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Monday,May 2 2005, 05:20:44 AM(Blank)---- @.@

Wow, for once in a life time, i actually dont want this school year end so fast! I know there's only 2 weeks until i go back to macau, and i should be excited. Well...i am not really.....i mean, i wanna see my family! But i also don't want to leave boo boo here. That's so sad =( I can't even imagine not living w/ him next year....argh...i get so depressed everytime that though comes across but i can't help it. I am selfish...yea.i know...dun want him to graduate....dun want him to go back to hk......dun want him to go work somewhere else.....i just want him to stay here w/ me, it's that simple! But how long can i keep him this way?

I should find way to cheer myself up now. Watch some "desperate housewives" maybe?! Haha. Yea, i absolutely need that.

Friday,Apr 22 2005, 05:18:58 PMI AM SO FUCKING MAD. This man does not act...

I AM SO FUCKING MAD. This man does not act like a REAL MAN. GEEZE, do i need a boyfriend to torture myself and thrXX my stuff away?! FUCK IT

Friday,Apr 22 2005, 01:45:45 AMIf you ask me to name a list of the things I...

If you ask me to name a list of the things I hate most (OH MY GOSH, I JUZ SAW A HOT GUY PASSING BY!), writing essay will definitely be in top 10. I just simply HATE writing essays. I get to write sooo many of them this semester w/ all the classes i take, it's crazy! Teacher makes students write about something they have no clue about and tell them to write a boook about it.....and they call it a "best way of learning". Oh, FXCK IT.

I am having allergy ( i am not sure wut that is, but it's getting me sick ) and my nose is red like cherry now.

I want to ...

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Tuesday,Apr 5 2005, 04:15:17 AMOK, here comes something more emotional..i...

OK, here comes something more emotional..i dun mean to complain all the times coz i know it is very annoying, but I cant stand a man sayin this to me, it's rude and it's UNACCEPTABLE.

Manchun promised to go watch tonite's bball game w/ me in the union. So i trusted him. I went to the Union w/ jeffrey around 7pm, trying to save us some seats. Ok, I called him half an hour before the game started and asked him to bring me my glasses coz my contact lens hurt like heck, and i can't see things w/o my glasses....he said ok and never showed up. I called him ...

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Tuesday,Apr 5 2005, 04:01:08 AMTonight's game was a great one, Fighting...

Tonight's game was a great one, Fighting Illini did an excellent job! *(^.^)*! Anywayz, the whole NCAA madness was over tonight. We lost to UNC. I am bummed and feeling weird inside. Fucking UNC in my mind was pretty much all i did during the whole final game except cheering for our Illini bball team. This year's bball season is an memoriable one, I actually felt I am part of this school and every single one is united for the first time. So i dashed out to get an orange shirt, geeze, 22 dollars' shirt became my bed time shirt after one-time use, pretty ...

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