Tuesday,Nov 17 2009, 12:42:46 PMUnderestimated

It's true,
that I underestimated its effect on me.
I didn't know that I'll become like what I am now,
nor I know I'd leave what I thought I would have for life.
I didn't mean to leave,
but, by the time I tried to face what's before me,
it's the time I decided to leave.
Once the choice has been made,
no more chance of return.
Though, I may be still fat in someone's eyes,
I know, I'll never be that "fat" anymore,
for what's inside me has changed,
and I'm now drawing other's attention,
with all my might to hold myself from doing something going too far.
This is harsh, truly and totally.

Please don't "kick" me from here to there,
if your words are true,
why bother get rid of me?
I should always be there, shouldn't I?

Afterall,
this is something I expected,
from the time I told someone about the truth.
I'm alone,
should be,
for quite sometime,
until I can free my mind.
I hope, somebody,
no matter left or right,
will be somewhere out there,
waiting for me to walk with me,
towards something I always hope for.

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Friday,Nov 6 2009, 04:45:40 PMDeserved

Here comes the time, unexpectedly, out of my control,

and without a say from me, for I'm informed.

It hurts, because all out of control, ...

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Sunday,Nov 1 2009, 02:44:59 PM.......

When you encounter something beyond your control,

how will you respond?

Standing aside without taking any action, but just watching those good stuff slipping away, ...

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