Thursday,Sep 15 2005, 12:56:52 AM* 交叉

* 交叉

心情交叉，平静带复杂。
今天是最后一天上班，满轻松的，
懒散怠慢般，偷懒地工作。
不忙那也怪不了我~！

偷闲中，投了一些面包给我的鹅鸭们，那特别的九只鹅鸭。
看来以后都没机会喂你们了，保重！
看着它们的眼神，寒舍般可怜，快哭了，
也许感觉到我快离开它们了，整天缠着我呢！
幸好还懂性，不会跟我到餐馆里闹。不然不敢设想！

平时一到下班时间，飚着回去呢~
但今天，有点不舍了。呆了一段时间。
脑袋空白，麻木步行到巴士站。
上了巴士竟然选了平时不会坐的座位，想尝试嘛！
看着跟平时大致一样的过景，并没什么特别。。。
只是心情交叉，充满感觉，辽望着将近黄昏的天空。
以后再也没有了，不在有那下班的感觉。
天空的彩色也似乎正在跟我道别。
我很陶醉，不知不觉在巴士上睡着了！
直觉里惊醒了，真的到站。。。
都说已麻木了，连睡着了也会知道是下站。

回到房里，扭了音响，狂舞一般发泄郁闷，
顺便健身- 舞流体术。。。
只搞了半小时就停了，没心情嘛~
结果吃起我的Tiramisu，吃了一点厌了，没趣。
冲了澡，吃了饭。看Teacher，自己爆笑了一阵。
戏完了，又呆了。洗碗去，回到房再看Teacher。
又自己爆笑，狂笑。完全进入自我世界，变态！

就那样，无聊过的一天。为何？
快回家的心情？没有，不晓得，没想过。
九月份快完了，人生也告一段落。是吗？
“ Wake me up when September ends…”

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Monday,Sep 12 2005, 03:52:09 AMnothing

well, as the title says... nothing. it is nothing

i have not write a-thing here for ages. so lazy now, beside not much going on my photo.

however, i finally open up my camera bag since some time ago. just done few shot. i have upload one on  www.photoboxgallery.com/canony   under special portraits as 'SEAN-(Shark)'.  currently at 1st top image. after, tell me what do you think?
that just one of my own version. i will send the clean version (without text) back to that guy. for CD-Album Cover and Booklet use as what i been told.

i quite like the title as <Be Yourself> the look and texture it have there .i was thinking to use Reebok latest slogan <I am What I am> but dont feel like to do cloning work.  

okay, quite late now. fact, is 5am and i still awake. tomoro have to work...

bye

SEAN

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Friday,Sep 2 2005, 12:33:48 AM* Bad Day

* Bad Start

What a fucking day for start. For the first day of the month- September. While I am still have the heat I going to scold this person before I have cool down my head. Really~ this is a big head twat EVER!!!

I have a day off today (meant to). Woke up by a phone call, damn! Yes I am still asleep in my warm duvet. “Are you awake now? I thought you say you will have day off today, so I come to pick up the photographs in a minute.” What the fuck is this?! For fuck sake, you expect me to get up early while I have this golden chance for sleeping better! This is not the point I get so mad about, wait until you have finish read this scolding chapter I have never write such a rude thing in my life. First of all I will describe this person as a cheapskate and he-think-he-is-smart-guy. You get it? Hope you are! This is all about my photography thingy. I have been very good and fit the photography session for this guy in my busy working day. Damn, not appreciate from him or what so ever (I din not mention this to him, though). I have a client pay me for 500 pounds for 50 photographs, and the due date for pick up those works are after 2 weeks. How about for this guy? Do have had a guess yourself before read this further… ready? Do not get heart attack! He is GOING to pay me a big 100 pounds for 100 photographs, and want to have it in 2 days!!! For fuck sake~ who on earth really can feel good by doing this?

Alright, I am just been face to face with him few hours ago. Damn shit man~ I used my 50 pieces of A4 photo paper and a full set of my genuine Canon Inkssss. Fuck me ~! After he had went back home with my precious thing/work without much appreciate of my kind “contribution”. Holly cow~ he rang me and asked me to print another set for him! Oh give me a break you big shit! What will you expect me to offer just from your HUGE 100 pounds. Btw, he said to me that he might make me rich if we have done it earlier and he can do introduce people for me. Oh really~? big thank you! Please please and please don’t bring me all the cow shit again. I do not take a shit for more. What make me rich?! Don’t be a silly cow. That all business just make me more broken you stupid moppet! I don’t want any more cheapskate shit or any other shit. A-POO ~! Hey? Ai?

Also, when I was doing his-family portrait few days back. Oh thanks ~! A big mess in house, are you expect a photographer to come shooting some nice picture in your house with all the junks as background interest? Such a small and messy sitting room, hardly moveable with 6 people in the 8 fts x 16 fts room size (with Huge TV set and sofa set). Then there was a box of snacks and crisps on the floor and the kids grabbing them for fun. All the crusty, yah you want me remove from touch-up. (my PS skills, no shit) the lighting condition not good at all. I only can do few angle and worst is all direction have to point to the glass window. Outside just too bright and I have to use fill-in light from the back lighting to light up the faces, but some reflection from glass. Oh my cow ~! I cannot use much flash because of the mirror reflect, yah~ and u complaint face looks too dark. I know! Because of the back lighting and limit of flash useable! Stuipid poo ~! And you have black skin tone (no offend here, but fact is) I asked to go to the back yard. “I got cold I don’t want to go out there and I lazy to get change either” what the hack mean? I am sweating hot here, and you telling me are cold outside? That is bullshit. “Can’t we just do it in here?” that is bullock! Unless there is a studio… sometime people just do not go through the brain before let the words come out from the shit mouth! With few of persuasions, wife and kids finally willing to go out with me. “ Uhhh, that is nice out here.” Shit that, you were saying bad idea for outside few minutes ago and now you say is good. Shit man… just after few minutes out the small room, I am speed-in fill up 100 pictures. At the end I told him we got 100 picture, he asked me for price. I was about to move and open my mouth for reply. “How about 100 pounds, that is lot for you” shit~ I was about to say 300!  Well since I know him so I don’t demand more and I said okay for favor. But I am regretted now! Fuck me~ if I know him going to ask me for printssssss. (yah I mean printsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss) Shit man. No doubt I open my bill 500 for him! May be 700 for my depression extra charge as well.

While us doing prints in my room. Because I told him I may run off paper for print so he had brought some paper with him. ‘And you must be joking with me’, at the first second I see the K_DAK brand and I straight away and say no. because I have bad experience with this particular brand for my Pixma ip4000. Then the next he showed me is the EPS_N brand. Shit me ~! My WHS plain paper thinker than your shit-aliked “photo-paper”! You call that a photo-paper? Silly idiot I will call. I told him I would not use the E brand paper because I am more than 100% sure wont get any help. So he demand for give it a try the K brand. I was tried to tell him the bad thing may happen and the quality sure not up as good as what I have. He said give it a go and see. So I only can convince this old cow with prove on comparison in front the silly eye. So I printed, the very 1^st Centimeters (CM) I saw the night mare occurs again! The K paper do not suck and dry my ink properly and can see all the Print Dots and lines with naked eye. That is not only waste my expensive ink on a foolish A4 size paper but end up mess. Now he SEES the quality and the result I told him before, now you know! After that I did some print on my better paper, oh shit all lines appear. No more smooth tone between the colors’ laps. My printer head have been clogged. I know it may happen as I had it before. Then I have to clean my printer nozzles and heads. A few run of cleaning process, waste of time and ink. (Asked me what am I doing and why? That is because of you~ you idiot) Breaking lines still can be seen. So I did more cleaning. More wasting has been done. More of my proper A4 photo paper have gone to bin and also changed my new set of ink. Big thank you for this MR STUPID-HEAD.  Now you happy and believe?!?! You better do you bonehead shit.

Now you know why I so mad today and did so much of swearing in this? If not, I will bang myself to the wall just feet away from my right arm or perhaps drink all my inks? Oh that may help.

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