Thursday,Aug 31 2006, 09:40:12 PMSubject~Robert

i havent really cried in a long time.
but today, i just had to.
ive been feeling down lately because of what i been doing...
going out wit different boys,
but not really looking for a relationship.

well i talked to my friend robert.
this guy is dependable.
he supported me when i thought i wasnt going to graduate.
hes helped me with my family issues.
and now the poor guy is trying to help me with
THE BOYS!!

robert prolly pointed out every single thing that i needed to fix.
he basically told me to get up off my ass and get things done.
and it hurts, cause he yelled at me.
my sweet robert yelled at me.
he usually spoils me and tells me everything is going to be okay.

and the one day when i really needed him to say that,
he just yells and tells me that he doesnt know if he can be friends
with a non*motivated person like myself.
i cant be perfect though.
&& he thinks im capable of it...

i wish i could say sorry,
kiss him,
and make it all better.
i just want to be his friend again.
but its so hard to say sorry....when you are as stubborn as me.

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