Tuesday,Sep 1 2009, 05:31:00 PMEVERLASTING GIFT

Its seems life is design for a wonderful causes

It is very interesting yet very unexpected

It might be unwanted, abandon, and just left bahind

Unappreciated, untouch and no one cares about

It must be done by love nor by hatred and maybe just for fun

I am so lucky to be born full of love accepted for being who and what I am

So grateful for God who gave me lots of blessings to count

And so happy for all the trials from Him so I could learn what life is all about

It is nothing if you have everything but no one who cares,

Respect and love you unconditionally

I can say God has been so good to me in spite of all the trials and pains

He takes lot of time so i can feel his presence

Sending someone who can share my way

Someone who can make me smile in the middle no where

I thought I was just a nobody just a kind of a person who have nothing to do

He assures that I will be just fine when I am with you

You came along during the times that my wings were broken

In times that I can not spread it to fly to where I want to go

To where my dreams come true

I always count the good things we shared, the beautiful smiles

And all that stuffs it was awesome having you as a part of my life

You never forget to tell me that i did wrong even if its hurt

You were always there in all times of my life

You helped me when I am stumble, when I am down, when i feel lonely

You help me stand when i failed, you lights the way when its dark

When I am in trouble you are always my protector, my guidance and my hero

You wipe my tears by your handkerchief when its flows in my face

You held my hands when I am tired

What could I ask for after you came

When my world is in dim you're always there

To cry with me and make me realize how beautiful life is

When I have no place to go

You open your door with a warm welcome

You have your heart to let me feel my importance

When I think all my love ones ignore me

You have your velvet smile to and twinkling eyes

That enough to make me calm

When things for me seems to be fail

You are there to encourage me and tell me to go on and to fight

You are an everlasting gift that I never ask to have

A gift that I will sail for the rest of my life

I am mean and rude and never accept things out my way

And you always there to listen and share your shoulder

Until I realized my mistakes

And you always my comforter, my mind, my driver in life

Thank you for all your time being shared with me

For the trust, for the care, the love and understanding

I will cherish every moments that we have

And take it with me for the rest of life

It will pass by but it will always start a new one each day we live

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Tuesday,Jul 28 2009, 08:35:56 AMI HAD ENOUGH......

 Many things happen with a reasons, it might be good nor bad

Sometimes I don't understand why all i had was pain and all was a failures

In different aspects of my life I had been enough of struggles as part of being alive

Its just a matter of time to realize that no one have everything

And that I need to take my time to do what I want and whom I want to be with

As a companion, as a mentor, as a rule model, a guidance and as my friend

Who can be enough to make my whole world

Someone who has no fear as me.... might not here yet....

Seems my life had enough of all the things I need

I just wonder when was the last time I smile when I wake up in the morning

I can't remember and I keep trying to not losing hope everyday

And believe that I can smile the next day with a brighter thoughts to live on

I had enough of time, of reasons, of people who I call friend

I have plenty of good things and good people around me

I have so much of love and respects from my dearest family

I had many good thoughts that I shared with people who like it

I had enough love to feel someone's love for me

I had enough understanding to understand someone's feelings

I had enough mind to think someone that I care

I had enough of good values to keep and to live by

until my journey in this life end in this world 

I have eyes to see how you look like

I have it for you if you are just blind for truth

I have ears to hear when you sighs in every moments

I have heart to feel how you feel

I have have hands to touch you

I had enough of tears, of disrespect, of broken heart, of lies and fear

Enough to make me realize that the world is not a safe place to go

Feeling blue when I need to close my door for another stranger

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Monday,Jul 20 2009, 08:56:01 AMQUESTIONS

 How could I resist what and how you feel

How do I act when you act so mean and rude

How do I understand the wrong values of you

How do I react everything you do when it is not pleasant to my eyes

I am just human as you who can feel like every person do

I am just nothing without God

All my life was full of struggles

Is that so mean of me to say I don't need you 

Is that awesome to lie to you that I am here for you

When I know what i feel?

When can you understand that we are just here for a reason

When can you realize that we can not live in our own ways

When can you live in His way?

Do I need to act the way you want

Do I need to accept the fact that you are just being you

Do I need to forget who I am just for you

Do I need to do what you are expecting from me

Why it seems so to be obscure

Why do I need to learn things in this world

When one day I need to leave

Do you need to suffer the pains when I am gone

Do you need to be hurt because of me

Do you need to give your life for me

Do you need to forget your own just for me

Is that the right thing to do just to prove your worth

When we know we don't need to go there

Is that all matters when you can bear it all

When we both know it is selfish

Is that really great to make it works

when we don't know where we go from here

Is that right to pretend that everything is well

When we both know we are just the way we are

How far do we need to go just to find what is missing

How many time do we need to convince that its reality

How many lives do we need to touch to let us see each beauty around us

How long do we need to struggle in order to survive from all of these

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Monday,Jul 6 2009, 08:19:41 AMA PRAYER FOR ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS

I said a prayer for you today

And know God must have heard

I felt the answer in my heart

Although He spoke no word

I didn't ask for wealth or fame

... I know you wouldn't mind ...

I asked him to send treasures

Of a far more lasting kind

I asked that he'd be near you

at the start of each new day

to grant you health and blessings

and friends to share your way

I asked for happiness for you

in all things great and small

but it was for his loving care

I prayed the most of all

 THE DIFFERENCE

i got up early one morning

and rushed right up into the day

I had so much to accomplish

that I didn't have time to pray

Problems fast tumbled about me

and heavier came each task

Why God doesn't help me?

I wondered

He answered, YOU DIDN'T ASK..

I wanted to see joy and beauty

but the day toiled on me, gray and bleak.

I wondered why God didn't show me

He said, " BUT YOU DIDN'T SEEK."

I tried to come into God's presence

I used all my keys at the lock

God gently, lovingly chided,

My child, you didn't knock."

I woke up gently this morning

and paused before entering the day

I had so much to accomplish,

that I HAD TO TAKE TIME TO PRAY.

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