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Wednesday,Dec 26 2007, 07:50:20 AMMerry christmas

又過咗聖誕啦! 又快過咗一年啦! 今年D時間好似過得好快咁! 由日本返回來後呢個係第三年既聖誕. 呢3年既聖誕都用了大部分既時間陪屋企人. 還記得之前往既聖誕都會覺得只應該同男朋友過, 都係行街食飯. 好似呢3年同屋企人一膂, 同朋友去PARTY, 去朋友屋企gathering, 呢D都係呢3年先知原來聖誕可以咁過, 而且仲好開心, 好Relax. 咁當然如果有男朋友陪埋就仲好啦. 多D人開心D ma!

回顧呢3年, 人大了心態都變了. 一切都變得無咁執著. 很多熟識我的朋友都說我變了. 或許Mandy說得對........ 你琴晚講一講我都覺得你都說對. 從前的我, 我想是沒有你所說的性格. 現在... 的確有你所說的. 對我來說, 呢個絕有可能係一個心結, 不太想去信任或太投入身邊的人, 情願捉住好朋友講講講, 可能因為我覺得這樣是最不受傷害, 最能保護自己的一個方法. 久而久之有了這種性格. 是好是壞我都不太清楚. 又或許連我自己都無正面想過自己想點, 一直都是... 是但啦! 或許係時間認真去想想以後...... 不能再是但. 真正做一個開心開朗的我.

Friday,Dec 7 2007, 02:33:59 AM做咩事??

又係我問題嗎? 我真係幾失望.....

無論退後幾多步原來都係無用! 換來只係一大堆痛, 只會被說傻瓜! 我想我真係一個傻瓜. 呢種感覺又回來啦. 我真係覺得好恐怖. 我以為我已經忘記但原來........... 唔係囉! 係我不好而自己不發覺嗎? 係我沒有理會旁人既感受嗎? 真的不懂去應付這個遊戲了.

一觸碰到舊傷疤我控制唔到, 眼淚自然流下來.

Thursday,Dec 6 2007, 12:22:14 AMDo you agree????

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "