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God's will

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:11 EST

At first i was happy that i got the nsf scholarship ....

But for the last few day my mood was bad !!! To get the scholarship, i must first register ....

The time given was too little for me to prepare ....

I'd manage to get my application to get into the school board meetting. Of which wasn't meant for the postgrad application and it get approved !!! Or else i have to wait until the actual meeting on Jan 2007 : (

Eventhough i got through this .... Still there was problem !!!

I need the offer letter to get register ... Here is the bad news !!!

They cannot issue me offer letter in time just because all three people responsible for issuing the offer lettle were on-leave for no reason ...

The offer letter can only be issued by thursday which is the last day to reply to my sponser !!!

What can i do : (

I'd done my best ....

Tomorow i'd call my sponser to see whether they can make some adjustment for me ...

What i can do is just pray ...

Thinking back ...

for the last few day i was worried for no reason ...

cause even without the scholarship i will still recieve allowance ....

Eventhough the amount was much lesser as compare to the scholarship, but i still can survive with that amount of money !!!

: ) Now feel better ....

We cannot decide what is going to happen but what we can do is to do our best !!!

Even we didn' succeed ... At least i can say that i'd try my best : }

my experiments

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 00:20 EST

I'd repeat the experiments for two times .... I still couldn't get the result i want !!!
Two more days i have to go back home .. i hope that i can get the result by then : ( .... This test had been hanging for quite long time ! I have to finish it as soon as possible .... I really dun understand ??? I'd done everythings correctly but still no result !!! And yesterday i streak the bacteria culture from a patient but the culture din grow : ( .... Dunno why lately my luck is not there ... First my external hardisc broken down then my labtop broken down !!! And now all my experiments doesn't seems to work ....
Eventhough i dun believe in luck but still these series of bad incident happen on me .... I think i need to do something about this bad lucks !!!

Interview ...

Tue, 26 Sep 2006 21:23 EST

Damn tiring .... I reach KL around 6am in the morning last sunday .... The trip is quite delay, maybe because now is the fasting month so they go sahur around 5am !!! Pity my friends that wake up at 4 just to come and fetch me .... at the end they have to wait 1 hour !!! The interview is held at 5 star hotel ... far far away from KL, hai !!! We have to drive 45 min to the hotel .... "THE HOTEL" is a terrible one .... dunno why few of the staff therel "BLACK FACE" all the time !!! maybe we are not thier customer... It shouldn't be like that .... How can a 5 STAR hotel have such attitude !!! Feel very sad for the owner of the hotel for hiring such staf !!! About my interview ... My interview is in the afternoon session but i went early because my friends is at the morning session .... since i don't have transport !! So i have to go with them !!! The environment there very tensed !!! Everyone is busy preparing for the interview !!! EXCEPT me .... walk around !!! At last its my turn .... Then i start feel nervous !~ ~! HAHA ...They ask lots of question !! Luckily i know how to answer .... but a bit nervous and i repeat few times when try to answer the question !!! I think it should be OK since i answer all the question quite well .... Hope that they will accept me : ) That night me and few of my batchmate went out .... It'd been some time, we chat and talk a lot of how ours life after graduation and to those still studying ... they told us lots of stuff happen with the police officer and cases that they'd handle !! We laugh a lot that night !! Day end and i back to my friends house n sleep like PIG ... Now back to work .... Need to pick up the mood to work liao ... : )

Why

Tue, 07 Mar 2006 19:42 EST

Happiness keeps u sweet....Trials keep u strong....Sorrow keeps u human....Failure keeps u humble....Success keeps u glowing....But only GOD keep u going !!!!!

Ooo no

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 08:05 EST

AT lat i'm home ....

Just one week after i back home now .... I'm home again ! : )

Really cannot even relax at home, got a lot of things to do ...... After the holiday i need to prepare for a quize for all form 5 student in kelantan : (

After that i got my own proposal to present .....

I now very worried about my project ......

I start to believe that my project might fail .... because it is to difficult ... till now i not yet got my clone ; (

I think i need to work harder in order to get my clone in time >>>>>>>

Chemistry

Sat, 06 Aug 2005 19:09 EST

People said that diamond is ethernal ....... But i got a way to destry diamond !!! Want to know how ????

First you need to get some stuff ......

1) Liquid nitrogen

2) Liquid Oxygen

3) Diamond

firstly you put liquid oxygen into liquid nirtogen ...... The melting temperature for liquid niotrogen is about -196 degree and the melting temperature for liquid oxygen is -180 degree. This action will give you a solid block of oxygen. Then place the christal blue colour solid oxygen with your precious diamond and run away ......

Why ?????

A big explotion will happen and you can no longer see your diamond !!!! It become carbon dioxide ......

Huh .... Who will be the stupid person that do this to his or her diamond : )

這一生中，你錯過了什麼？

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 02:49 EST

太太

在二十五歲時問丈夫，

丈夫沮喪的回答她：

我錯過一個新的工作機會。

三十五歲時，

丈夫生氣的告訴她：

我剛錯過了一班公車。

四十五歲時，

丈夫傷心的說：

我錯過與親人見最後一面。

五十五歲時，

丈夫失望的回答：

我錯過了退休的好時機。

六十五歲時，

丈夫匆匆的答說：

我錯過了看牙醫的時間。

一如往常的，

太太總是回以微笑，

而微笑中總帶著落寞。

七十五歲那年，

太太不再問先生了，

此時，先生正跪坐在病危的太太面前，

想起太太每隔一段時間，

總要問他的問題，他反過來問太太，

而太太的微笑中帶著解脫回答：

這一生，我沒有錯過你！

此時，先生早已淚流滿面，

原以為兩人可以永遠在一起，

所以，終日忙著工作與繁瑣的事，

卻從不曾用心體貼朝夕相處的另一半，

先生緊抱著太太說：

這輩子，我錯過妳五十年來的深情?

繁忙的都市裡，有著許多為工作打拚的人，

大家總習慣於把工作當成生活的重心，

為了滿足社會的價值，

不惜出賣自己的時間與身體，

捨不得多花時間投資健康，

以至於錯過了陪同孩子成長的機會、

忽略了身旁關心自己的親友、輕忽 了自己的身體。

珍惜，果真要在錯過後才能感受？

沒有人知道明年今日會怎麼？

人世無常，趕緊把握當下，把心中的感激告訴愛你的人、

用行動關心你的家人，把每一天都當成人生的最後一段，

即使走了，也能讓自己及身旁的人了無遺憾。

meaning of life

Mon, 25 Jul 2005 00:09 EST

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things --God, your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions--and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The sand is everything else--the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things that are important to you.

"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first--the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

The words of a lover

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 18:21 EST

The words of a lover
Can be as soothing and calming
Like a cup of hot tea on a cold blistery day.
They can be as tender as a petal
Or as loving as a tender caress
A drop of water in a parched land.

Yet the words of a lover
Can be like a sting of a bee,
A sharp slap on your face,
A roar and growl of savage beast,
A piercing of a nail into the palm of your hand,
Or like a prick of a spindle.

Thus are the words of lovers
That can build you up
And then tear you down.
The words that can fill your heart
The words that can also make you drown.

RedSugar

杯子與水的哲學

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 19:33 EST
杯子與水的哲學

有一次，我們幾個分別了多年的同學相約去拜訪大學的老師。

老師很高興，

問我們生活得怎麼樣。

不料，

一句話就勾出了大家的滿腹牢騷，

大家紛紛訴說著生活的不如意:

工作壓力大呀，

生活煩惱多呀，

做生意的商戰失利呀，

當官的仕途受阻呀…

彷彿大家都成了時代的棄兒。

老師笑而不語，

從廚房拿出一大堆杯子，

擺在茶儿上。

這些杯子各式各樣，形態各異，

有瓷器的，有玻璃的，有塑膠的，

有的杯子看起來豪華而高貴，

有的則顯得普通而簡陋……

老師說:

「大家都是我的學生，

我就不把你們當客人看了。

你們要是渴了，

就自己倒水喝吧。」

七嘴八舌，大家說得口乾舌燥了，

便紛紛拿了自己看中的杯子倒水喝。

等我們手裏都端了一杯水時，

老師又發言了。

他指著茶儿上剩下的杯子說:

「你們有沒有發現，

你們手裏的杯子是

最好看最別緻的杯子，

而像這些塑膠杯沒有人選中它。」

當然，我們並不覺得奇怪，

誰都希望自己拿著的是

一隻好看的杯子。

老師說:「這就是你們煩惱的根源」

大家需要的是水，而非杯子，

但我們有意無意地會去選擇

漂亮的杯子。

這就如我們的生活----

如果生活是水的話，

那麼，工作、金錢、地位

這些東西就是杯子，

它們只是我們盛起生活之水的工具。

其實，杯子的好壞，

並不影響水的品質。

如果將心思花在杯子上，

大家還有心情去品嘗水的苦甜，

這不就是自尋煩惱嗎?

Smile !

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 22:07 EST

The most destructive habit....................................Worry
The greatest Joy..................................................Giving
The greatest loss..............................Loss of self-respect

The most satisfying work............................Helping others
The ugliest personality trait.............................Selfishness
The most endangered species...............Dedicated leaders

Our greatest natural resource...........................Our youth
The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome...........................Fear

The most effective sleeping pill..................Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease......................Excuses
The most powerful force in life..................................Love

The most dangerous pariah............................A gossiper
The world's most incredible computer................The brain
The worst thing to be without................................. Hope

The deadliest weapon...................................The tongue
The two most power-filled words..........................."I Can"
The greatest asset...............................................Faith

The most worthless emotion.............................Self-pity
The most beautiful attire....................................SMILE!
The most prized possession............................ Integrity

Slipper ....

Sun, 19 Jun 2005 05:38 EST

拖鞋理論 ~~
吳?shy;如說：「年輕的時候真的因為買錯東西，交過很多學費
但是到了現在，我已經能夠認識自己、了解自己
知道什麼東西適合自己，所以在下決定的時候就會很清楚、很確定」
其實，不光只是買東西就連尋找適合的男人
此刻的吳?shy;如，也自有一番了悟或許這樣說會有人覺得這個比喻有點輕率
但是我真的覺得，女人尋找適合的男人
就像是尋找一雙適合的鞋子
在年輕的時候，女人買的往往是最華麗
最能墊高自己高度的鞋子
或許是高跟鞋、或許是恨天高
即使難穿也沒關係
因為妳覺得妳自己可以忍耐
但是，如果有一天
妳忍耐到拇指外?shy;、腳起水泡
妳才會發現，鞋子最重要的功能
其實是要陪妳走路而已
而走路是要往前走的，不是要站在?shy;地的
婚姻就像找鞋標準一直在變
所以，這時候妳就會去找一雙很舒適的
會保護妳的腳的、會陪著妳一起向前走的鞋
而不是去增加你的高度，因為妳就是這個樣子
吳?shy;如說：「但是這其中也有一個前提就是妳也不能找太醜的鞋
因為如果太醜妳就不會喜歡它」
婚姻其實就像每個人在找鞋而已
我發現自己從很年輕的時候到現在
找鞋的人格一直慢慢地在改變
因為你已經慢慢接受自己?shy;本的高度
不需要靠鞋子來墊高自己了
不過，雖然這個道理?nbsp;起來很簡單似乎人人都可以領會
但是，吳?shy;如也坦承
要充分參悟其中的道理，其實不是那麼容易
吳?shy;如以自己為例，和男朋友Simon鄧
其實在民國八十二年就認識，?shy;先只是朋友
直到最近這一、兩年兩個人才有比較深入的來往
那種感覺就像古代的文藝小說中所說的『過盡千帆皆不是』
妳會突然發現好男人還是在妳的身邊他就是那一雙很舒服的鞋
吳?shy;如說：「我男朋友對我的所有態度
永遠是：『我可以為妳做什麼？』
我後來才覺得
?shy;來這才是人間最稀罕的一種品質」
我真的是後來才發現
像這種從台北載妳到高雄
都叫做『順路』的人
而且他自己有他自己的工作?shy;則、價值觀、人生觀
他不會嫉妒妳的成就，也不會嫉妒妳賺的錢
願意對妳的一切樂觀其成
對任何妳想做的各種實驗，永遠都不加置諱
因為那不關他的事，這是妳自己的選擇
老實跟你說，這樣的人還真少
正如吳?shy;如在最近一篇文章中所說的：
「沒有一種幸福的背後不站著一個曾經咬緊牙根的堅定靈魂」
吳?shy;如如今對生活和人生的了悟
其實也經過一番寒風徹骨
從來沒有在人前掉過一滴眼淚的吳?shy;如
在看到弟弟的字跡那一剎那，還是當場哭了起來
弟弟的離開對我的人生，其實影響很大
即使是我後來跑去奧修社區
在做一些 meditation（冥想）的時候，都還是會放聲大哭
表示你的那種悲傷的能量還是在漸漸釋放之中
弟弟的離開，第一當然是讓我體會到人生無常
第二是讓我了解，人生的快樂和不快樂
真的是掌握在自己手中
跟你?shy;先擁有的資質完全無關
我開始看見人有無限可能，我不是只能做這些事情」
「就是我一定要把人生過得加倍精采該玩的一定替你去玩；
該看的花該看的動物，都幫你去看；該償還的，我也幫你償還
耳邊響起的也正是吳?shy;如的那句話：
「沒有一種幸福的背後不站著一個曾經咬緊牙根的堅定靈魂」

智慧的愛情沒煩惱讓愛自在無礙 �

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 20:14 EST
智慧的愛情沒煩惱

讓愛自在無礙

真正懂得愛情的人，因為瞭知無常，
而更加珍惜因緣聚合時與情人相守的每一刻，
以理性燭照與坦然心懷，在愛情中轉化自己，同時成就對方。
這樣的愛情是自由而無憾的，
有著對愛別離的接受與求不得的豁然，
所以是趣向解脫的愛，是朝著慈悲與智慧延展的「大愛」，
這才是愛情真正的未來。

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God's will

my experiments

Interview ...

Why

Ooo no

Chemistry

這一生中，你錯過了什麼？

meaning of life

The words of a lover

杯子與水的哲學

Smile !

Slipper ....

智慧的愛情沒煩惱 讓愛自在無礙 �

智慧的愛情沒煩惱讓愛自在無礙 �