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Wednesday,Oct 24 2007, 09:51:11 PMMy Broken Soul

My soul is broken the way as I was on the inside felt, doesn’t match how I felt on the outside.

It was related to feel about myself, my truest, deepest and most honest beliefs; my philosophy about life; my original ideas and sincerest thoughts, feelings, emotions and sense of what is right and wrong. My soul is who I am when no one is looking; where no one else can see. Like my outside persona includes my physical body, spoken and written words, habits, actions and behaviors.

Every time I was lie to myself, go against my own sense of fairness, compassion and integrity; fail to follow my dreams and utilize my gifts and talents, hurt someone you love consciously or unconsciously to detach the spiritual bond between my body and my soul. When you believe in one thing and you act and behave in an opposite manner, you become an empty vessel, a shell, a person without substance. My physical body is alive, but it is hollow and vacant because it lacks integrity and meaning. Many of todays as many of us, may have broken souls. It is similar to a broken heart.

A broken heart can cause a broken soul when you continue to repeat the patterns that caused your heart to break. Like example, continuing to pick the same type of woman without looking within yourself to analyze why you are attracted to certain types of women. However, a broken soul does not typically lead to broken heart because it is impossible to deeply care about others when you don’t truly know, love or care about yourself.

Sunday,Sep 30 2007, 09:59:50 PMUnhappy Moods

Every time I was hearing the music that make’s me felt alone…That I was so depressing my life an unhappy feelings that brought me down.Unhealthy mind, I’m getting tired of feeling that I have from the moods Being sad being alone I was like the one who felt this in reality. I have all what I want, a better job a better relationship. A happy family but I was drained to felt this such of things On what I felt inside an incompletely feelings….I was never happy in my life on what I’m doing I’m tired Of this shit I’ve tried so hard to ...

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Friday,Sep 28 2007, 07:35:42 PMLove in some ways is a risk

Love can get us through the most rainy days and the storms of life. There is something about love that makes the rain seem less severe. The dark cloud that follows us around seems to diminish when two people recognize a mutual affection for one another. Ever notice that people who are in love are happier, nicer, and seem to be more carefree? The demands and details of life are mere pebbles to step over when we stand on the mountain of love for it seems that nothing is bigger than love. And despite love’s ability to seemingly lift the cloud of darkness ...

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6/10/2009 8:06 AMhi

rhemayi
yishasamitot 19, Caloocan City, Philippines
hi po

4/30/2009 5:37 PMei..

uanix
ging 22, Quezon City, Philippines
musta po? ^_^

11/29/2008 12:59 PMjUsT dRoPpIn' bY...

boohhh
Shakur 30, Philippines
jUst lIkE u dIcKhEaD :-) so what up?

11/29/2008 1:03 PMRe: jUsT dRoPpIn' bY...

disciple08
disciple 30, Olongapo City, Philippines
still alive panman muzta na?

11/29/2008 1:06 PMRe: Re: jUsT dRoPpIn' bY...

boohhh
Shakur 30, Philippines
ok naman bro, kaso hanggang ngayon wala kapadin dito, hindi kunga alam kung papa-ano kitang mahihila dito eh; sya nga pala men yung hini-hiram ni andheng sabihin mo sa pasko nalang kasi dami ako pinag-ka gastusan lately eh alam munaman na puro b-day ang buan ng october saken eh not including yung sa labas, alam muna yon.. hehehe...

11/29/2008 1:13 PMRe: Re: Re: jUsT dRoPpIn' bY...

disciple08
disciple 30, Olongapo City, Philippines
ok lang daw un d na utang un regalo na un hehehhe try a lot help me out d2 pame sa pinas pucha nway have fate panman and hoping na magdilang anghel kna hehhe demonyo ka kasi eehh well have fun and take care sa mga bibiktimahin mo ... ",)

11/29/2008 1:18 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: jUsT dRoPpIn' bY...

boohhh
Shakur 30, Philippines
bro, naka-tikim na ako ng ibang lahi s*it ang uhhmmm.. nila sobra...lolz... sure men sabihin mo sa kanya pamasko kunalang yon though medyo late lang ng kuti kasi alam munaman kada 20th ang c/a namin dito so malamang b4 na x-mas yon...

11/29/2008 1:31 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: jUsT dRoPpIn' bY...

boohhh
Shakur 30, Philippines
ungas 22o nato; ibang kulay men blue sya...lolz...

11/29/2008 1:25 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: jUsT dRoPpIn' bY...

disciple08
disciple 30, Olongapo City, Philippines
matagal mo ng pinapangarap yan sa wakas maagang pamasko sayo yan men. ok lang un d muba ako papadalhan lapit n birthday ko sana nga makaalis nrin me anong lahi itim puti pula o brown? baka hanggang pngarap nlang nnman yan o drwing lechi ka!!!

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10/4/2008 3:37 PManother freki'n day!!!

disciple08
disciple 30, Olongapo City, Philippines
same as lot of wannabe's !!! s*it!

8/11/2008 2:55 AMHELLO;

careyes291
3 careyes 52, Toa Alta, Puerto Rico
HOW ARE YOU?

7/3/2008 4:45 AMpssstttttt....

boohhh
Shakur 30, Philippines
what up pulutok? leche ka buhay kapa pala noh? so kmzta naman ang buhay dyan ha? sya nga pala kung may time ka pasyalan munaman me sa bahay naka uwi nadin kasi me eh! kaso bilisan mulang ha baka kasi hidni muna ako abutan nya eh! lolz.... sige wait kita s bahay ha inom tayo ok! see yah bro....

3/19/2008 7:12 PMinterested..

uanix
ging 22, Quezon City, Philippines
ngphophotoshop k rin? hehehe... ako rin kc.. la lng.. segue lng uli.. hehehe..

3/19/2008 7:10 PMremember?

uanix
ging 22, Quezon City, Philippines
ei.. naalala mo p ko? haha. tagal ko ng di inopen at inupdate zorpia ko.. anyway.. jst droppin' by.. sumesegue lng... hehehe.. God bless!^_^

11/8/2007 10:42 PMoist

zorpiahardcore
NoodleAddict Royal Zorpian Verified Zorpian 26, Manila, Philippines
musta na?
u can jst message me sa msn if u see me online, ill not be mad or get annoyed, ill just hit u with a pan, LOL j/k
miss yah mr. playboy

11/9/2007 1:54 AMRe: oist

disciple08
disciple 30, Olongapo City, Philippines
playboy nman toh lol huwag kang maingay binisto mo ako eeh!!!

11/2/2007 7:01 PMpsst

Jmuzic
♫Jmuzic♫Verified Zorpian 29, Marikina City, Philippines
musta pambababae? lol
sige sleep na ko sobra ng late dito hehehe 3am na =p
goodmornight.
ingatz lagi.

11/2/2007 9:21 PMRe: psst

disciple08
disciple 30, Olongapo City, Philippines
nagbago na ako lola hindi na ako nangbabae stick to one na ako kaya lang ung stick to one na un bago nah hehehhehe cheow!!!!
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