Journals
Wednesday,Aug 24 2005, 02:33:57 AMSo sad.........
Long time didnt write journal again. I really feel I am so lazy to write this now. Every day some thing happen, really dont know what I can write. Life is boring......... Maybe!
These few weeks, I dont know why I really feel so sad. There is nth happened about me. I got a good life with family, honey, friends. I just.........feel sad. Maybe I feel stress from my work, so I feel so sad and I cant sleep always. That's why make me so tired and easy to get angry. Last saturday, I finally go to see doctor and now I can sleep and feel much more better. Coz this, my skin is not so good too. It was in bad condidition b4.
About my work, actually it is a really good job. However, every month I have a target to chase, just like sales. I really dont like this system too much coz there is no work for me. So, I can work hard and meet the target though. My senior always bad in time management. I am not her assistant, she doesnt give me job, on the other hand, ask me to pick up call for her and so on. Lucky, my boss know this is not my fault. If she doesnt go to do more sales job, out term (me and my japanese colleagues) will be very poor every month coz not enough target then we cant get commission. Really shit.......... I am really thinking should I change the job. I really feel tired about target. Um.........how to say, target is still fine for me, the problem of this company is I have to breakdown my target to next month if I dont reach the target this month. This is qutie a shit system, right?
I have to think about this............. for long term, maybe it is not a good way.