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天花板

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 11:22 EST

天花板

回到熟悉的地方
月亮慢爬向天堂

流星滑過那夜晚
我竟然沒有願望

事情都一直在心上
就那樣自個兒孤喪

天花板上的風扇
一直都被我欣賞

你真的有想著我
這問題很難捉摸

風扇滴嗒旋轉著
我心情還在交錯

polaroid fun

Mon, 06 Oct 2008 11:07 EST

nothing much, and just being playful.

playing around in the office with polaroid... it was fun!

for bigger size and more detail, you can visit to my flickr page

www.flickr.com/photos/seaneng

good night!

from the heart

Sat, 20 Sep 2008 02:59 EST

就倚望著無言心境

悲祥高座靜心底跪

各有所事緣面一聚

修心養性何來福德

stranger

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 12:23 EST

喧譁的環境
人群穿梭中

曾經

陌生

淡淡的感覺
淡淡的味道

彷彿缺少顏色
那一種曾經的陌生

語言難以表達

猶如熟悉的背影
一個陌生的背影

就那樣過去了
就留在記憶窗

只能保留著那陌生感

夏日

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 23:58 EST

夏日今天空很藍但熱得要命也睏得好昏鳥兒飛雲朵飄眼看著天角裡飛的風箏揚慕著隨空飛翔的感覺眼看著掛在高空中的太陽欣賞著那不斷變異的雲朵藍藍的天太陽就像玩著捉迷藏一躲一閃紅色風箏很爽朗地陪伴著玩耍一躲一閃鳥兒與雲朵有著自個兒的目的每一秒鐘前進緩風飄過那半黃的青草野花隨風地在身邊搖晃享受那沉熱感悠閒配養心境 * 20080726 1248 *

brave- 勇敢

Sun, 20 Jul 2008 01:59 EST

感覺我為何一切都很陌生
回憶不記得就能那樣的愛

勇氣多一點
多想說我愛你
犧牲到這裡
為幸福想著你

那天的微笑著
跟著你一起走
我等你一起走
難道感覺寂寞

奇妙的光芒出現了
久久以前開始想念
碰面的機率偶兒的
就算夜晚依然還在想念

我相信有一天的某時候
那時你會發現誰最愛你

感覺為何那一切都不陌生
回憶還記得以前那樣的愛

sound

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 11:17 EST

有點麻木感覺

跟自己說話
聲音都沒有了
跟自己唱歌
歌曲都沒有了

想念掛念
不遠也不近
有如聲音聽而不見
無法解釋地感覺

你聽得見嗎
不是我不說
而是你不聽

滴嗒滴嗒
夜晚了
晚安
掰
。
。
。

fashion world + my world

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 10:33 EST

oh yah~ is my turn to attack!!! :P

poisoness from my Holga shots >:)

this is just one of the experiments i am doing.

i had promised to come out with color and something unordinary photography style. i am still exploring the unlimit-posibility from this little-black-plasticky madness magic box.

the result from this roll is just a PASS. few missed shot and few frame was over exposed due to the film cover accidentally fallen off. after seeing the scanning result, i am quite surprice with the luck i got from them. interestingly those double & triple exposure can make up some link between them.

i only have 9 out of 12 from the roll to share. one is missed scan by the shop and two have gone missing from the light leak incident.

Camera : Holga GCFN120
Film: Agfa RXS 200 (expired)

dont hate me, just a Lomo™ :D)
a mixture work from fashion world + my world

無視＋工業
disregarding + industry

男妓＋工作
male prostitute + work

男雕像＋荒廢區
male statue + abandoned area

空白＋將被空
empty + to be emptied

特級美時麗＋特級美麗
super beauty paint + super beauties

模特兒＋演員
models + talents

專業模特兒＋專業服裝師
professional model + professional wardrobe stylist

湖泊園里＋停迫區里
in lake park + in parking space

食慾＋食物
appetite ＋ food

Thanks for viewing.

SEAN ENG

Room

Sat, 24 May 2008 12:52 EST

Have you ever had room for me?
Have you ever looked at me?
Who are we really to each other?

Have you ever had room for me?
That's only what i wanted to know.
It bothers me but i'm afraid to ask.
I'm afraid that you might change.
(I'm afraid it might be unbearable.)

I'd better not asking,
Since the answer might break my heart.

(taken from song lyric)

SEAN ENG

RGBs

Tue, 20 May 2008 12:05 EST

RGBs

have been a while, i am away from the photography...
and so, gone with the lots of Black-and-White...
sort of, i lost myself unconsciously...
and again, i am here for my color of soul and mind...

i am back for now, but don't know for how long.
here to share my world.
may colors fill the dull?
you may do the tell...

RED

GREEN

BLUE

I am still searching for life.

SEAN ENG

Tutot: how to make Pin-Hole Camera

Sun, 03 Feb 2008 12:12 EST

Finally I have some free time to write this tutor – ‘How to make Pin-Hole camera’.

Here, I am going to go through the process step by step with some visual guide. No worry, it is easy to make one for yourself. Enjoy!

1. You need some basic tools to go along the process. You may need more/others.

2. Some basic material to make one pin-hole camera.
1- black card (I got it from Polaroid pack)
2- 120 film’s paper
3- some empty 135 film canisters (with film thread)
4- some empty 135 film canisters (opened)
5- camera ( I am using candy box)
not in pix- different kind of tapes, film canister box, small piece of foil, and etc.

3. Prepare one of your desire film that you going to use, and one film canister with thread.

4. Cut off the extra thread head to get a straight line. So that it can join with the other thread head.

5. Align two thread heads together.

6. And then, join them and secure with masking tape. And we have done the film part.

7. Use a 135 film to measure and mark the cutting point. Remember to give some extra space for cutting. Otherwise it will be too tight to wind the film.

8. Cut the part with cutter. Bend the ending side to prevent sharp edge (or you can sand it off).

9. For finer detailing, you can stick some velvet/velcro cloth at the open plate. Just to prevent light leaking and scratching. I got it from the used film canister. Remember to use double side tape but not super glue because it will turn hard and may cause to scratch you film.

10. Cut a black card according to the size and stick it at the back. This will prevent the light bounce back from the reflective metal surface. Make sure is not too thick or you will have trouble with winding film later. You can use sugar paper but make sure you flatten it well. (I used Polaroid protector card).

11. The film cassette cap part is nearly done. Now, pull enough of film and place it on.

12. Carefully slot it the metal plate into the film canister.

13. It should sit in nicely just like that.

14. Secure both canisters with tape to prevent them falling off. Should look like what in this pix.

15. This is the inner side. Film should sit on the black card and go across the cassette in straight line. Try to wind the film a bit to check the smoothness. Should have nothing to hole or scratch from the side of film.

16. Almost there. Now for more detailing. This DIY camera has no counter so we have to do something with it. Here, we can use the extra bit of film thread that we cut in the earlier. Cut off a small stripe from it. Cut a sharp triangle at one side and bend/curve it.

17. Stick two stripes at the back of film canister with black tape. These not only can help us to count the film winding also prevent the film to go back into canister by accident. And we done the film and back part!

18. Try to cap on the candy box to see whether it sit nicely or not. If not, just do some adjustment.

19. On the other half of can/box. We poke a hole at the center point. You can use any sharp object (example: nail). Make sure you do not use too much of strength or the box will bend. No worry about the size of the hole, just do it and make sure it is round and without sharp edge ( or you can sand it off later).

20. Something like that. Around 5-10mm.

21. Get a piece of foil paper and poke a tiny hole with a pin. Make sure is very small… otherwise it will not call pin hole

22. Tape the foil at the inner side with black tape. You can mask all the reflective part if you want to.

23. At the front side, the hole should sit at the center point. Something look like in the pix.

24. Cut more velvet/velcro from the used film canister. Stick it to the both side of can. Same thing, to prevent light leaking can film scratching. And we done the box!

25. Now the shutter gate part. I used the paper box from the film. Cut a desire size and make a hole at the center part. Secure the paper at the top and bottom with black tape. Make sure you have space at the center so the shutter can runs through it.

26. You can use any paper (has some thickness). I am using 120 film’s back paper here. It smooth enough can has a black surface at the other side which will limit the light to leak in. cut a same size of hole at the center part. Put the paper through the card we made earlier.

27. Try move it from side to side just to make sure it smooth enough to slide. I do some marking lines so I know where and when the hole is open or close.

28. Here, I have a reminder for myself. Remember the clicker we did it in step#17? I have counted my sprocket’s counter earlier, it is 21 clicks for a full frame winding. After each shot, I just have to wind the film with 21 clicks. Check around the camera, tape up those hole or line space you may think can cause light leak. Especially the film canister joining area.

There we go, we have done it!!! A Pin-Hole Camera!!! Enjoy the fun!

SEAN ENG

Happy Chnese New Year

Sat, 02 Feb 2008 23:59 EST

SEAN ENG

indelible

Sun, 27 Jan 2008 05:30 EST

life is indelible

SEAN ENG

exhibition 2008

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 10:43 EST

i had joined another exhibition. almost after a year, i am luckily to have another one in this year, 2008. it happen in Annexe Gallery again. last year 2007 was - NYKL 2007 this year 2008 is - Malaysia after 50... PhotoMalaysia announced the title is ‘after 50 years…’ I have no idea at all. It is a very wide explorer space. Somemore, during 2007… everyone was doing the Malaysia 50 thing. It is a headache for me to try figure something out from the box. Because I don’t want my work to be same or similar to any of those published work, it will be boring. Basically, this is a metaphoric photograph and to admint I like to play it. This series of photographs was inspired by a fashion photographer who is based in London, Jacob Sutton. Evolve From the title ‘ after 50 years…’we will pretty much think about development and achievement in Malaysia. Remember I want to get something out from the crowd. And I have to do it without going out from the circle of thought. Eventually, I came out with two series. They are Amalgamate and Evolve. Amalgamate is about unite, force that I would portraits about our social in Malaysia. Unlucky, this series did not get chosen by this exhibition committees. Thus, I shall not talk more about the unchosen one. Therefore, I came with this series. And Evolve just as reflection about ourself: human and of course our living live and the global world. Human being: We develop, we transform, we grow, we adapt, Basically we develop ourself gradually, from a basic to a more complex form. the rest, i let you play with your imagination. and some pix from the night before exhibition launch. not sure what happen to zorpia... it seems to have problem to clip in pix. anyway, do follow the link below: http://www.zorpia.com/canony/album/991899 and thx for viewing Exhibition detail: * Date: Jan 9 (Wed) - 27 (Sun) 2008 * Time: 11am - 7pm daily (closed on Mondays) * Place: The Annexe Gallery 2nd Floor, Central Market Annexe, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia Tel: 03-2070 1137 or 03-2274 6542 SEAN ENG

another world

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 10:25 EST

为什么？
究竟是为什么？

我已经够累痹了。。。
波浪依然不停地向我打击。。。

好累，
头都开始发疼了，
还挣扎着，
我都快崩溃了。

2007年的我一点都不开心，
什么‘新年快乐’个屁！
我收到无数的祝贺。
不管是有心的，还是凑热闹，
还是无聊的，又或者钱太多？
我都麻痹了，一概不回复。
不是我无情，而是我会觉得没意思。
没有概念也没有诚恳。
所以，我完全没有回复庆祝大家。
还不是那样过着一天？没特别嘛！

2007年的第52周，我可烦死了。
由第50周开始一直到现在，讨厌得要命。
不管什么东西，都很欠扁。
诅咒似的。

那天一下子火气，拿了两天假。
那两天一点都不好过。。。
与外界隔离，严重到孤僻一人在房。
连接着的两天假日，更糟！
为将临的摄影展以忙碌，好没气。
夜晚又吵架，就因为我太聪明，太愚蠢。
我虽不出声，但里边可是火爆极点。
也因为承诺，隔天还逼着自己到外参与街头摄影活动。
超不爽，超没有感觉。
得挨骂，搞得我头昏。
还特别的累。

31号那天还往马路冲，死不去。
因为被朋友拉住，恨不得在那时被撞死。
算了，就是得挨苦。

2008年的第一天，空白的。。。
2008年的第二天，也就是今天。
发生车祸了。。。他妈的！
真的是够倒霉了。。。
因为在前方那他妈的笨货车，
我与另一辆车闪得不及，吻上了对方。
可是不便宜的一个新年之吻。
我已经够穷了，又该死的破财。
一点都不好笑，愤怒到极点了。

连夜都睡不好，难眠。。。
搞得自己脸上长了不少难看的豆豆。。。
憔悴面孔带着不整的胡须，超恶。

为什么？
究竟是为什么？

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