Journals
Saturday,Nov 29 2008, 08:53:42 AMDeath, Come Near me (Draconian)
By day I sleep, at night I weep!
O Death, come near me!
Be the one for me, be the one who stays.
My rivers are frozen, and mischosen,
and the shadows around me sickens my heart.
O Death, come near me,
and stay (by my side). Hear my silent cry!
In sadness I'm veiled, to the cross I am nailed,
and the pain around me freezes my world.
My cold world...
In life I've failed,
for years I've wailed.
Frozen in time... left behind...
The rapture of grief is all to find...
The rapture of grief is all!
Behind the shadow of life the
lost hopes are grieving.
I seek the night and hope to find love...
So I drown in the silence of lifes short eternity.
The tears fills the void in my heart astray...
Embrace me now, delightful ease!
Give me a world of wonderous peace!
Calm the desperate scream in my heart!
O Death, come near me,
save me from this empty, cold world!
O Life, you have killed me,
so spare me from this couldron of misery!
In life I cry, away I fly...
Chosen to fall within these walls.
The rapture...
The rapture of grief is all!
Oh, shed a tear for the loss of innocense,
for the forsaken spirits who aches... in us.
Cry for the heart who surrenders to pain,
for the solitude of those left behind!
Behold the pain and sorrow of the world,
dream of a place away from this nightmare.
Give us love and unity, under the heart of night.
O Death, come near us, and give us life!
I this world of pain I am better of dead!
Give me love, or give me... death!
O Death, come near me!
I have summoned you!
Tuesday,Apr 15 2008, 03:48:51 AMshampoo?
dont read .. just read.
estranged in a frenzy of demiss
wrapped in the longetivity of time
frozen in the phase of nothing
cowered by the shrill of a sigh
quivering in the face of dusk
bailed out from the sane, lost
hail this form to the way and beyond
lo! none took heed of what took past
fast, in a deadly kill it flew
took flight to the far and unknown
never gone, but yet to return.
Saturday,Jan 12 2008, 08:19:04 AMfriends..
thanks for the comments, messages and time. I appreciate it so much. I wish you all Good things.. Strive to be happy. Bless you all.. bye bye *mwahugs* :))
Tuesday,Nov 13 2007, 11:29:16 AMObscured =S
Ahh.. i know u wont agree with me. But its how i see u anyway..so bear with it!haha
Half the world is veiled in black
The other half in shining light
Shadows lurked in every crack
Sunlight bared its glare in sight
Moonlit shimmer pierced the dark
Where sun has left no earthly claim
Unfolding sceneries in grayish spark
Such splendor i cannot name
A single glimpse was all it took
To convince a fool like me to see
That underneath the shadowed look
Lays a unicorn on its knee
Moon was vanished and sun took place
Coyly beauty left in haste
The moment gone but not erased
To pelt such wonder is a waste
Wednesday,Nov 7 2007, 05:47:09 AMDown Under :))
i read ur umm.. yeah that and i stole your thoughts and put it in words. hehehe
the carnival bellowed with mounting glee
soo gay and happy for all to see
the lights turn up in vivid glare
with rides and wonder booths of fare
then in the dead of the night it close
no trace of smile it weakly doze
all merriment gone in fuzzy haze
as reality sunk-in in tedious glaze
creeping cold of icy snakes drew fast
as courage left fair alone to last
groping sadness fill the air
bewildered of the vulnerability it bear
yearning for an egress for this
hoping for someone to be there at least
to enter its gates and see for real
the anguished soul behind the wheel

