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dHaTguRLz's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz Mon, 07 Jul 2008 01:49 EDT Mon, 07 Jul 2008 01:49 EDT Zorpia.com || Would You Consider Me a Friend || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1807207 As life takes us along on our journey we meet such a diverse range of ppl..some you become acquainted to and then there are those who leave an indentation in your life.. the ones u call a friend.. personally for myself ive met ppl of all walks of life and i look back at it now and am amazed how one person can influence your life to this day. sadly there are those u grow fond of, only to have them shred that respect and dignity of the friendship to a million pieces.. in turn shattering ur heart. i dont know wat it is about me but ive noticed that the people i have grown close to..and even harder.. fallen in love with.. are those who are troubled or going thru dark times in their lives.. ive questioned whether this is due to my own personal trials and tribulations.. or is it simply because i cant help but be a 'saviour'... where in some ways i guess im searching for the same answers as they are.. i love my friends to death and would scale the highest mountain for most of them, but i've now reached a point where ive neglected my needs for so long i feel like an empty casing.. with nothing more to give...not even enough to help me through my trying days. i know the right thing to do is to pull away from the negativity and concentrate on my needs to nourish my soul so that i can give again... but how do i do that? it would be like turning my back on them.... would it not?? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1807207 Mon, 26 May 2008 02:07 EDT || ATTENTION! ATTENTION! || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1806291 **ATTENTION READERS** LISTEN HERE PUNKS..... UNLESS URE ONE OF MY BEAUTIFUL PEEPS....BACK THAT FKN TRUCK UP ON CALLIN ME 'BABE', 'HUNNI', 'SUGA'....AND EVERY OTHER NIK THAT SUMS UP TO THOSE...UNLESS OF COURSE U AINT BEING A SLEAZY MFKR (WHICH MOST OF U ARE).... YES.. MY PAGE HAS BEEN RESTRICTED TO STOP PUNK BITCHES LIKE U TO LEAVE ME UNNECESSARY AND SPACE CONSUMING COMMENTS.... AND IF U CHOOSE TO SEND ME PRIVATE MESSAGES...GUESS WHAT? THEY IS ONLY GONNA GET DELETED... COMPRENDE?.. I DUN GIVE OUT MA MSN TO DIRTY LIL FKRS... SO THINK TWICE BEFORE ASKING ME...OR EVEN RACK THE NERVE TO ASK IF I WANNA SEE UR BIG C*CK ON CAM (WHO THE FK U KIDDING TWATS?!)... NOW IF U LOOK LIKE PHARRELL WILLIAMS OR GISELLE BUNSCHEN THEN DUN BOTHER WASTING MY TIME... THANK U....& THERES THE EXIT...! LATERS BiiZNiiTCHEz! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1806291 Thu, 22 May 2008 22:52 EDT || its how it is || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1805915 u think u need ppl in ur life... well u dont... i dont.. im over it.. im over pplz... im over knowing & caring about shit!... why the fk should i... when no other fkr does...   Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1805915 Wed, 21 May 2008 13:32 EDT NOT COPING http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1805892 with alotta shit rite now.... feel isolated desolate... fkt... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1805892 Wed, 21 May 2008 11:19 EDT || 2008 - Year of the Rat || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1805663 talk about a bullseye... Monkeys are controversial and ambitious, putting their talents and intelligence behind personal causes. Consider compromising to benefit others or leave behind old friends to make way for obsessive new passions. Play the political game at work or in the family to improve conditions. You have altruistic motives, but be prepared to be misjudged. Stay strong, don't waver, regardless of approval. Commit to your long-term goal, ignoring the disadvantages. Never betray your conscience, even if a powerful person attempts to persuade you. Some things are never worth compromising. If you know you've done your best, you'll sleep easy. Be competitive and fight hard, but be fair. If you do, all will be well. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1805663 Tue, 20 May 2008 21:34 EDT || Bananas || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1804933 Did you know Bananas are a good source of protein and potassium, esp when u're sick?? well I didnt...but my old lady sure did... so she made me eat the fkrs like there was no tomorrow!! if i see another banana...... o.0 Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1804933 Sun, 18 May 2008 20:51 EDT wow.... http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1804520 i never knew the heart could feel more pain than its already carrying.... but now i do.. its not an easy thing to do... to let go.. to move on... but i know i can do it... esp when i have beautiful friends to help me through it... just when i think i couldnt fall for another person ....so soon after him... and then to have my heart crushed again... but then again.... i only have myself to blame.... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1804520 Sat, 17 May 2008 06:58 EDT || Feeling the Love || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1803437 HEY MY BEAUTIFUL PPLZ!! JUST A QUICK POST TO SPREAD SOME LOVES TO Y'ALL & LET U KNOW URE ALL IN MY HEART....& ii LOVE U VERY MUCH!! MWAH! Sxxx Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1803437 Tue, 13 May 2008 20:41 EDT || FK ME!! || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1803175 I JUST FOUND OUT LASTNITE MY ALL TIME FAV ARTIST EVER...THE QUEEN OF HIP HOP SOUL HERSELF IS COMING TO AUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOO MUTHA EFFING THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1803175 Tue, 13 May 2008 04:12 EDT || iN MoTioN || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1801597 winds blow, swaying trees from side to side... lightning strikes to brighten up the darkened sky.. thunder booms over the sleepless land.. inside a candlelit room sits a soul... watching nature ravage itself.. sitting beside the window staring out to the world... each movement..each sound.. ochestrates with every thought that goes thru her mind.. to be continued... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1801597 Thu, 08 May 2008 03:15 EDT || LA iNK || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1798359 I've been catchin episodes of LA Ink (as well as Miami & London Ink) on Foxtel..... and OH EM GEE!! I love Kat Von D!!!! not only is she a fantastic tattooist.. she's also got sex appeal...and that voice!! daayuum! Before I used to think Tattooist & the idea of getting a tattoo was kinda... **faint**...but after watching that show and seeing Kat make her artwork come alive on pplz skins..... I SOOOO WANNA BE A TATTOOIST! xP Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1798359 Sun, 27 Apr 2008 22:02 EDT SHIT JUST GOT CRAZY-URRR!! http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1793960 I KNOW I SAID I WOULDNT DO IT BUT FK THAT....THIS BITCH IS SERIOUSLY GONNA GET WAT SHE MFKN DESERVES!!!...SHE JUST BETTER PRAY TO GOD I DONT COMATOSE HER ASS! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1793960 Mon, 14 Apr 2008 20:06 EDT || HOT DATE || http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1791417 OMG!! ii finally agreed to go to dinner with this guy....now im shitting myself wondering if ive made the rite decision...........!argh!!.. ok..so i dont want to look keen but at the same time dont want to look uninterested....so......WTF am i spose to wear on a date??!! Man... i havent done this in years!! IF U WERE MY FRIENDS...YOU'D HELP ME OUT HERE!!! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1791417 Mon, 07 Apr 2008 03:27 EDT Fattie Needs To Lose Weight http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1791379 OMG! since taking a week off from any form of exercise (all thanks to Aslyn! LoL!) i am now feeling like an oompa loompa!!! argh!! now im finding it hard to get back into things.. instead of finishing work and readying myself for the gym.. i drop ma shizz on the floor and throw myself on the couch for a lil nanna nap! lol! WAT A FATTIE!!! :( Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1791379 Mon, 07 Apr 2008 01:36 EDT how does one.... http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1790042 how does one mend.....                                                ................a broken heart............ how does one heal                                                 ................a burdened soul........ how does one survive                                                 ................a darkened journey.............                                                Personal http://www.zorpia.com/dHaTguRLz/journal/1790042 Thu, 03 Apr 2008 08:08 EDT