Sunday,Oct 18 2009, 07:43:44 AMRed Bean

The last piece of red bean candy is on her desk,

which has the special name card put on.

The crazy girl has made up her mind to take the last piece of red bean candy,

as she finds what she said this morning was not truly from her heart.

She can't deny it's what she heard affects her,

and that perhaps is why she hates to be a super sticker for the moment.

Where the confidence and trust come from?

It's probably because she lacks such in herself,

she's becoming more and more funny that she starts to hate herself being so.

Her beautiful world still exists, she believes,

hopes it'll never disappoint her.

She thinks she won't try to change anything in her world,

for that's the best in her heart.

Try to know more about her world, see if it really fits.

If the attention is no longer in your eyes,

nothing else can be done further but to take it.

If it's really her world, it'll stay.

There's no strong point to change anything,

for it's born to be so.

If her world is willing to change for her,

that is to say,

it's hers, and for no one else.

If it's meant to be hers, it'll always be, for it's her world other than anyone else.

Please be trustful and patient,

to her own belief and judgement,

for she can't change anything,

and nothing should be feared of,

if what's in her life is arranged.

Monday,Oct 12 2009, 11:49:51 AMAttention

Drawing attention,

something "unrelated" to me, seems to be,

but that's what I'm doing, always,

and I never realise that, not until today.

I talked, to draw attention;

I kept silence, again, to draw attention.

That's something about myself,

something deep inside me, everywhere, which can't be got rid of.

If it reduces, thanks God, for that should be my victory.

I thought I've gone through it,

but, no, not yet, still got a long way to go.

Life keeps repeating,

with different persons involved, different scene but the same situation.

Just to handle it with a little difference, it will never be repeating, for sure.

There's no way to get anything away from you, unless it's never be yours.

If it's there, it's meant to be there.

Try not to get it slipped away, for that's what I can do,

as nobody can guarantee that it won't be leaving.

If one day, attention is no longer in your eyes,

then, it's a message reminding me,

Life is repeating again.