Friday,Apr 3 2009, 04:11:09 AMSeeker Astray

I always felt a vision when it comes to the bliss of love but I still did not uncover the rationale behind it. While I am trapped in a series of labyrinths, I envy many who easily get caught up with this love bug euphoria. As a mere analysis, I tend to have repulsion when it tries to bit me; feeling like I am enveloped with a strong force field that slaughters its ecstatic endowment.

Like many other bitter gourd like me, I camouflaged myself with a persona that would boost the futile heroine-like fulfillment I am strained to desist in order to cog sanity in the real world. “Must move forward, must regain consciousness!”, yet I daydream of another hallucination, an alternative paranoia just to have a sneak peek of its abstract delight. Should I find Atlantis? Map hysteria? Be a passenger seat and wait for a falling star?  or perhaps look for a sign or devour an incantation?

 Such lunacy I encounter yet I challenge myself in this endless game. Is it there? Where are you hiding? Are you in front of me? Help me out eyeballs! But at the end of the line, all I find was a dark dead end. As much as I want to believe this flicker of hope, I myself doubt its light anymore. How is it easy to be difficult and yet it’s difficult to be easy? Should I love irony? Be more realistic or feed my idealism with this fairy tale adventure?

As insanity starts to stem out and continues to blacken my rather rotten heart, I still hope that I can unearth my false consciousness so I can feel that ecstatic beats that would rejuvenate and re paint another idea of utopia, pleasurable dementia and random feelings.

But for now, I’ll continue to carry the role of the lost seeker and trace this love bug hype.

P.S. I would appreciate your mutual love clues and donations as well as guidance from professional love cryptologist J J J J

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Monday,Sep 29 2008, 10:09:07 AMInnocent and Shy Life (Episode Uno)

The cool breeze of dusk gently touches my fragile shy body as I shivered and silently devour an outburst cry as I slowly twinkled my futile eyes and see reality once again. Feels like centuries has passed and I am still stranded on this morbid world, lucid and brawny as even mighty Hercules couldn’t stir. As I lay my most comfortable position in the most uncomfortable way, I daydream and time traveled hoping some apparition and glittery incantations could weave an adventure I would truly benefit (don’t we all? Bling bling). Yepido! Snap back to ...

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Monday,Dec 24 2007, 08:31:05 AMMERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL

Have an innocent and shy Christmas to all who will celebrate it... :)

and of course HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOP MY BABE :) LOVE YOU MUCHO! and see you soon! :P will have many innocent and shy moments together hahah :p mwah! and enjoy every moment of it...

its great to spend the holidays with my folks back in the Philippines woohooo! ...

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Posted at Monday,Dec 10 2007, 01:00:55 PM (www.gabbybabble.com)Maria Sharapova: A Good Reason To Watch Tenni

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