Journals
Friday,Nov 30 2007, 06:12:26 AM唔清楚
唔好問我想點, 因為我自己都唔知自己想點.
發夢夢見o既其實代表住d咩gar呢? 響夢裹o既感覺都幾真, 起身後o個種感覺都仲響到. 最近自己都覺得自己神神怪怪, 心情時好時壞. 自己都唔知諗緊咩, 想點!! 我覺得我改變了, 變得什麼事都沒所謂, 亦變得什麼事都隨遇而安. 好似好化gum!! 睇番3-4年前d相, 覺得自己笑容好開心, 仲有一份稚氣. 但近呢1-2年好似都唔同o左, 無o左份稚氣, 憂慮多左. 係好事定壞事呢? 好似無什麼事令我特別大喜悅. 我對於我現在生活不是不開心, 不滿意, 只是總覺得欠缺一些東西, 不過連我自己都唔知係咩.
Monday,Nov 26 2007, 06:12:41 AM百感交集
而家其實我好忟!! 原因係因為工事. 詳細唔多講住, 等我搞清楚先, 但係而家o既行為真係令我好忟. 講到底都係朋友份上先幫, 而家一粒聲都唔出, 仲要唔覆電話, 真係離哂大譜.
最近身邊o既人忙到整個人都憔悴哂, 感覺很不好受，心真的有點痛...我又幫不了什麼, 但就只有默默地支持你, 諒解體恤你. 我諗咁樣係對你最大幫助. 有時候知道你心情不好, 受住極大o既壓力, 都唔知點去安慰你先好. 眼見你無哂心機, 但想幫你又幫唔到, 真係好不是味兒. 只希望個system run得smooth, 無咩事發生, 你就真真正正可以回復正常少少o既生活, 放o下假充o下電, refresh一下你自己. 希望呢一日快d到啦! 我真係有d擔心再係咁落去你會頂唔住.
最近工作靜到死. 我都摸不著頭腦點解會咁. 不經不覺已做了4個月. 工作對於我來說沒有什麼新意. 做了兩年幾已經很習慣這個模式, 就算聽到要replacement, 都已經沒有太大的感覺. 可以說是平淡. 另一方面說亦很穩定. 這間公司沒有像A記o既明爭暗鬥, 感覺舒服好多. 我太討厭爭鬥, 都唔知為咩. 而家咁都幾好o既.......
最近心跳又快番, 唔知做咩鬼. 有時會覺得有種因為好驚而心跳快o既感覺, 好累囉!! 總係覺得身體怪怪咁.
仲有1個月又過了一年啦!! 時間真係過得快, 但係覺得自己無咩長大!! 哈哈.......... 都係毫無大志!!
Sunday,Nov 4 2007, 05:49:28 AMThe Mayonnaise Jar
When things in your life seem
Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar
And 2 cups of coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class
And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large
And empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students
If the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open
Areas between the golf balls.
He then asked
The students again
If the jar was full..
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand
And poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded
With an unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced
Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents
Into the jar, effectively
Filling the Empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor,
As the laughter subsided,
"I want you to recognize that
This jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things -
God, family, children, health,
Friends, and Favorite passions --
Things that if everything else was lost
And only they remained,
Your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter
Like your job, house, and car.
The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.
"If you put the sand into the jar first,"
He continued,
"there is no room for
The pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time
And energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for
The things that are
Important to you.
So...
Pay attention to the things
That are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
Play another 18.
There will always be time
To clean the house
And fix the disposal.
"Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities.
The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled.
"I'm glad you asked".
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
The greatest gift you can give someone is your time. Because when you are giving someone your time, you are giving them a portion of your life that you will never get back.