*++LOVE IN STALEMATE*++

My thoughts are drifting,

through my mind.

So many thoughts to recall,

of love that's left behind.

I've tasted love three times this life.

Each one has broke my heart.

Perhaps I pay for past Life's sins,

that make the love depart.

I'm attracted to the same kind of

men in the life I live today.

Was this the way I was in the past?

And my karma is making me pay...

I am such a big romantic,

I have so much love to give.

But each time I open up my heart,

stalemate, my heart can not live...

The love I receive burns hot,

furious passions are flowing.

But the winds of time, changes things,

the hot flames stop growing.

The love I've had from the three,

so intense, they want to own me.

A piece of property I am not...

smothering...I need to be free...

I want to be a part of a love,

together we make a whole.

Not lost inside a man,

chained and imprisoning my soul.

I do not need my life controlled.

A balance of two lives I seek.

Try to hold me down without a choice,

you'll find I am not too meek.

Why can't I find the balance I need?

I don't think I'm asking too much.

Why do men think they have to possess

and hold me tight in their clutch?

It takes two to tango...

love is not a one way street.

Where's the man who shares my point of view?

He's the one I long to meet!

                Romeo, Romeo...where the hell are you????

By:June S./jewnbug69/fourfeatherzmoon*  (08/31/04)

Pansy Hamwich of Buckleberry Fern be me Hobbit name*

Gilraen Elensar be me Elfin name*

"Happiness is a how, not a what; a talent, not an object."

Hermann Hesse (1877-1962), German writer