I hope no one get hurt what will i write in this blog but i apologize in advance. When i write a blog, i make sure that i am open and completely honest because this is the only time that i can show what i trully feel.

      Even though we are group, we are still individuals who have different personalities and uniqueness. Our individuals may cause conflicts within the group. Some of us are vain, most of us are playfull, some are childish, others are perfectionist, some wanted great things in life, one of them is fame. Others are happy for what is being given to them and hope that fame will follow through eventually. Some are early (im included) and others are late. Whatever we wanted or whatever goal we have in life, we maintain our unity for the good of the group. I will not deny that as a seven different boys we had misunderstandings, we had troubles inside and out our circle. For me, these are obstacles and test to show how much we love to stay in the business. What I trully treasure about us is that before our performance we may keep us together. We thank You for that. We offer our perfomance to You.

     After writing the last sentence before the paragraph, I have learned something really important. I have undergone so many things this past few months and almost didn't recognize myself in the mirror. Am I still the students who speaks his mind? or if I am a puppet who follows whatever is told me with no questions asked?

     Frankly speaking I dont like to be bossed around and I like to do what I wanted (the hell I care about what others might think). I realized you can't have anything or everything in this world. Be mature enough to work hard for what you want.

     In a business that will try to change you, being yourself is hard. Others tried to be who they are but didn't took long and their out again. You have to please almost everybody just to have a name in this business, even it means dancing wearing dress, wig and heels. I learned that pride doesn't help. It only brings you down even if you feel your on top. I still speak what I wanted to say but now I learned to listen. I learned to become a follower instead of being a leader.

     I thank Him for giving me an opportunity of finding myself and being changed for the better. To those who read this blog I hope you got something out of this. Take a risk (avoid being a mediocre), ask for guidance (no one lives alone) and be humble.

Keep your feet firm on the ground. Love you all!

God Bless!!