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Profile
Basic
- Gender:Male
- Age:30
- Ethnicity:Asian
- Occupation:Government/Military
- Country:Philippines
- City :Olongapo City
Personal
- About me:You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love - Language:english
- Interests:rock music and alternative
- Clubs & Organizations:Solid Boys, Trove and Dynamic Image
- Favorite music:rock and alternative
- Places I've Traveled To:World.
- I'm looking for:someone to ease the pain inside of me....
Dating
- Sexual Orientation:Straight
- Dating Status:Single
- Body Type:Athletic
- Eye Color:Black
- Height:5'8
- Religion:Christian
- Smoking Habit:social
- Drinking Habit:social
- Interested in Meeting for:Friends, Dating, Serious Relationship
- Currently Living with:Alone
- In a social setting, I'm:Shy at first, but warm up quickly, Home Body
- TV watching habits:Sports Nut, Movies, Documentaries
- Sense of humor:Friendly, Other
Contact
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- College/University:
- Other Computer Analyst Micro Asia of Science and Technology [ 1994 - 1999 ]
Work Experience
- Billeting Department, KBR [ 2004 - 2000 ]
Journals
Wednesday,Oct 24 2007, 09:51:11 PMMy Broken Soul
My soul is broken the way as I was on the inside felt, doesn’t match how I felt on the outside.
It was related to feel about myself, my truest, deepest and most honest beliefs; my philosophy about life; my original ideas and sincerest thoughts, feelings, emotions and sense of what is right and wrong. My soul is who I am when no one is looking; where no one else can see. Like my outside persona includes my physical body, spoken and written words, habits, actions and behaviors.
Every time I was lie to myself, go against my own sense of fairness, compassion and integrity; fail to follow my dreams and utilize my gifts and talents, hurt someone you love consciously or unconsciously to detach the spiritual bond between my body and my soul. When you believe in one thing and you act and behave in an opposite manner, you become an empty vessel, a shell, a person without substance. My physical body is alive, but it is hollow and vacant because it lacks integrity and meaning. Many of todays as many of us, may have broken souls. It is similar to a broken heart.
A broken heart can cause a broken soul when you continue to repeat the patterns that caused your heart to break. Like example, continuing to pick the same type of woman without looking within yourself to analyze why you are attracted to certain types of women. However, a broken soul does not typically lead to broken heart because it is impossible to deeply care about others when you don’t truly know, love or care about yourself.
Sunday,Sep 30 2007, 09:59:50 PMUnhappy Moods
Every time I was hearing the music that make’s me felt alone…That I was so depressing my life an unhappy feelings that brought me down.Unhealthy mind, I’m getting tired of feeling that I have from the moods Being sad being alone I was like the one who felt this in reality. I have all what I want, a better job a better relationship. A happy family but I was drained to felt this such of things On what I felt inside an incompletely feelings….I was never happy in my life on what I’m doing I’m tired Of this shit I’ve tried so hard to ...
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Friday,Sep 28 2007, 07:35:42 PMLove in some ways is a risk
Love can get us through the most rainy days and the storms of life. There is something about love that makes the rain seem less severe. The dark cloud that follows us around seems to diminish when two people recognize a mutual affection for one another. Ever notice that people who are in love are happier, nicer, and seem to be more carefree? The demands and details of life are mere pebbles to step over when we stand on the mountain of love for it seems that nothing is bigger than love. And despite love’s ability to seemingly lift the cloud of darkness ...
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