x_x hmm, man! i'm sooo freakin exhausted! oh before that, so much happened.. i'll number it down and shorten it coz i'm kinda tired right now...
1. jenny... she was soo selfish these days! she barely hangs out with me and katya(another friend) & hangs out with other people.. i'm being kinda annoyed about it.. she was like the best person ever.. but that was before.. i cried thinking about that...
2. volleyball... i'm one of the players for the soon-coming intramurals, you know? we practiced yesterday in school.. i was soo shy coz so many students were watching us.. including our soon-to-be enemy in volleyball, the seniors! i always wondered why the seniors were always competing with us, the sophomores..
3. mom... i saw my mom with my stepdad yesterday... before school... i think she was ?hugging? him... i dunno... first, i thought that maybe my stepdad was leaving... i still dunno...
4. hard to get... well, being htg for a gurl really sure pays off! i told my popular classmate that i was really really really mad at him... now, he's trying to find a way how to be friends with me again...lol! that's what i think coz sometimes, he's askin me "umm, why are you mad at me?" XD
a lot of things happened but these 4 were the most ummm.. you know! lol... mwah, love lots!!! x_x

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x_x (thinks)god! why do i always write journals late?!?!?x_x

x_x oh, hey there... well, got another story... oh cmon! read it! its a good one!

it first started in school, january 13, '07, which means its a day we should all wear our proper uniform... but me and my friend, jenny, decided to wear !jeans! & tshirt instead of our uniform...

i was so freaked out that my friend did actually wear jeans coz i thought she couldnt do it, but she did! so, then the HS head saw us wearing improper uniform... so he asked us why we werent wearing our proper uniform.. we replied by saying that our uniforms were "dirty"...

then, the HS head told us to see the !GUIDANCE COUNSELOR!(GC) ... so we went... the GC told us to sit and wait for comments or suggestions from our teacher.. so we waited...

while the GC was gone, we were doing odd stuff like changing the style of my shoelaces, listening to some emo music from my cellphone... lol! now, isnt that odd to do in detention room!

well, yes, we were actually in detention! but this isnt my first time you know.... btw, while the GC was gone, me and jenny decided to search for things around the detention room! jenny looked for stuff while i watch the door...

after searching with nothing to be found, we talked about crazy gossips like the GC is dumber than u think he is, our class adviser is too f***ing annoying that she judges every single person even she doesnt know them, etc...

there was no one else there.....................................................

oh... no, wait a second! ahh! there was someone in the room! it was an elementary teacher! we were soo embarrassed that she knew every word we said! but she couldnt see us coz she was at the other side of the room, blocked with a wall...

but thanks to jenny, she's the one who saw that teacher! so we stopped talkin about crazy stuff and started to talk "PLASTIC" to impress the teacher listening but she cant see us... we talked things like "jenny, isnt this the greatest school ever?" or "wow, the teachers here are sure nice and calm!"

lol!!! roflmao!!! nothing more to say! just plasticity!!!

so, one of our teachers told the GC to let us go... so he did... we went back to the classroom happily ever after! as for the teacher who knows our secrets, i hope you keep your lips sealed FOREVER!!!x_x



x_X THE END...!!!x_x

Mood:x_x bwahahahaha!!! x_x

x_x well, another journal entry... what should i say...?

oh, i've got one.. i forgot to write it down for a long time...! sorry...

anyway, it was january 7, '07...i was madly pissed off of my family... my family wasnt really perfect... it was worse! every single day, we ?fight?... i mean my psycho stepdad and my older bro... but my mom was involved too so i was not really feeling good that day...

then, after the fight, they were all asleep... it was 3:04 am of january 8, '07... i couldnt help but cry and cry till my eyes melted away... then... to remove all my anger and sorrow, i hurriedly went to the bathroom & took a big scissor... first, i thought carefully that if i cut my hair, it'll either make me better or worse... well, had no choice... so then i cut the first part of my hair...

my heart suddenly beats so fast... i didnt actually felt better nor worse... so i try and kept cutting the other parts of my hair... there! i think i feel better...

now, u can compare how i look like in my pics... i look really, totally PISSED OFF!!!

***anyway, i feel a lot better now... things have been going good but not gr8... but at least i still live... lol... thanks for reading this journal... it means a lot to me.... ***

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Mood:x_x feel good now, but not great x_x