNA PLAY ANYMORE....". But, Who cares. haha. they keep on screaming and screaming. and my eardrums are like OMG!!(so damn painful). haha. Actually, the not fun part is here. Lemme tell ya'll laa. We all did nothing. What we did was just scared them once or twice the most. Then they all scared themselves with their screaming!! LOLZ. after both of them staop s screaming, 1 of my friend(jopshua) screamed once and the 2 gurls keep on screaming.OMG( my eardrums only left 1 side. haha) But, later that, we all stopped everything because both of them are rely rely scared. we all went to them and both of them just hug us tightly. Lolz. This means what?? WE DID IT!! haha!! WE ALL MANAGE TO SCARE PPL. LOLZ. so, we have to bring them out and can see how is their conditions.By the way, they onli manage to finish 1/4 of our maze onli!! haha. K laa. I think that is all i'm gonna say. haha (lolz, so damn funny) haha. gd night dear journal!! -brian-2005 Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1243291 Sat, 02 Jul 2005 08:46 EST TODAY IS 30/04/2005!! Can say it is the best... http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1138098 TODAY IS 30/04/2005!! Can say it is the best and the worst day of the whole week. This is what happen today. I'm a librarian, as ya'll knoe, today, we have visitors came to our school for a visit. Me and my friend, were waiting for their appearance  for that particular place. W e start waiting from 9 am. But, they came at 11.30, What i meant is, they were in school at 9.00 already. But, they all went to the meeting room, to have their breakfast. I couldn't imagine how long they need to take to finish a plate of nasi lemak. I just couldn't believe it. They actually took 2 hours in the meeting room be4 they went to their 1st place. and that is the library. But, i'm not incharge of the library. So,me and my so call president have to wait for their appearance. Finally, they appear at 12.00. And you know what happen, they actually went into the roomk for onli 15 minutes. And we have waited for hours and they actually onli went into the room for 15 minutes!! OMG!! so damn angry now!! But, the good thing is, i can skip class. But i don't wanna skip classes actually. Ha ha. Be4 they came to the particular room i'm incharge of, me and my so call president sang songs, have fun. I actually found out that he can sing. It was an open eye for me to see you sing, king fai!! LOLZ!! actually. this is not all. Today, i'm so damn happy. I got my new tuba today. That means i can use it . A new tuba for me. IT IS JUST LIKE HEAVEN!! I JUST CAN"T BELIEVE MY EYES!! ha ha!! but it is true. YAY!! but i'll miss my old tuba!! SEE YA!! "crying"!! Lets talk about something else. Lets see. Yesterday, nothing happen. But the day be4 yesterday, we all went for a club trip. The science and mathematic club. Guess where we went. We actually did went to MINT!! Malaysia Institute of Neclear Technology!! ha ha. What a dangerous place!! Nuclear!! it will explode anytime!! haha. But it was a fun. A whole bunch of us, form 4, all my friends!! all know and unknown. what i mean unknown is actually unknown name onli. Ha ha. we do knoe each other. the ppl who went is, Me of course, kia vin. anne-marie, da kiang, weng-yew, lawrence, jin tik(the gay), guang liang, juliene, shih min, min tze, yi jien, jenny etc. ha ha. So many ppl!! all gd friends !! LOLZ. This is omething fun. But we rely do have the bad part of it. Our trip to the neclear research centre is about 1 hour. And, we all bough tidbits, and junk food. We all actually did eat the whole hour our trip to that place. Not just that. The same thing happens when we are on the way back. Now, i don't knoe how many KG's i've gain. Ha ha!! But the best part is, we all have fun. Lots and lots of fun. we take picture together and learn about nuclear. ha ha. How to make nuclear bom and bom the world!! (just a joke). ha ha. But it is fun to have brothers and sisters all together. although not real brothers and sisters, but it is fun. HA HA!! me still thinking of the gain weight thingi!! LOLZ, rely cannot put it down!! laugh laugh laugh onli!! ha ha !!cannot stop laughing!! But, it is quite boring there. ha ha. But at least we learn something there!! And i think that is all for this week. HA HA!! LOLZ, still cannot stop laughing!! i'll update later!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1138098 Fri, 29 Apr 2005 08:19 EST WOW, WOW ,WOW, what a bad day!! in the... http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1122797 WOW, WOW ,WOW, what a bad day!! in the morning, so damn hot, not, at night, so cold, becuz after rain."RAIN RAIN GO AWAY, COME ALONG ANOTHER DAY". Actually, i ahda  bad mood yesterday. i can't smile out. and that is the 1st time i'm having that mood.HAIZ. i ignored everyone in class. Even my teacher. and, i felt that because i felt left by everyone. maybe i got left out because of my attitude. But that is me, my personality. but i don't rely think that it is their wrong to ignore me like that. i got it, where is my weaknesses, but the big prob is i don't knoe thow to change. So, i rely rely rely wish that they can forgive me for what i've done. i'm rely rely sorry if i've rely been irritating ya'll.K, forget about that. last saturday, me have a great fall."humpy dunpy sat on a wall, humpy dumpy had a great fall.........." and that is me. ha ha . I'm the humpy dumpy. have a great accident last saturday. and spoil my bike that costs more then 200 bucks. haiz. what to do, it is over aeladi, ha ha. forget about it.Lets talk about sumthing else. lemme see. this week. this whole wee, what happened??can't rely remember.ha ha. haiz. nothing much this week. continue next week. ha ha!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1122797 Fri, 15 Apr 2005 08:55 EST It was a few days ago. Yes. It was a few... http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1112743 It was a few days ago. Yes. It was a few days ago. And that is on Thursday. Last thursday, 7th of April 2005. That was the day, where joy, laughter and cheering in our class, that is heard around the whole school, where 4 DAMAI's name is up there, in the star. ha ha. Actually, we won the debate and the drama competition. And it was totally unexpected!! Something that was not expected and that is our winning of the drama and debate competition. Me joined the drama competition. the title of our drama is "tarzan and jane". Lolx. What to do, the theme is "the importance of english". so we did that. Me as Jane's dad, it was an omg!! me having backache now becuz of that character. And this is because, during the rehearsal, i have to act faint and fall onto the floor. It really hurts u knoe!! but, everything pays off, until the end of the competiton, when they announce that  "The winner is........."  "4 DAMAI". ha ha. and that was our 1st victory of the day. not just that. we also got the best narrator and the best actor award. ha ha. But it is incredible. with onli 1 practice and it was planned a day be4 the competition. And it was a 2 hours practice onli!! so, it was really really shocking. ha ha . This was our 1st award of the day. The second 1 comes after recess. And that is the finals of our debate team. inter-class competition. it was somthing that was also an unexpected win. Because at the 1st time, when we witness that competition, we felt that our class will lose!! but, in the last minute be4 the result, haiz, we were all so down. But when the result came out. We shouted like mad. when we hear that we won the competition. So, it was something that makes us happy the whole day! ha ha. we won the day!! that is the most important thing. not onli the whole day, the whole englsih language week and also the whole school. So, we were like from nothing turning into a something. So, it will be the best day for all 4 damai's day!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/briansim1989/journal/1112743 Sat, 09 Apr 2005 04:35 EST