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Monday,May 28 2007, 01:08:13 PM＊失色篇
＊失色篇
你给我带来了颜色，你也似乎夺走了我的色彩。
我现在感到很灰，非一般的灰。
那毫无对比的灰，没有黑白的。
你好冷，冬天似的，没有感觉。
我好怕，闭压式的，别无选择。
会那样子吗？难道我还不够可怜？
不会那样子，我希望不是负面的。
为什么？为何你带我进入黑暗？
好残忍，悄悄地封闭我的光影。
我争夺着机会，你却那样子。
好想换个命运，你却在那边。
我真的以为自己找到了颜色。。。
我也不知道那是不是我要的。。。
我好讨厌你，我好憎恨你。
我开始失望，我开始失落。
为什么你总在不该的时候那样对我？
你又为什么就不能慷慨地给我机会？
没有了。。。就那样没有了？
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losing my color
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Monday,May 21 2007, 01:56:32 PMLost of Palie
Even though I am writing this, I am still cannot take in the fact Palie (Muhamad Fadhli Che Hassan, 28) is gone for goods. Why… why this… why not the other story…
I received this shocking sad news from yesterday – 20th May 2007. Not until today, it hits me even harder for the lost of him from more news about the incident. Deepest condolences to his family.
I have met him couple of times during TT sessions (Photo Malaysia’s forum), not knowing him much but anyone who have been talked to him will sure know he is a happy friendly person. He sure can chat with you about from anything to anything.
I have been told this. He got drown… and he was drown by trying to safe two of his friends who faced problem in the water (waterfall in Hulu Langat). Just like that in a very short time, our bravery friend has taken away by a strong current at the waterfalls.
He saved his friends, but he lost himself. Pray for Palie, may him rest in peace.
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