Tuesday,Jun 8 2004, 04:24:43 AMMaybe what i have been feeling for the past...

Maybe what i have been feeling for the past mth and right now made me want to write a journal today. I am really sad right now. Both Tat and Xun in army liao. I know i will see them again but now i'm just upset. Maybe becos i am going to Aussie to study and i dunno if they will be able to send me off ba. I just know that i'll be so so disappointed if they couldn't, just like my other good frenz. I realli miss them so so much oreadi!! I'm sure they will take care of themselves and be just fine, will be praying for them all the time. I am glad i was able to talk to them just before they go army, it means so much to me. Hmmm...jus found out nellez is flying off on 8 July, gonna miss ya like so much too! Haizzz....am like so upset that Sylvia cannot send me off, gonna miss her like crazy too!!! I just hope and pray we all will be still in contact and be great frenz no matter where we are. The idea of leaving my family and all my good frenz here while i study in Aussie realli gets to me. But i know i will always remember wat my 2nd sis said "U must be happie where u are, then u will have fun and stay cheerful!". I believe that as long as i make the effort to contact my frenz, we will not lose touch! Now i am still affected my personal stuff...It's been a mth...I did all i could and gave my everything, i dunno if anything touched his heart...I just wished he could just tell me whether he still loves and cares for me...the sleepless days and nites i spend thinking, missing him, tearing, feeling heartbroken...i'm just realli lost and confused, i dunno wat to do sometimes...i dunno wat i am waiting for...Love cannot be measured, that is y i'm still loving u till the day u stop loving me...Won't U tell me??

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