Tuesday,Jan 10 2006, 04:18:34 AMShould Love be like this?

There is a guy, a very normal guy, who always wanted to find love in his life, but he has tried a lot of times, wasting his money, time and effort to find a girl he likes and loves, but he never found one, and he decided to give up on love in the end, but during the time he was planning to give up, he met a girl through internet...and this is how the story begin...

They are just like a very very normal friends that time, sometimes only they send short message to each other, and by that time, there is another girl who wanted to start relationship with him, so they started chat to each other everyday, and after a few days, they started their relationship, but he still keep contact with the girl he met at the websites, and they had more talks day after day, after some time, they even started to chat on phone...

So time passes and he feels like he started to like the "virtual girl" he met, even his real girlfriend also cannot be compared with her. Start from that time, he started to consider which one of these girls he wanted to be with. one day, he finally made up his mind, he decided to give up on his girlfriend, and choose to be with the one he met in the websites, and she do have feelings on him, so...they both started to get along together. but he never expect things that happen in the following days of his love life would change his life even...

he is a caring guy, when they are together, he always care for her, sms her most of the time, try to call and chat with her, try to find her out most of the time. In the beginning, everything still fine, but after some time, they are getting lesser contact, and all out of a suddent, she stop contact with him. but he never gives up, he still tries to contact her everyday, try to be patient, wait, and he waited for 1 month...2 months...no sign at all, even his friends also tell him that the relationship is too hard for him, but he still keep waiting...and finally one day, he get contact with her again, she said her handphone was taken by her mother and her mother doesnt allowed her to answer any calls because of too much calls from guys. And once again, he is happy with her for a short time, because he gets contact back with the girl. They love each other, but the fact is, she is always busy, her studies, her works, her family, her friends, everything...although he knew that he has to wait always, but still he is happy that time.

And finally one day, he gets to hold the her hand after half a year waited, and that is the happiest time in the his life...but seems like happy times doesnt last long, because of her busy life, she dont have much time given to him, well they lost commnications again for quite a time, but nevermind, he still waits for her patiently. After some time, he starts panic and confused, he felt that the relationship cannot continue like this, so he discuss this matter with the girl, in the beginning, he feels that breaking up is the better way for both of them, tears were dropping down when he was typing the meesage to her, and yet he cannot let go, because he loves her too much...so, the relationship remain.

After the incident, the girl has slightly change a bit, she starts to sms him, they have contact back, each and everyday, he was so happy to see his her sms everyday, and this is the only reason that brought him happiness everyday, once again his life is filled with joy and happiness, but still again good times doesnt last long...times passes by, girl is getting busier with her study and she starts to lost contact with the guy again, and always there are things happen around her with her friends, and these things always makes her sad and moody...after he knew that, he gave her time and waited again...

There was a day, he tried to call her, but something happened to her that day, and they end up talking on the phone not really happy, he felt so upset, and tell her that if she needs to calm herslf down, he will not disturb her. After a week losing contact with her, he really cannot stand, and he finally pick up the phone and called her one day, but no one answer the phone, he was thinking that maybe she still dont want to talk with him. In the evening of the same day, she sms him, and told him that she is not a good girlfriend, she told him not to treat her good, he was so shock when he read the message, he quickly call her and ask her what happen, the girl feels guilty about how she treat him, because of she dont have time to be with him, she knew this would make him not happy, she knew that she is the only happiness of him, but she wants him to live happily, she is trying to persuate him to live happily without her, he also tried his best to persuate her, but unfortunately she still think that becoming friends is more better than becoming couple. But when comes to decision, seems like god is still giving him a chance. in a very weird suddent, she asked him to decide, and she will respect and follow his decision, of course he wouldnt want to give up, he has used all his effort to wait and wait, of course he dont want to let go, because he really love her...

So in the end, they still keep the relationship...but the fact is...somethings changed...they are never as closed as before, he can felt that the distance between them is getting far, she started to treat him as normal friends, she even afraid to let him to hold her hand...well, the guy...dont know what to do already, he is lost...he always wanted to give up, but he cant, he loves her too much, and now...he is afraid of doing anything...he is just waiting...although almost a year he has been waiting, he is still waiting...

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