Saturday,Jun 11 2005, 01:46:11 AMnightmare

On night I was setting on my pc, chatting with a group of friends, unable to sleep, feeling nervous and sad as usual. I decided to close my, MSN, and just began to think of what is bothering me. Didn’t find any reason to make me unhappy. So I kept searching here and there in my deepness, till I put my fingers on a black spot on my life , which is CHATTING. Don’t be surprised; I felt circling over my self every day the same topic “hi & bye”.I used to care for others listen to them carefully , you may say “wow , dats nice “ but not for me . I hear nothing but crying and screams , see nothing but  tears dropping on my own screen. Sadness , sadness , sadness every where . Even if I don have personal problems  now I got million of my friends problems . Which making me more sad day by day. So ,.  I got down on my knees and prayed. I said, "Lord, I really need some help here!" Then I told Him in detail what was bothering me and asked Him to give me strength, courage and guidance.
My prayer was answered the next night in a way that to me was both miraculous and glorious. I got a dream . dyeing while I was on my pc chatting . lol. Its was a nightmare not a dream . When I wake up I just wished one wish “to stop chatting”. Told my self "You can do it! All you have to do is believe in yourself, and believe in God”

I needed you to love me,
To show me that you cared;
I thought that you were perfect,
That no one else compared.

Now I know that I was wrong
To believe so much in you,
It was like you never cared at all
And now I feel it's true.

Sad and unappreciated,
Used and disrespected,
Rejection and neglection
Were not what I expected.

It finally has occured to me,
You really broke my heart -
And somehow in the process
You tore my soul apart.

I'll tell you that I do believe
With all of the above
'Cause no one truly want's to be
A prisoner of love.

I'm breaking out of this here cage,
I'm done, it's over, we're through.
And with this note I'd like to say
Goodbye, Farewell, Adieu.

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Tuesday,Jun 7 2005, 12:31:59 AMعاشقه الزهور

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Sunday,Jun 5 2005, 02:12:24 AMلكل النساء اللاتى افتقرن لم

لكل النساء اللاتى افتقرن لمعانى الحب والعطاء,إن كنتى سيدتى يا من كنتى رمزا للتضحية شعرتى انة ليس لكى ماموى بقلب الرجل الذى هواة قلبك فقرأى مقالتى المتواضعة هذة لعلها تكون بداية لنمو نبتة الحب الذى لا يفنية الدهر.الرجال انواع سيدتى عليكى قبلا ان تحددى نوع الرجل الذى تتعاملى معة لتعرفى ان كان هذا حقا هو ...

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Friday,Jun 3 2005, 01:03:39 PMحكم وأمثال منوعه

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Tuesday,May 31 2005, 05:26:29 PMحاله الجهل العربى

حاله الجهل العربى
يتساءل اكثرنا في هذه الايام ونحن نتخبط في هذه المطبات والنكبات والفشل في كل الجهات، هل في دماغنا خلل؟ هل ينقصنا الذكاء؟ هل نحن أغبياء فعلا؟
أن حاله الجهل التى يعيشها عالمنا العربى  كالأخطبوط تمد ذراعها على كل عربى ومسلم فى كل مكان , فنحن نعيش حاله من السطحيه الشديدة فى تفكيرنا ومشاعرنا ...

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