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Monday,Aug 13 2007, 02:29:42 PMshooting stars,[tears of pearls]

We were watching to the sky on the roof of my house...we saw 3  shooting stars crossing the velvet sky...i didnt make  a wish...my wish was laying by my side...

And we stare each other down
Like victimes in the grind
Probing all the weakness and hurt still left behind
And we cry
The tears of pearls
We do it. Oh we do it.

I would gave all my blood to stop the time and stay just stucked on that moment...only he and i...just the two of us...just our feelings our thoughts....

Is love really the tragedy?
The way you might describe
Or would a thousand lovers
Still leave you cold inside?
Make you cry...
These tears of pearls

 

I dont know when our relationship become a pain in the ass for his family, i dont know what i've did wrong...but im not their favorite person, after all im the bitch who's taking away their son, their borhter....i didnt mean i tho...i was nice, sincere honest, i spend time with them so that way he can spend time with them so they wont feel the absense of a son, i did everything to make his family happy...im not only love him...i fall in love of his family too...i try..try hard...to make them happy and all i can make is them hating me...

All these mixed emotions
We keep locked away
Like stolen pearls
Stolen pearl devotions
We keep locked away from all the world

 

I took me some time to realize that was him my lost half...i went throw hard times before that...my life was a mess when i leave him...but i open my eyes, i listen to my heart and i've walked on his direction again...and he opened his heart...embrace me with his arms...and capture me inside his eyes...and since that day my days were brighter, my heart beat happily...the love touched my life...each of his kissed gave me million of reasons to live, to smile to love...

Your kisses are like pearls,
so different and so rare
But anger stole the jewels away
And love has left you bare,
Made you cry...
These tears of pearls

Our love was a diffrent kind of love...we were meant to b togheter...i knew it...i know with every breath with every blink of the eyes...with every beat of my heart....they way our eyes bright on the other eyes...they way our hands fit perfectly...they way our lips make of the kiss an art...the way we make love...all those little things make me realized that we were meant to be togheter....

 

Well I could be the tired joker
Pour my heart to get you in
Sacrifice my happiness
Just so I could win
Maybe cry...
These tears of pearls

 

This is the kind of love that worth it...it worth to fight for this kind of love...it worth to cry for this kind of love...it worth to fight for it...it worth it...but he's not fighting...hes avoiding the problems...he doesnt have the guts to face his family...and asked them for a lil bit of comprehension...he just want to avoid "the problem" our love...our love is the problem

 

All these mixed emotions
We keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearl devotions
We keep locked away from all the world

 

Who will be the weak?? who will be the strong on this battle of hearts on this battle of love??...It took me a lot of things a lot of suffer, a lot of tears to have this love....and i will...i will b the fighter...i'll fight for this love...it doesnt matter how much tears took me, how much suffer or how much hard times i go throw to wint this love battle...but i will..i will b the fighter...i will b a soldier...



We twist and turn where angels burn
Like fallen soldiers, we will learn
That once forgotten, twice removed
Love will be the death,
the death of you...
Baby!
C'mon darlin'
Mm, mm, mm, mm... Yeah....

 

I think i've should make those 3 wishes to those 3 shooting stars...but i didnt...now all i can do is ask to God... for strenght...patience...and love...

All these mixed emotions
We keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearl devotions
We keep locked away from all the world

All these mixed emotions
We keep locked away like stolen pearls
Stolen pearl devotions
We keep locked away from all the world

 

 

Monday,Jul 16 2007, 05:51:47 PMEverything is possible

I realized that everything is possible...and i mean it...

saturday i did the most amazing thing i could ever do....i walk on fire...i did it...everything was part of a course i was taking...at the end of the course the goal was to wak on fire...real fire...with our naked feeth....

We did a lot of exercises...things that help me to find the winer that lives inside of me, this help me to find the answers i was looking for, i leave behind my fears, this helped me a lot...to find the pourpose on my life...i feel stronger now...if i could walk on ...

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Wednesday,Jun 20 2007, 02:58:02 AMWill be??

This is me...just a "normal" girl, but what is exactly the definition of normal???

I dont know, like i dont know many things, i cant explain why sometimes when im sad i keep similing or why when im happy i feel like crying, this is me, te unpredictible, the jealous, the pride, the stubborn, the sarcastic, the spoiled brat, this girl, the one who can b sweet and friendly and easy going and at the same time can be mean, bully, a biatch, a pain in the ass..this is me...dont try to understand me...because i cant even understand myslef.

Sometimes when im ...

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Guestbook

8/31/2009 10:28 PMHOLA HERMOSA LUNA PLATEADA

oscararielv
oscar ariel 49, Veracruz, Mexico
(TENGAS UN BELLO INICIO DE SEMANA MI NIÑA (
TU AMIGO--OSCAR ARIEL MEXICO)


Amarte no es fácil, yo se mucho de eso
sí cuando yo intento robarte algún beso
tú tierna mirada traviesa y risueña
en negarme el beso, se afana y se empeña
Yo quiero a ti amarte con plena conciencia
sin falsas virtudes, sin falsa decencia
amarte dormido y amarte despierto
amarte en mis sueños y amarte en lo cierto
Amarte sintiendo la noche callada
entonces decirte “niña bien amada”
que amarte casi se me ha vuelto un vicio
que a veces yo siento que he perdido el juicio.
Amando tu cuerpo de piel nacarada
que me hace perderme como encrucijada
hasta yacer prestos en el paroxismo
y sentir entonces que no soy el mismo
Así quiero amarte, mujer de ternura
mujer de inocencia, mujer de locura
pero que difícil es robarte un beso
amarte no es fácil... yo... se mucho de eso

12/29/2008 10:43 PMHola....

Maximosss
Maximo E 28, Mexico
niña graxx por el add,espero podamos ser buenos amigos...k tu semana sea muy linda y disfrutes de un excelente inicio de año!!!
Salu2 =)

9/1/2008 2:32 PMheyy sisttaaa

carlaryan
sugar ♫ 19, Malta
i loved talking to u the other day :))
you take care okay?
mwaaahhh

8/23/2008 1:07 AMhola k tal estas??

rockygib19
midnite Royal Zorpian Verified Zorpian 32, Gibraltar

7/12/2008 6:59 AMhello lari sis

kukte
Ariel (the b Royal Zorpian  73, Canada
just letting you know that ariel was here looking at you beautiful pics and reading your journals. staring at your pretty face never fails to make me smile. :) and i sincerely wish that your boyfriend and you would last forever. I hope his family would appreciate you more then. Cos you deserve the best, lovely. oh haha. Now i sould like a weirdo cos i do not even really know you personally yet i still care about you. LOL. anyway, i miss you, lari sis. i miss old times. take good care and wish you the best in life.

<3 ariel

8/23/2008 1:01 AMRe: hello lari sis

chillibeAN
chillibeAN[bVerified Zorpian 26, JuRez, Mexico
aww ariel lil sissy inm glad to hear (im mean read) about you cutie, well i want to thank you about your sweet and cute words, i didnt come here often since im busy working and studying..i hope shcool end soon (next year i hope) well thing with my bf...i mean xbf ...actually im joking we're still togheter im happy with him..love him so muches but..his family still hates me lol but i really dont care if he loves me...anyway i hope ur doing great ..take care pretty
love u hugs byee

4/27/2008 7:12 PMHOLA SU MAJESTAD

oscararielv
oscar ariel 49, Veracruz, Mexico
HOLA PRINCESITA DE LOS DIOSES GRIEGOS K TENGAS UN HERMOSO DOMINGO, SALUDOS DEL ESTADO DE VERACRUZ MEXICO
LAGRIMAS DE AMOR
Nunca hagas florecer una sonrisa:
"diciendo te amo"
para despues hacer rodar una lagrima diciendo: olvidame....
Simplemente, porque el amor es muy bonito que
una ilusion y tu podrias sentir la misma lagrima que ya alguien ya lloro por ti!
Recuerda que la verdadera lagrima no es la que cae de los ojos ni resbala por la cara; si no que duele en el corazon y resbala por el alma...y esas lagrimas no necesitaran ser recordadas... porque de el no se olvidaran.....
Recordar es facil para el quien tiene memoria,..
olvidarse es dificil para quien tiene corazon!!!!!....
"Quien sabe amar jamas hace
sufrir....
Algunas personas vienen a nuestras vidas y rapidamente se van .....
Algunas personas se convierten en amigos y permanecen por un tiempo
Dejando huellas hermosas en nuestros corazones y nunca volvemos a
ser igual, porque
Hemos hecho un amigo!!
Ayer es historia.
Mañana un misterio.
hoy es un regalo
es por ello que es llamado el presente !!
Creo que esta
vida es especial vivela..........
Te sientes solo??..... mira al rededor y encontraras mucha gente esperando tu sonrisa para acercarse mas a ti..
Y recuerda :...nunca llores por alguien que no lloraria por ti...

4/9/2008 5:10 AMHOLA PRINCESITA DE LOS DIOSES

oscararielv
oscar ariel 49, Veracruz, Mexico
The magic sex, sexual arousal is used as a resource to generate power. Of course, the prolongation of this state makes the energy generated is stronger, as long as the center can be maintained. Of course, sending energy towards the goal must match the moment of orgasm
En la magia sexual, la exitación sexual se utiliza como un recurso para generar poder. Naturalmente, la prolongación de este estado hace que la energía generada sea más fuerte, siempre que pueda mantenerse el centro. Por supuesto, el envío de la energía hacia el objetivo debe coincidir con el momento del orgasmo

3/2/2008 10:16 AM:o

pattycool89
♡♥Patsue 20, Sydney, New South Wales, Australia
sis..long time no see you
what's up with you?
misss you
Patty
xx

3/7/2008 4:18 AMRe: :o

chillibeAN
chillibeAN[bVerified Zorpian 26, JuRez, Mexico
patty!
sorry been really busy lately
and i dont have much time to came here
i just came once in a while so sad :(
i miss u too
miss all my zorpia friends
and i dont forget about anyone in here
take care patty
and i hope to talk to u soon
hugz

2/21/2008 1:18 AMpeach

justmeIM
M i M i 26, Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
hey prettylicious, its been like forever since we talk. i really miss u so much. sorry for not keeping intouch. but u know i love u much.

ive been working so much this months coz i wanna go home to phil for a vacation so i need more money.

lovelife is good and sex bahahahha

hey ill try to call u ok. i love u so much and miss u
am i still ur bestfriend? :S

2/22/2008 5:24 AMRe: peach

chillibeAN
chillibeAN[bVerified Zorpian 26, JuRez, Mexico
yeah theres ages since we talked
im happy that ur okei..and course ur still my best friend u dummie
u always be
well...im glad that ur love&sex life are great..and that u will go home soon
omg
u will b there for ur b-day?
how's hannah?
ill b an unemployee soon thats so sad..well hoe we can talk soon..ohg btw..im usin nextel too..u dont have nextel? i think i can call u if u have
anyways
i stil have the same number
take care and hope to talk to u soon
love u

2/24/2008 12:48 AMRe: Re: peach

justmeIM
M i M i 26, Edmonton, Alberta, Canada
yeah sad :(((((
thankx, but how are u and cesar?

nope i will go home this september. be here on my bday still dont know how to celebrate my bday :)
hannah, had a party on her bday. she said she's so happy and. she wish that she could see me soon >_< so sweet of my daughter :)
nope i dont have nextel... why what with the work?

oh yeah my new number ill send it to u ok

love u much love u more and miss u a lot
take care ok

3/7/2008 4:25 AMRe: Re: Re: peach

chillibeAN
chillibeAN[bVerified Zorpian 26, JuRez, Mexico
yaya ur here
hehe well we both are busy now hehe
everythings great between me and cesar
we should celebrate ur b day togheter hehe come here to celebrate lol
oh gosh i forgot hannah b day was it on march 6? i thought u were planning to go home on march
Well my contract expire on april 12
so i will b "jobless" hehe
but i hope to find something soon
im starting to looking for jobs
ç
u still have my number?
+52016561506751
i'll wait for ur call or ur text
love u and i miss u peach
take care b good and have good sex lol

2/14/2008 3:14 PMHAPPY VDAY SIS

Cyneraa
♥chocochip 18, Singapore
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