Journals
Monday,Jan 31 2005, 01:57:00 AMoriginal song - Lady Maralade Hey Y Y
original song - Lady Maralade
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Sunday,Jan 30 2005, 03:49:00 PMrecently has had lots of new thoughts.... bef
recently has had lots of new thoughts....
before i did really care about power, repetition....self esteen n stuff...
but after i watched a tv interview of HOCC...
something she said was really right....
Awards n prizes are kind of motivation, but no need to haf so many...no need to be unhappi when u get nothing cuz u know u haf done ur best n u haf improved.
as long as ppl reconize ur performances...its really enough to motivate!
yea.....before i did try very very hard n my best to get any 1st prizes, Merits, top students n awards....
yea...i can say that i haf got alot..haha...at home i haf a folder to keep all the certificates of any singing contest, HK music competitions, design comeptition, top students n stuff...
n worked so hard for top marks of all subjects...
but sometime when i didnt make it...i would be so upset even my friends thought i haf done so well already....
yea...lots of my fd said i like win...n...cuz i always look down myself so i wanna prove to ppl that i can do it...
but it really tire me...look much more ugly...ݫ{...
so from now on n from start of studying at UWA..i will try to still work at my best n improve myself...
but i wont push myself too much for any awards or stuff....
the other new thought was....when u r in love...u really never listen to the other about the one u like...especially when there are something bad about him/her...
cuz before i did think...i only believe the stuff in my sight...cuz i need to trust the one i like....
i still think Believing the one u like is very right...
but sometime...u really need to adjust...n need to aware...
of course...i still haf no idea wot to do for it...its very difficult to get the balance...
sigh,...so that means...i will still get hurts in the future...hahah...
Sunday,Jan 30 2005, 12:29:00 AMi was so sick....ill again..............
i was so sick....ill again..............
Friday,Jan 28 2005, 08:36:00 AMtoday met lots of ppl at lab... Mandy, Macro,
today met lots of ppl at lab...
Mandy, Macro, Nick, Antom, Joe, Kingsly, Jeff, Kelvin, Yu, Ian., Mingo......
holy shit........
i couldnt control myself again...............
raining in my eyes.......well..............need to stop this.....
Thursday,Jan 27 2005, 10:32:00 AMAq...Aq.....§Alפ....
Aq...Aq.....§Alפ....
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yesterday i went to lab n sang lots of songs....Yumiko was there too...so we always played Emme's (her enemy in career) songs...to tease her~lol
nH,AS,,ı,ROh,TI,˰lH,ܤ٦A.....
well.....i know i did something really ugly there last nite....
when i was singing ۷R...a song about even u two like each other but still cant be together....a song really related to me...n i was quite drunk at that moment...
then i suddenly stopped singing n kept my tears from falling down on the stage...i knew its so obvious n ppl looked at me....
when the song was over, my tears was like raining....sorry guys for making u guys embarrassed...so ugly...
well...i dunno whether should i tell about this or not...but i think its a good experience for me....next time i will control myself better...cuz i dun wanna scare my fd again....
thanks Antom n Joe comforting me...i didnt tell them what was happening...
but they understood me....thanks alot....
haha...Antom was so funny, we always sang V on the street.
well......i haf started my plan to rebuild my cyrusho.com...........
i will try my best to be more mature to make my cyrusho.com this time....
cuz i know last time i made it too publicatized...shouldnt show my pix to ppl too often....