Wednesday,Sep 10 2008, 08:44:45 AMGrandmother

there is a old woman who never treats us well.

i remember my father's words since she is the mom one day she is the one forever.

since she is our grandmother one day and she is forever.

we never have deep communication and wont happen in future too.

and i also dont have deep feeling when she is healthy and alive well.

look at the deep wrinkle on her face, i feel something that never had before and can not express out too. i cried for many people. my parents especial my father. my sister and the ones i loved. sometimes for myself too. never cry for her who is my grandmother.

i'm going to see her few days later. i believe i could not speak any words in front of her now.

she is happy from every day call from my mom's words.

Grandmother just give us more smiles.

 

 

 

Tuesday,Sep 9 2008, 04:19:04 AMwhite flag

i know you think that i shouldn't still love you.

i'll tell you that .     but if i didn't say it.

well, i'd still have felt it .   where's the sense in that?

i promise i'm not trying to make your life harder or return to where we were.

well i will go down with this ship

and i won't put my hands up and surrender.

there will be no white flag above my door.

i'm in love and always will be

i know i left too much mess

and destruction to come back again.

 

Monday,Sep 8 2008, 02:23:25 AMGoodbye

i can honestly say, you've been on my mind since i woke up today.

i look at your photograph all the time. These memories come back to life.

and i dont mind, i remember when we kissed.

i still feel it on my lips. The time you danced with me with no music playing.

i remember the simple things.

i remember till i cry.

But the one thing i wish i would forget

The memories i want to forget

Is goodbye.

i woke up this morning and played our song.

And through my tears i sang along.

Saying goodbye.

i picked up my phone and put it down

Cause i know i 'm wasting my time

And i dont mind