Bleeding Flower
 

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Thursday,Dec 1 2005, 08:54:20 PMheart scared

 

Souls found, magnetic
hearts, smiles splendor.
Royal true light
shone through
vast rocky mountains.

Virtual flowers bloom
this journey of romance,
Taken two paths each
knock at heart's door,
one real -- one fake.

Golden words
pray with light.
True hearts beat
a mystic wonder,
the light of deepest hopes.

All my dreams, wishes
painted cold black.
Towers crumbling,
hopes seeping through
deep passion space.

Ruby red blood,
runs deep, masking
inner yellow rose.
A red rose freezes
solid sharp ridges.

Sweet dreams fly high,
beyond the grey skies.
Our hearts nearby,
worlds away -- words I mouth,
"I love you".

 

You told me to relax,
Said that things would be okay.
You told me not to cry,
that I wasn't a baby.
You took away my innocence,
you took away my pride.
You took away who I was,
made me my own worst nightmare.
Now all I am left with
is the scarring memory
of the hurt you caused.
The pain you inflicted upon me.
Can you see what has happened?
I no longer cry,
because I have seen the ultimate pain.
Nothing else matters.

 

A harsh grave, an early end.
A brief but beautiful life.
My love I miss you, why did you have to go?
But you are happy somehow, I know.
When they told me my love had died,
I felt so cold, I never cried.
Where the car wrecked there's still a stain,
where in agony you had lain.
The people don't notice, they drive on by.
I want to yell "Stop, cry with me, he's gone!"
I am going to cry one last time.
Goodbye my love
I will miss you forever.

 

Thick steamy air floats inside my head,
signifying the thoughtless words that
shed from my clouded soul tonight.
A dreadful hot feeling flows all through me,
glooming my joyful spirits,
my fleshly erotic love.

I'm sorry I doubted your love,
tonight.

Hands shiver and perspire wet,
representing a churning fear
deep within an abyss of my heart tonight.
Meandering smoke trails from my mouth,
inhaling new air into my lungs,
air passing around my crying heart.

I feel the sorrow I inflicted tonight,
I wanted to talk with you.
I see the doubt I portrayed tonight,
I wanted to explain to you.
I cry the love I didn't show tonight,
I wanted to embrace you.

Reminiscence of singing from my soul,
symbolizing my angelic love that
poured from my heart and soul one night.
A wonderous night collectively sewn,
magical moments shared between us,
shared within our tender hearts.

I'm sorry I hurt you,
tonight.

Remorseful words leave my mouth,
revealing my regretful heart
asking for your forgiveness this dark night.
Announcing my amorous love for you,
serene feathers wistfully float to you,
float carrying my shame, tonight.



 

For you, my love I gave you my heart,
In hopes that you would return the same.
For me, my life is falling apart,
For you live your life in vain.
I want to embrace you in my arms,
Breathe you in so deep.
For I am very lonely now,
And I find it hard to sleep.
As I glance at you in the hall,
you look through me with eyes of stone.
So harshly you broke up with me,
And left me all alone.
The end of school approaches now,
Summer is growing near.
Missing you, my love,
Is all I have to fear.
A final dance, and final chance,
As we float across the floor.
Our eyes, our hearts so close,
but alas will be nevermore.
As we rock to and fro,
My love was all amiss.
And all I ask from you now,
is one, last kiss.

 

The candle lit by love, so dazzling bright.
The brightness to push back the gloom.
A heart now strong sustained by the light.
At last a hope, a defense against the doom.

The candles light, the shadows defeated by the rays.
The furies retreat back to their hell.
Beaten now, forever to be found in days.
Life is mine, within the pain no longer to dwell.

A life lost bound up with no tomorrow.
This age of darkness, time lost in an abyss.
An endless flow of unbearable sorrow.
Ended with a kiss.

 

My Love, the moments I've spent with you,
Are engraved within my heart,
And burned deep within my soul,
The love I feel for you only grows stronger,
Each and every day we must be apart.
I'm always wishing upon the stars above,
Each and every passing day.
That you will always feel my love,
And never go away.
I don't know why,
Into my life you came that day.
But with every breath I breathe,
I'm so truly thankful.
That the dear lord blessed me,
In his own special way.

My Dark Angel,
I want you here.
I know you're around,
I feel you near.

To pull me close,
and hide my tears.
To calm my soul,
and love my fears.
To make things right,
and make them clear.

My Dark Angel,
Please stay near.
I need your strength,
I want you here.

 

I know you're out there somewhere existing in the light
Because you come to me in my sleep in my dreams at night.
You peer into my heart and see my love for you.
You tell me of your love for me and how it can be true.

You chase away my loneliness by coming into my soul.
As no one has before you touch my heart making me whole.
I wonder what in this world is working to keep us apart.
If only I could touch your lips and feel the beating of your heart.

Although for now, you only exist in my dreams.
A ray of light like burnished gold that gleams.
I'll keep you safe in my dreams away form all harms.
I’ll look for you forever until you are safely in my arms.

 

My love for you, words cannot say,
Even if I searched, all through the day.
My love for you, words cannot express,
But through this poem, I'll try my best.
With so many feelings, where do I start?
Are there enough words, to show the love in my heart?
Day by day, my love for you grows,
The full amount I love you, only God knows.
All of these words, really I say them in vain.
Because my feelings for you, words cannot contain.
Why this is so, I cannot explain,
After all is said, still more feelings remain.
My love for you, I will never hide,
But being confined to just words, makes it hard to describe.
My love for you, words cannot deliver,
My feelings are strong, like a raging river.
My love for you, words seem to miss,
The feelings that only, can be felt with a kiss.
How much I love you, How much I care!!
I wish you were here, I long to be there.
Yes, my feelings are deep, My love is much,
I pray for the day, that our lips can touch.
My love for you, words cannot state,
To hold you close, I cannot wait.
I wrote this poem, while thinking of you,
So you would know that my love is true.
The rhymes in this poem, my heart sings,
Just thought you would like, to hear all these things.
Though with words I'm held back, to frame my hearts' love,
I'll cherish you forever, cause you were sent from above.

 

You sang to me the night we met,
Your voice a whisper in the dark.
That memory
Is a treasure I can take out and hold,
Like a diamond to the light.
I'd waited for you all my life,
And when you appeared out of the dark
I loved you.
Now the fire is smaller,
More intense, with waiting
For the time to be right
There's a star that shines for you,
A beacon flashing in the dark.
Remember me
And when you need to find your way,
Look for that diamond in the night.
Look

 

to the one I loved the most

Luv is like a glass. If u break it, it’s hard to fix, And even if you manage that , it’ll never be the same.

Love is like a rose it blossoms then dies.

love is not how u 4get but how u forgive.not how u listen but how u understand.not what u see but what u feel & not how u let go but how u hold on.

love can sometimes be magic- but magic can sometimes be an ILLUSION!

You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see.but u cant close your heart to things you dont want to feel.

The virtue of love isnt finding the perfect person, but by loving the imperfect person perfectly.

if u love me like u told me please be careful wiv my heart- u can take it jus dont break it or my world will fall appart

Sumtimes its harder 2 say no wen u really mean yes.Its hard 2 close ur eyes wen u really want 2 see.But the hardest thing 2 do is to let go wen u want to stay

2 let go doesnt mean 2 stop carin.2 let go is to learn theres sumthin beyond.2 let go means acceptin reality.2 let go is lovin more coz u only want the best.

Be yourself, there are enough other people

It's better to be hated for who you are than loved for what your not

To the world you may be one person but to one person you may be the
world

If you don't Stand for Something.You will Fall for Everything

If i were a tear in ur eye i wood roll down onto ur lips.But if u were a tear in my eye i wood never cry as i wood be afraid 2 lose u!

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