Bleeding Flower
 

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Thursday,Dec 15 2005, 08:34:47 PMangel tears

 

All of your love has gone away,

None of your Feelings seem to stay.

You just didn't need me any more,

Turned your back and walked out that door.

You didn't stop to say good-bye,

You didn't give any reasons why.

You didn't turn to see my cries,

You walked away with closing eyes.

I had loved you from the start,

With all my feelings from my heart.

 

 

" Tears In Life "

Sitting and thinking over events of this past year,

The sadness in my heart brings shedding of my tears.

Giving loving support to ones I do see,

Misjudging of some and others misjudging me.

The tears of sadness from events this past year,

With devastating results to end my life so dear.

Can I correct events, by gong back in time,

Or is life prewritten, so these results I still find.

Can one be so wrong with true love in his Heart,

Or is there another purpose, in his life from the start.

 

" Final Words "

As this world turns and life passes by,

Days to nights, time seems to fly.

Aging hearts and souls will be,

Reflections of life in mirrors we'll see.

Reminiscing in our minds of days gone by,

Of times we smiled and days we cried.

The love we shared in all those ways,

To broken hearts in ending days.

Loving memories are lost in my mind,

Only final words my heart does find.

The final words you said at the end,

Move on in life, you're not a friend.  

 

" Special Someone "

 

Is your love still there, is it all gone,

After that heart break, it has been so long.

Feelings in my heart, never seems to end,

Many loving feelings, you were more then a friend.

How does one know, when it's time to move on,

To know that love shared, is finally all gone.

Where are you going, how do you ask,

That special someone, you loved in the past.

Is their love still there or gone from the start,

Do they have feelings , still left in their heart.

If their love is still there, if you really knew,

Where will you go, what does your heart do.

Should you ask them, to see what they say,

Or keep on loving them day after day.

" Ending Journey "

I've shared in many journeys in my time,

Many loving feelings and dreams in my mind.

Sharing with sad and happy times that were there,

With ones who loved me and some who didn't care.

The love and feelings I have in my heart,

Sometimes were hidden , but there from the start.

Expressing my Loving feelings is special to me,

Like a special gift from your heart that would be.

Excepting a special gift from my heart that I give,

Is never for fun or game, it's given to your heart to live.

In the many memories of journeys in time I can say,

So much love given, I've seen thrown away.

I guess for many, love was never meant to be,

Your heart is cold and a hole you can see.

A hole in your heart, couldn't hold my love given each day,

My ending journey in my time will end this way.

" Cheating Heart "

 

Your cheating heart will tell on you,

When your love is not so true.

Your feelings will change in what you say,

Your sharing does end slowly day by day.

When you try to explain the reasons why,

You make up stories and start to lie.

In cheating hearts you will not see,

All the pain and hurt that will be.

You move on in life as if you care,

Never saying your loves not there.

Until that day things fall apart,

Your love does walk from your cheating heart.

 

" Lonely Walk "

As I walk this lonely path of Life so sad,

With my heart being empty from No love to be had.

All the loving feelings from my heart I did give,

Thinking their love would last as long as I live.

There now is a place in my heart with a hole,

Left by the one, I guess I really didn't know.

In ones life sometimes love does come and go,

But true love will stay and will always grow.

For me this lonely path I shall walk this day,

Holding on to loving memories and words they did say.

 

" I Do Care "

Sometimes I sit here and think of memories gone by,

Was I so bad in what I gave, if not why do I cry.

I tried to give from my heart and gave all I had,

To make others happy and when they were so sad.

Was it the words that I used when I gave them with care,

Or was it the words I didn't use that didn't seem fair.

My feelings I never could express as they should be,

But the Love I did give was so easy to see.

They all do treat me as if I'm not there,

I still have feelings and I really do care.

 

" Medicine Of Love "

How can two lovers part in the glories of Life,

The separating of love like surgery by knife.

Is there a block in their hearts not to feel the pain,

Or chemistry from hate that flows in their veins.

So many days their love and feelings did grow,

Sharing from their hearts, their life seems to glow.

The creator of life and venus of love that is there,

Gave all two lovers a heart with love they can share.

So sickness from hard days in life that you see,

The Medicine of love cures all that will be.

 

" Where Do You Go "

After a heartbreak, where do you go,

Loving feelings and no love you know.

Sunshine to darkness, emptiness with in,

Where does one go, where do they begin.

Heart full of feelings and love you can feel,

So many dreams, but none are for real.

Visions of love you shared day after day,

You blame yourself for them walking away.

Someplace in time, your heart will find,

It wasn't your love, they were just blind.

They couldn't see your love that was there,

Someday they will feel how much you did care.

Where do you go, where do you begin,

Move on to new love and true feelings again.

 

 

 

" Think "

Don't jump the gun and act that way,

Don't turn your back on me today.

I have feelings in my heart too,

A lot more love then you think I do.

When you jump the gun and say those things,

So much sadness and hurt it brings.

Before you jump that gun with things to say,

Lets share in problems we had that day.

I should rethink things I have done,

Incase I made you jump the gun.

 

" Immortal Peace "

Feelings of loneliness in ones heart you may know,

The absence of feelings and no love seems to flow.

Serene type silence fills the air as he enters your space,

The wrinkles of time and sadness covers his face.

With his head towards the ground and walking so slow,

Not in a hurry, just no place to go.

Why has loneliness filled his heart and spirit of soul,

A broken heart from love or friends he didn't know.

Linger in time, loneliness his heart will keep,

Visions of immortal peace forever he will seek.

 

 

" Don't Walk Away "

Give not all the love you say is there,

Share that love in your heart with care.

I need not all that love you give,

Just enough to fill my heart to live.

You are the breath of air I take each day,

With all you give my life will stay.

I try to give you, what you give to me,

With stress in life it's hard to see.

Sometimes in life, loves not the best,

It's time to give our hearts a rest.

When loving hearts seem far this day,

Don't end our life and walk away.

All that love we soon will fine,

Ultimate love will return in time.

 

" Respect your Love "

Is that all the love your heart will share,

Does your heart reflect the love that's there.

Was that true feelings you had that night,

Was that true love, reflected so bright.

Sometimes we just assume, that love will be,

Until you turn someday and no love you see.

Respect that love you share those days,

Give all that love in all its ways.

With in life,time does pass fast,

Respect all love to forever last.

 

" In My Hands "

 

 

I hold my heart with in my hands and it will be,

All that love and feelings you have given to me.

An aura of beauty surrounds my heart will be there,

A serenity of Love and happiness I will hold with care.

The essence of peace with in my Heart, I behold,

The enchantment of loving feelings, I will hold.

All from the Love you have given to me,

I now bestow to all, for all to see.

 

" Wrong Place in Time "

Did you ever feel your in the wrong place in time,

When all your life seems to be worth less then a dime.

Nothing going right with loved ones that were there,

They all seem to leave you with out any care.

A used toy, thrown away is the feel in your heart,

What happen to everyone I loved from the start.

Am I stuck between time or bad dreams I do see,

My life seems so useless and no purpose to be.

I wish I knew why this is happening to me,

I feel so lost and sad as can be.

Have I died and some how gone the wrong way,

Or am I in the wrong place in time this day.

 

" Forgive Me "

It's you that makes my dreams come true,

Only you can stop my heart from being so blue.

Think of all the times of love we shared,

Imagize of all the fun times in life we cared.

It's only you that can bring love back again,

And forgive my sad words I gave this to end.

I have learn from errors and my ways,

Let me try to prove my love in coming days.

Only you can make my life complete,

So we both can share in love we seek.

 

" Takers in Life "

When one walks away from shared love they had,

You always wonder if the other, was all that bad.

Was it love or feelings that made that one walk,

Did the other try to understand and asked to talk.

If the one who walked has nothing to say,

The other has no idea why they walked that day.

One walking away for no reason, the other can see,

It's more then love you'll find out to be.

Some in life just want your love that's there,

In return they give nothing and they don't care.

They take your love and all you give each day,

They are Takers in Life and will never stay.

 

 

" Parting Hearts "

When two hearts part and go their ways,

What does happen in the coming days.

All depends on which heart is yours,

The one with love or the one with doors.

If your heart was the one with love to hold,

Your life will be sad and feelings so cold.

You'll always wonder what went wrong,

To have that love, be so far gone.

If your heart has doors that's there,

It will never hold love and never will care.

The heart that holds that love to be,

Will find a true love someday you will see.

The heart with doors holds no love with care,

Their life's will be used by others that's there.

 

" Why In Life..... "

 

In todays Life some things never seem fair,

Giving Support and Feelings to some, who may never be there.

Walking through Life in Good times and Bad,

Giving to others no matter how sad.

What I can't figure out in this Life today,

It's not what others may feel, it's what others don't say.

Love is so special from your Heart as you know,

Before you know it, Life is gone and it's time to go.

We never want payback for what we try to share,

But would be so nice to hear words from the Heart,

to show you do care.

" Drifting Apart "

When two in Love seem to be drifting apart,

So many sad feelings of pain that comes from their Heart,

As life moves on, they say time heals all pain,

Loving memories shared will longer have gain.

They drift through Life with out Love or care,

Thinking what they had and new Love should they dare.

So if your love seems to be drifting apart,

Remember those memories you shared from the start.

Two in Love that have drifted apart, you may know,

Remind them….. a Broken Heart is no place to go.

 

" Life is Like a Book "

To0 many judge you by your cover and the first few pages.

In time that book gets old and put away and forgotten.

Never knowing to others what you really could offer them.

Love, understanding and knowledge a very important

ingredient to Life it self.

Later on in life, some open those old books.

They finally read the complete book and find out this

book could of changed so many things in life.

If they didn't wait too long, the books pages still

come alive with information and can be a

learning tool for others to learn from.

The sad thing.

The book is so old, you can't even read the name on

the cover and that life that was, is no longer.

 

" The Awakening "

 

As I lay there in Life's hands,

Never knowing what God plans.

In and out of dreams I had,

Some are good and some are sad.

As I gently fall to sleep,

I wonder if this life I'll keep.

Will I die before I wake this day,

Or will I wake another way.

As I do sleep through out the night,

I see Angels in their flight.

One did stop and she did say,

I will awaken for another day.

 

" Picture Poses "

I remember days of songs and roses,

So much love with picture poses.

Sharing hugs and kisses too,

All that love was really true.

Many feelings in your sights,

Cupid arrows days and nights.

Holding hands upon the way,

Walking down to Lovers bay.

 

" Final Good-Bye "

I remember those words a final good-bye,

You had no feelings of sorrow, you didn't even cry.

Your loving feelings ended many days before,

So many times you did close that door.

No words did you say that ended it this way,

It was the words that you didn't say day to day.

The love did seem strong at the start,

Not sure why your love fell apart?

Hanging on to love that never seem there,

A heart full of feelings you never did care.

I guess that final good-bye was meant to be,

There wasn't any love left in you to see.

The meaning of love will enter your heart someday,

A new love you will have, I hope he will stay.

 

 

" Destiny "

Now in life, is this my Destiny,

Did I misread the feelings I had in me.

No loving support on home front was there,

Taking my love and never did share.

Changing in life from health I could feel,

No loving support, how could I deal.

Turning to others, who's life was the same,

Not part of family, not even a name.

Giving them loving feelings that came from my heart,

Returning their feelings they gave from the start.

This loving support others gave to me,

Completed my heart in life that should be.

As I look back in loving feelings in time,

All loved ones and family, I no longer can find.

Should I've tried harder to give more of my love,

Or is this my Destiny, from heavens above.

 

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12/20/2005 10:37 PMلاحلى دندشه

midosamy22
medo 29, Mansoura, Egypt
اتاريك اكبر فنان
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12/17/2005 8:23 AMi miss u so much

kanzel
kanzel 28, Cairo, Egypt
i like it so much and miss u tooooooo ... how r u my big sis ... just keep in touch .. t.c

12/15/2005 9:16 PMTo Remember Me

NoLoveToo
Ehab 34, sharm el sheikh, Egypt
الســلام لك والسلامه
من هنا ليــوم القيامــه
ياللى أظهرت الكرامـــه
بعد عهد المرسليـــــــن
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ياللى من لعبك بمغــزل
تطلع البورصات وتنـــزل
فوق دماغ لندن وتعــزل
لا نكشــــير الغزالـــــــين
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فيلسوف مايخيبش قولك
كل فلسفتك فى نولـــــك
والتلاميذ اللى حولـــــــــك
بالمكاكيــــــك شغاليـــــــن
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لنجليز عايشين فى لــــذّه
عندهــم أسطــول وعــــزّه
وانت تضربــــــــــهم بمعـزه
سوده بنت اربـــــــع سنين
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من هنا تيـــجى المقالـــــب
اللى مغلوب يبقى غالـــــب
واللى مطلوب يبقى طالب
والهزيل ياكـــــل الســـمين
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قول بدل بفتيــــــــــك وبيرى
يطبخوا بســـــيرج بابــــــورى
والبودنج ان كان ضــــــــرورى
ياخدوا حته من العجـــــــــين
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لا نجليـــــز تاخد ما تـــــــــــدّى
بالحفـــــــــــان من كل هنـــدى
واتنبـــــح صوتك ياغانــــــــــدى
ماالتقيـــــتش المنصفـــــــــين
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قول مادام الحـــــــق ضايــــــع
والغرض بيــــــــع البضـــــــايــع
الحرام ســــــاتر وســــــــــايـــع
ولا نمـــــــشى عريانــــــــــــين
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يخضعـــــوك ليه للتجــــــــــــاره
ونت فى أرض الحـــــــــــــــراره
كل قرش يروح خســــــــــــــاره
فى الزفيـــــــــر والنفتالــــــــين
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كل واحــــــد عنـــــــده معــــــده
ماســـــكه روحه خدها قاعــــده
ان طمع تخـــــــلق له أعـــــــــدا
يقعـــــــــــدوا له مرصصــــــــــين
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عالقضــــــيب والقطر ماشـــــــى
يصــــــــبح العصيان بــــــــــلاشى
ون عملهــــــــــا ومااكتفاشـــــــى
يبقى يــــــــــاكل عزرائيـــــــــــــن
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ولا ياكـــــــــــل م المنــــــــــــــاجم
فحــــم به ع الدنيا هاجـــــــــــــــم
واللى به داس ع الجماجــــــــــــم
أحيــــــــــا ولا ميتـــــــــــــــــــــــين
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يازعيـــــــــــــم الهـــــــند صومـــــك
حبّب العــــــــــــــــالم فى قومــــك
وانتهت حجّـــة خصـــــــــــــومـــــك
اللى باتـــــــــــــوا ملبـــــــــــوخيــن
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كلهـــــــــم واقعــــــين فى حيــــره
يعقـــــــدوا جلســــــــــات كبيــــــره
فوق موائـــــــــــــد( مستديــــــــــره)
يعنـــــــــــــى لســــه محلقــــــــــين
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يغضب الحاكـــــــــم لنصحـــــــــــــك
يحبســـــك ويعود يصالحــــــــــــــــك
وانت تستعجب وتضحـــــــــــــــــــــك
عالجبـــــــــــــــــابره القحطانـــــــــين
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يحسبـــــوك طالــــــــب جرايــــــــــــه
ترعــــــــــــبك هزة عصــــــــــــــــــايه
يلتقـــــــــــــوك ياغانــــــــــــــــدى اّيه
فى الجهـــــــــــــــــــاد صايم سجين
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كام زعيــــــم فى الدنيا مثــــــــــــلك
يرضى يــــــــــــاكل زى أكلــــــــــــــك
ولا يلبس زى شـــــــــــــــــــــــــــكلك
كلّهم متحفلطــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــــين
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اللى بـــــات ناصب مشــــــــــــــــــانق
واللى خايـــــــف م الشــــــــــــــــرانق
واللى اهـــــــــــــــو بايت يعانــــــــــــق
واللى قدامـــــــــــــــــــه الطحـــــــــين

12/15/2005 9:14 PMHello

NoLoveToo
Ehab 34, sharm el sheikh, Egypt
ردى عليه ياطيور بينادى

وارمى له الجناجين

وانت كمان يابور الــــوادى

قل له رايح على فين

قل له اياك يرتاح يابابـــــوره

ويريحنــــــــــا معــــــاه

12/15/2005 9:12 PMHello

NoLoveToo
Ehab 34, sharm el sheikh, Egypt
في مصر كنت الملك لك جيش ولك حاميه

ودوله غير دولتك ما تعمل الموميه

و امه غير امتك ما تزرع الباميه

ولما خشوا عليك المقبره يلاقوك

نايم مفتح .. ولكن في بلد عـميه
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