Thursday,Mar 2 2006, 01:46:35 AMsometime i wonder

Not very convienent to write it in my other blog. coz of some reason. so write here...

I m disapointed in myself.. this is wat i can say now.. think had been playin too much, and also neglecting my studies.. so the outcome of it, is i deserve it.. really... rite now how i wish i can turn back time.. but sad to say.. i cant.. i hate that module.. i hate that lect.. he doesnt provide much help.. sorry i just venting my tots and disapointment here.. cant just ignore it or dun read it.. Rite now wat i feel is very bad.. dunno how to describe it.. but really really down now.. so wat i can do is to try to cheer myself up.. anyone got chocolate? i got a craving for tat now!!

Sometime i wonder whether did i choosen the right coz to study.. this is wat i tot oso when in poly.. after grad from poly, i tot so i did.. now takin a different coz.. i start to wonder.. did i choose the right one? i dunnoe.. sometime i just wish to stop studies and just work n work.. but for the sake of the degree, i choose 2 study @ monash.. but why did i choose tat particular majors at the first place.. dumb me.. shd go take bankin @ UOL.. at least i dun think i hav much issue now and will graduate even faster.. Regret regret regret.. i dunno.. but since i choose this path.. i shd carry on rite? no matter wat happen.. my life is in a total mess now.. my planning for my modules now has to be changed becoz of tat.. need to replan everything all over again.. for just one stupid thing tat i did.. neglect studies n play too much... it s**ks.. really.. i cant afford to make such mistake again.. so rite now.. i feel i cant afford to flunk any mod any more.. cant.. so my resolution is to study study study.. dull life.. sh**

After geting the result, dun really hav the mood to work.. but dun work.. where to go to vent my disappointment? my best mates are all working or some r even in oversea... cant possible ask them to leave their work stuffs and acc me.. cant be tat selfish.. so trying my best to cheer myself up.. Frenz ask me not to be dishearted.. i trying my best now.. really... dun need to worry abt me.. this is the fangfang u noe.. wont be down for long.. like now.. feeling much betta.. at least got some mood to work.. but still disappointed and moody in some ways...

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Friday,Feb 17 2006, 12:23:15 AMmy blog website...

I have upload all my journals @ multiply.. view it at:

http://fangz84.multiply.com

cheerz!!!

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Monday,Dec 13 2004, 10:37:58 AMtoday suspose to be juz a normal day for me....

today suspose to be juz a normal day for me. everything seems to be normal in anyway.. but when after i watch a show.. my mum break the news to me.. doc say she mayb diagnosed to cancer again.. why muz she again got that stupid idiot disease.. it barely 6 yrs since she hav tat leiz.. why muz life be like tis... i really dun want her to get that disease...i dun want to see her suffering all over again... why... it normally the wait is killing more then anything.. coz u dunno wat happen to urself... this applies the same to my mum.. coz the doc will be in ...

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