Journals
Friday,Apr 14 2006, 06:13:06 AMa lil personal...
I don’t know if a couple living together is such a great idea. At the beginning of a relationship, it’s always sweet and the two lovebirds are just inseparable; but the “sweet sweet” feeling usually, well, actually you can say most of time, just goes away after the “honeymoon” period. I think living together DOES shorten the already-not-too-long “honeymoon”.
Why do most of the guys I dated are so insensitive about my feelings, they don’t notice when I am upset, they don’t see my tears when I cry and they don’t even realize when I am mad at them! Geeze, I thought I was pretty good at handling relationship now at the age of 20 and after a tons of breakups, but hey, I guess I still have a lot to learn. I try too hard., way too hard, to please my boyfriend. My friends always tell me, “ Casey, don’t be too nice to a guy or he will take you for granted eventually”. Is this really true? Are all guys like that?
I can give you everything I have, and all I am asking for, is just a simple thing: take a few more seconds to look at me closely everyday, and show me you need me.
Sigh…….should I let you know I am upset right now? Should I let you know I really want you to spend some QUALITY time with me just the two of us?
Or am I asking too much? Or thinking too much?
Am I the reason when I saw this happy smile on your face today?
Hun, it will make my tears worthy if you take the time and notice them falling off my eyes, can you promise me, next time I cry, you will be there, holding my hands and wipe them off?