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love hurts
Friday,Jan 4 2008, 11:47:10 AM

Tonight we drink to youth
And holding fast to truth
I don't want to lose what I had as a boy

My heart still has a beat
But love is now a feat
As common as a cold day in LA

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder, is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
Cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
I stand naked and accused
Should I surface this one man submarine?

I only want the truth
So tonight we drink to youth
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder is there a spell that I am under
Keeping me from seeing the real thing?

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
Cause without love I won't survive

Without love I won't survive

Love hurts
But sometimes it's a good hurt
And it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
When it transcends the bad things
Have a heart and try me
Cause without love I won't survive

Love hurts
Love hurts
Without love I won't surivive
Love hurts
Love hurts
Without love I won't survive

vampire social club
Friday,Dec 28 2007, 12:57:00 PM

I’ve a plan if you are willing
We’ll take on all the ends of the world
A toast, we’re celebrating
No one’s around
We’re on our own

This sacred wine
It’s a toast to all our crimes
Brothers I’m yours

No one could ever shake this
The soul we share
The things we’ve done
We we only dreaming
We breathe together
Hunt as one

These blessed times
Just always keep them in mind
Brothers I’m yours

I’ll raise my glass to you
Silence them forever
These falling knives
It’s all for the taking

silent world
Wednesday,Dec 19 2007, 10:14:33 PM

if i could put you on top of a cake

i would ice you

and keep you wrapped up in a box

to be near you

if i could

i would

if i could touch you again with my fingers

so gently

if i could feel you

breathing in time next to me

but the silence surrounds me

flashing memories of you

riding with the moon that night

i never had a chance to say goodbye

goodbye

lost forever, lost to another world

gone forever but remembered

in out thoughts, you are

if i could open the heavens above

i'll be with you

if i could hold you again in my arms

i would tell you

that i love you

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Guidelines to a Broken Heart...,
6/18/2008 1:56 AM
Mr.Zorpia, 31
Hamburg
Germany

Guidelines to a Broken Heart...,


When you can't believe, that it happened to you
and your stuck in the moment, not knowing what to do...
When they say those words, you never thought they'd say
and you feel part of yourself, start to die away...
When you feel so tired, but you can't fall asleep
and you start all of your days, just feeling incomplete...
When you remember the times, there was a smile on your face
but you look at yourself now, and there's a frown in it's place...
then you find yourself, staring off into space
just wondering if, it was all just a waste
a waste of time, because it's coming to an end
but your still not ready, for the next chapter to begin...
When your life used to be, one happy song
but the music has faded, and the happy is gone...
When you know your heart's shattered, and you can't stop wishing
that you could put it back together, even though there's pieces missing...
When the pain comes fast, but the healing comes slow
you know it's not worth it, but you can't let go...
When reality hits, and you're no longer in the dream
you lie awake at night, and you just want to scream
because your just a few hours, from starting another day
that you still can't find hope in, so you close your eyes and pray
pray for a better month, pray for a better week
pray for a single night, a tear won't touch your cheek.
And when you've taken more, than you EVER thought you could take...
THAT'S how you know, that you've had your heart break.


Thnx
Mr.Zorpia


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What is love?
6/18/2008 1:27 AM
Mr.Zorpia, 31
Hamburg
Germany

What is love?


What is love? It is one of the most difficult questions for the mankind. Centuries have passed by, relationships have bloomed and so has love. But no one can give the proper definition of love. To some “Love is friendship set on fire” for others “Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it”. No matter how you define it or feel it, love is the eternal truth in the history of mankind.


Love is patient, love is kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts itself and it is never proud. It rejoices over the evil and is the truth seeker. Love protects; preserves and hopes for the positive aspect of life. Always stand steadfast in love, not fall into it. It is like the dream of your matter of affection coming true. Love can occur between two or more individuals. It bonds them and connects them in a unified link of trust, intimacy and interdependence. It enhances the relationship and comforts the soul. Love should be experienced and not just felt. The depth of love can not be measured. Look at the relationship between a mother and a child. The mother loves the child unconditionally and it can not be measured at all. A different dimension can be attained between any relationships with the magic of love. Love can be created. You just need to focus on the goodness of the other person. If this can be done easily, then you can also love easily. And remember we all have some positive aspect in us, no matter how bad our deeds maybe. And as God said “Love all”


Depending on context, love can be of different varieties. Romantic love is a deep, intense and unending. It shared on a very intimate and interpersonal and sexual relationship. The term Platonic love, familial love and religious love are also matter of great affection. It is more of desire, preference and feelings. The meaning of love will change with each different relationship and depends more on its concept of depth, versatility, and complexity. But at times the very existence of love is questioned. Some say it is false and meaningless. It says that it never exist, because there has been many instances of hatred and brutality in relationships. The history of our world has witnessed many such events. There has been hatred between brothers, parents and children, sibling rivalry and spouses have failed each other. Friends have betrayed each other; the son has killed his parents for the throne, the count is endless. Even the modern generation is also facing with such dilemmas everyday. But “love” is not responsible for that. It is us, the people, who have forgotten the meaning of love and have undertaken such gruesome apathy.


In the past the study of philosophy and religion has done many speculations on the phenomenon of love. But love has always ruled, in music, poetry, paintings, sculptor and literature. Psychology has also done lot of dissection to the essence of love, just like what biology, anthropology and neuroscience has also done to it.


Psychology portrays love as a cognitive phenomenon with a social cause. It is said to have three components in the book of psychology: Intimacy, Commitment, and Passion. Also, in an ancient proverb love is defined as a high form of tolerance. And this view has been accepted and advocated by both philosophers and scholars. Love also includes compatibility. But it is more of journey to the unknown when the concept of compatibility comes into picture. Maybe the person whom we see in front of us, may be least compatible than the person who is miles away. We might talk to each other and portray that we love each other, but practically we do not end up into any relationship. Also in compatibility, the key is to think about the long term successful relationship, not a short journey. We need to understand each other and must always remember that no body is perfect.


Be together, share your joy and sorrow, understand each other, provide space to each other, but always be there for each others need. And surely love will blossom to strengthen your relationship with your matter of affection


Thnx
Mr.Zorpia


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A True Man's Love...,
6/7/2008 11:41 PM
Mr.Zorpia, 31
Hamburg
Germany

A True Man's Love...,

No matter how much i try, i can't get you out of my mind,I've never met one like you, your one of a kind, Yeah I'm a thug from what the naked eye can see, even though my heart has a lock, your love for me is the key. The key to unlock the inner peace within my soul, having all respect for you, and for me self-control. I can't front i'm a lover not a fighter, your love to me is more valuable then any ruby or sapphire. Every minute, and hour of every day, no matter i wish you were near, your far away.

I can't be dreaming, please say it isn't so, I'm physically holding you and I can't let go. Slowly forming from a boy to a man, your face will never come in contact with the back of my hand. I will always be there for you no matter what, my heart will always be open to you and never shut. So whenever the tears flow remember my shoulder is here,before my feelings for you were foggy, now they're crystal clear. Words can't express my feelings and emotions , you got me hypnotized with your beauty and secret love potion.

Your My Queen, and I stand humble before thee, if you ever need help you know where to find me. Through the feilds of reality and real love is where i stand, no longer as a childish young boy, but as a strong sophisticated and motivated man.

Thnx
WishMasteR

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hello
4/25/2008 12:21 AM
D_BOY, 22
Khartoum
Sudan

how are you ?
nice to see you and you have very beautiful picture .
if you wanna chating with my
this is my e_mail
bad_hood_boyz@hotmail.com
big_boy_d_boy@yahoo.com

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hi
4/19/2008 12:06 AM
abu pakr, 25
Cairo
Egypt

how are u sweety im kimo from egypti like u and i want chatting u plz add my mails
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hi
4/2/2008 12:16 PM
cenk, 28
Turkey

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3/23/2008 11:49 PM
amr, 107
Canada


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3/20/2008 8:46 AM
taha, 35
Turkey

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3/6/2008 10:51 PM
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3/5/2008 9:37 PM
cenk, 28
Turkey

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