Journals
Friday,May 6 2005, 11:22:21 AMouch!
Constantly......
I knew it was there
Though I tried to hide it
The feeling just kept on shining through
Haven't know you that long
So I try to deny it
But the feeling was much too much too strong
Could this be love
Deep down inside
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart
Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking 'bout you
Why do I feel this way
When I know you have someone
That you're seeing each and every day
Should I play this game
Of just being your friend
When I know that's not where I want it to end
How could this be wrong
When the feeling's so strong
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart
No I don't want to start no trouble
Between you and I and your lover
But I must tell you what I'm going through
Everytime you walk by I see love in your eyes
Friday,May 6 2005, 11:17:13 AMmah bad habit!
How many times
Are you gonna apologize?
About the same thing
And how many times
Can i take it back?
When im not the one thats doing wrong
I felt maybe If I started praying
Then we would get better but
When I would pray, the answer would always come
Back to me, being done
But we're so hard headed
When we're in love
So I...
I told myself
That i would make some changes
But the more I change
There's one thing that remains the same
I cant seem to shake ya
You seem to really have a hold on me
And everytime that we break up
We turn around and make up
This can't go on now
Ive gotta move on now
Its not the fact
That I dont love you no more
But I've got to break this bad habit
Can't take this bad habit no more
Im totally out of my element
Im learning new ways to live
While you're in a comfort zone
Not even thinkin (gotta think about me)
To call me when I get mad around me gives
Thinkin its gonna solve every issue
From the girl callin my phone
To the pictures that I saw
And everytime you would break up with me
For that thing and all
I've taken all I can take
(I've taken all I can take)
but the way I live has gotta change
ohhhh
And bring it down....
Have you ever loved somebody?
So much that you was just too blind to see
OOOH yes!
All of the pain, that they was causing you (causing you)
Ladies, do you feel me? (do you feel me?)
Have you ever loved somebody?
So much that you went against the right thing that you should do
OHH, OHHH
Then its time to make a change (time to make a change)