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Monday,Oct 30 2006, 09:59:11 AMsilent suicide

Couldnt wait till i got home to pass the time in my room alone the only place i could call my own the place where i want to die alone these cheeks are sore from all the smiling inside my black hearts slowly dying eyes bloodshot from all the crying a smile to hide my life again hiding in the shadows of my despise caught in my tangled web of lies running from myself with nowhere to hide my sick thoughts of taking my life pill after pill cut after cut hurting myself to make this stop only had one sort of luck only thoughts are ... fuk small traces now listen closely to a heart thats beating softly i have never felt so lonely never felt suck loneliness just wanting to walk away walk away and find a new day let this one burn in hell today because tomorrow is a new day but this will never happen and i dont know why my sadness i cant deny this was just my way of saying goodbye because i know im dead until the day i die

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10/8/2007 11:18 AMUNAS123

unas123
unas123 26, Islamabad, Pakistan
NICE NAME TAUSEEF
SINGA YEY

10/1/2009 3:36 AMRe: UNAS123

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
How are you bro I am tauseef done MBA and just been hired as MTO in PIA and having training at their head office see u then bye take care ALLAH HAFIZ

10/9/2007 9:59 AMRe: UNAS123

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Hi brother how are u?? i am fine what about u... may i know u little more...
ALLAH HAFIZ

10/9/2007 10:05 AMRe: Re: UNAS123

unas123
unas123 26, Islamabad, Pakistan
achtully i m younas rehman from saudi arba belong to pakistan but now i m working here in pvt compney named
MITSUBISHI
i m here for the last 5 years
now its ur turn will u plz introduce ur self now
i m waiting of ur reply
thanks
regards
younas rehman (chocolaty)

10/9/2007 10:45 AMRe: Re: Re: UNAS123

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan

I am Tauseef Khan from Peshawar and doing MBA from IM sciences.

10/9/2007 11:56 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: UNAS123

unas123
unas123 26, Islamabad, Pakistan
actully i like this name because ....

cant tell u

any how take care
ADVANCE EID MUBARAK
ALLAH HAFIZ

10/10/2007 3:18 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: UNAS123

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
ok i think i am very lucky to be remembered from some context....... yah also EID Mubarak to u and to all of ur family as well.
ALLH HAFIZ

10/10/2007 6:47 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: UNAS123

unas123
unas123 26, Islamabad, Pakistan
ok remember me in ur prayers ans i l also.
take care
ALLAH HAFIZ

10/10/2007 9:12 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: UNAS123

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Why not brother i always pray for my friends... its nothing to ask for..
See u
ALLAH HAFIZ

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10/4/2007 6:10 PMassalam alekum

ryanpcbarwick
Ryan 26, Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia
hey there
im Rehan... would like to talk more about islam, your culture and pakistan with you if you are interested
if so let me know

fee aman Allah

10/6/2007 6:00 AMRe: assalam alekum

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
W/likum Assalam. How r u.... why not i will love to talk on ISLAM but there are few things that i wana clarify may be that u dont know..... First i am a boy not a gurl the pic of my display may be missleading but its not there to think that i am a gurl its just that i like this picture.... if u r still interested sure i will like to be help full..... May be this information will not disappoint u.....and why is that u r rehan but u write it as RYAN..... Afraid of being a muslim... hah

10/6/2007 7:59 AMRe: Re: assalam alekum

ryanpcbarwick
Ryan 26, Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia
heya... no i just still trying to figure out what to change my name to... my friend shakir has suggested Rehan.. as it is similar to my name my mother gave me.. and he says it means "The fragrant one"... i like the sound of that.. but am not sure if it means that.. i am still trying to learn arabic
thanks very much.. i would still love to talk... i knew that pic wasnt of u :P and hadnt guessed as to what gender u were...
could u confirm for me the meaning of Rehan?

10/7/2007 6:54 AMRe: Re: Re: assalam alekum

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
How are u brother nice to see u again great to hear that u have converted to ISLAM may be recently but any ways i assure u that u will not be shameful on this decision both in this and the comming life because there will be a day of justice and even a person that have admitted that GOD is 1 and he is everything and MUHAMMAD is his prophet will be in the heaven. Regarding REHAN its a good name but i will confirm its meaning and let u know a little latter. In the meanwhile can u let me know what was the thing that made u a muslim i love to hear that . Well what about RAMADAN r u having fast or still havent any and HAPPY EID in advance..
ALLAH HAFIZ

10/7/2007 5:17 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: assalam alekum

ryanpcbarwick
Ryan 26, Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia
hey.again
my.spacebar.is.dead.atm.so.i.am.having.to.use.dots:P
lols...
yeah.i.have.been.fasting.during.the.daylight.hours.during.ramadan
um.a.few.reasons.i.converted
1)i.never.believed.in.the.trinity
2)i.have.always.believed.what.i.believe.now...which.i.only.recently.learned.was.the.same.as.islam:D
so.i.think.all.along.i.was.supposed.to.be.muslim
3)islam.guides.me.
4)i.feel.the.touch.of.Allah...literally...whenever.i.pray.or.think.of.Allah...i.can.feel.his.touch
it.is.similar.to.the.touch.i.feel.from.my.dead.twin...but.stronger
:D
i.have.confirmed.the.meaning.of.Rehan.today...:D
and.yes.it.means."The.fragrant.one"
so.that.is.my.chosen.name...:D
Ramadan.Kareem..
Happy.Eid.too
Allah.Hafiz

10/8/2007 9:21 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: assalam alekum

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Hi brother so from now on i will call u rehan... best of luck with this name. i read u comments why u converted to ISLAM but wasnt u afraid when u see the anti muslim or anti ISLAM propaganda all around the world.... also what r u facing from ur family members and ur society i mean thier reaction... Also do u feel any change in ur life now as u r a muslim ..... what about learning ISLAM and its teaching .... i just like to feel also the things that may be other peoples feel but i cant. sorry if u dont like this questions ....

10/8/2007 12:27 PMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: assalam alekum

ryanpcbarwick
Ryan 26, Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia
i am not scared to stand up for my beliefs.. no matter the consequences... i agree there is alot of anti muslim hating happening.. and even some of my friends are kinda a bit wierd towards me since.. but .. i have not changed as a person.. i have always believed what i believe.. and they can either deal with it .. or leave my life...
yes i do feel major changes in my life.. normally i have anxiety/panic attacks daily from talking to people etc.. since i have converted .. Allah has protected me from this.. helped me through it :D
i have not learned anything as such from mosque as yet.. as they are quite a distance from my home.. however what i have discussed/read has made me feel at peace
ur questions are great :D feel free to ask me anything at all...

10/9/2007 10:40 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: assalam alekum

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Great buddy thats great to feel the truth inside... Regarding the panic and anxiety i can help if u cant read QURAN try to get a copy of QURAN Audio and hear SURAH REHMAN i have come to know that its kinda therapy and can cure dieases like cancer also. Also its a great SURAH in which ALLAH has counted his gifts to man kind .
Regarding Anti Muslims propaganda yes there is a lot happening every where they are thought to be terrorist every where but this anti muslim propaganda has strenghen my belief more and more. And also my advice will be to try to learn as much as u can because when u know what is ISLAM then u will know the true feeling. ISLAM is code of life means there is every thing explained how to set ur life. Every thing is there u name it and u will see that ISLAM and MUHAMMAD(p.b.u.h) have show how to do that. See u soon and happy EID IN Advance ... Also i havent asked u r u married or not......
ALLAH HAFIZ

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7/18/2007 10:37 AMHozef

saifyhozefa
HOZEFAVerified Zorpian 25, Australia
Hi
Salam
Howz U

7/14/2007 11:13 AMHozef

saifyhozefa
HOZEFAVerified Zorpian 25, Australia
Hi
Wass Up !!!!!!!!!!!!!

7/15/2007 7:54 AMRe: Hozef

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Hi brother How r u . its very hot here in pakistan and i am having summar vacations so life seems to be still no chilling around nothing just pasing time. By the way howz ur life?

Bye Take care

ALLAH HAFIZ

7/15/2007 9:53 AMRe: Re: Hozef

saifyhozefa
HOZEFAVerified Zorpian 25, Australia
Hi Salaam
Life in this side of World is some how Cool
This Season is good enough
by the way i have to work whole day and i am always under AC
that why i dont feel any time as hot

So Enjoy ur vacation
bye

7/16/2007 6:33 AMRe: Re: Re: Hozef

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Walikum salaam Brother thats good to know that u r enjoying ur work there. It will be much better then pakistan if we compare its weather. i also try to enjoy the summar vacations.

Bye for now see u soon Take care

ALLAH HAFIZ

7/2/2007 11:47 AMThank you

timelesspromise
Jamie Royal Zorpian  103, United States

7/5/2007 8:09 AMRe: Thank you

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Hi there nice to know that u r still here i thought i was late to tell u that it makes me sad to see some one quiting u sent a great picture i like to see sad pictures and enjoy it. There is a strong emotions when i see sad or when i feel sad but like to see others happy and enjoying their life so be happy and enjoy ur life. I also regret that i found u on zorpia when it was too late i thought we could have been good friends but i think every thing is for good but like to remember u as a friend

Bye take care see u soon if i do live

6/26/2007 6:46 AMhi sweety

bahramfazly
bahram 25, kabul, Afghanistan
hi dear h ru ?
u have made godd hill but try to inoy life .i telling u somthing that .
life is like ice cream injoy it
befor its milks. ok
wanna be friend with me and i am looking for ur friendship.
ok bye plz reply me

6/28/2007 6:48 AMRe: hi sweety

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Hi dear howz things going why not i will try to follow ur advice regarding friendship why not if u want it i like to be friends also

see u soon
take care

ALLAH HAFIZ

6/28/2007 7:05 AMRe: Re: hi sweety

bahramfazly
bahram 25, kabul, Afghanistan
thanks dear for ur friendship . i am very happy to accepted me ur friend .
hope we should shar our friendship with each other.
TAKE CARE

6/28/2007 7:38 AMRe: Re: Re: hi sweety

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
It will be a pleasure being a friend by the way if u like to chat on yahoo here is my id tauseef_khan_marwat@yahoo.com see u
bye take care

ALLAH HAFIZ

6/28/2007 7:54 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: hi sweety

bahramfazly
bahram 25, kabul, Afghanistan
thanks dear that is like a real friendship i will
add u to my yahoo . see u soon ALLAH HAFIZ take care ba omide dedar
it mean that hope see you .

7/4/2007 11:11 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: hi sweety

bahramfazly
bahram 25, kabul, Afghanistan
hi dear h ru ?
h is going evrything .
hey dear may i know ur real name plz .

7/5/2007 6:57 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hi sweety

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Hi brother how r u its nice to see ur message regarding my name I am Tauseef Khan living in peshawar doing MBA thats all any thing from ur side. my yahoo id is tauseef_khan_marwat@yahoo.com

see u soon

ALLAH HAFIZ

7/6/2007 6:08 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hi sweety

bahramfazly
bahram 25, kabul, Afghanistan
hi dear i am very happy that u called me brother .
my dear i added u in my yahoo. thanks to sent me
me message ok dear take care
KHUDA HAFEZ.

7/7/2007 6:16 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hi sweety

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Sallam Brother why u were amazed when i called u brother all muslims are brothers no matter where they are without any dicrimination like to chat u on yahoo see u then

Bye Take care

ALLAH HAFIZ

7/8/2007 6:28 AMRe: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: hi sweety

bahramfazly
bahram 25, kabul, Afghanistan
hi dear h ru? wish u fine forevery thanks for ur message .
dear fauseef in times u get online to ur yahoo ok dear take care see soon bye KHUDA HAFIZ.

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6/25/2007 7:09 AMMOMKEN LAW SM7T

oahmed55
Osama 29, Giza, Egypt
WWW.ZORPIA.com/OAHMED55
W E L C O M E

can i add u to my friend ?

6/28/2007 6:43 AMRe: MOMKEN LAW SM7T

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Hi there how r u so nice of u for asking for a friendship why not i love to have friends so like to see u in future have a nice day

bye take care
ALLAH HAFIZ

6/13/2007 9:34 AMHozef

saifyhozefa
HOZEFAVerified Zorpian 25, Australia
Hi
Nice Pic

6/14/2007 10:19 AMRe: Hozef

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Thanks for the complement.

6/13/2007 9:23 AMhi

irfan082
irfan 27, Islamabad, Pakistan
how are u i am irfan from Islamabad doing CA articals interested to chat with u nice to read that u are doing MBA
okay take care waiting for u reply
take care
bye
IRFAN
Agar hum kahen aur aap muskra dey--
Hum aap ke liyey zindgaani luta dey--
Har ik mod par hum gamon ko saza dey--
Chalo zindagi ko mohabbat bana dey--BUSHRA--
Agar khud ko bhoolay, to kuch bhi na bhoolay--BUSHRA--
Ki chaahat mein apni khuda ko bhula dey--
Kabhi gham ki aandi jinay choo na payey-
Wafaon kay hum woh nash-e-man bana dey--BUSHRA--
Qayaamat kay deewanay kehtay hain humsay--
Chalo BUSHRA KE chehray say parda hata dey--
Saza dey sila dey, bana dey mita dey--BUSHRA-
Magar BUSHRA koi faisla to suna dey--

6/14/2007 10:13 AMRe: hi

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Hi bro I am fine how are u today i have found to friends doing CA thats great ur poetry sense is very good i like that people from Accounting background are also interested in poetry nice to meet u see u nest time if u wana chat me add me as tauseef_khan_marwat@yahoo.com

Bye Take Care

ALLAH HAFIZ

6/12/2007 8:58 AMHozef

saifyhozefa
HOZEFAVerified Zorpian 25, Australia
Hi
How R u
What U Do

6/13/2007 9:11 AMRe: Hozef

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Fine brother how r u? nice to be friends with u regaring me yah i am doing MBA what about u???

6/13/2007 9:37 AMRe: Re: Hozef

saifyhozefa
HOZEFAVerified Zorpian 25, Australia
hi
howz life going on
i am doing CA Final
from where u r
and in which semister u r of MBA
nice to be ur friend

6/14/2007 9:48 AMRe: Re: Re: Hozef

farishtafromhell
tauseef 27, Peshawar, Pakistan
Yah its going great today was our last day in campus we are having a 2 months summer holidays regarding my semester i am in second semester. Its nice to hear that u r in CA final. I think we are both related with accounting some times look very boring . Ok Bro take care see u next time have a great day .
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