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gabykalove's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove Mon, 23 Nov 2009 19:14 EST Mon, 23 Nov 2009 19:14 EST Zorpia.com What mean really love http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1938075 "Love many people think they know what it means. But they only give you a bad rap so here it goes. Love is just a word itâ€™s a feeling that happens long before the word surfaces. Love is staying up all night with me just to hear my voice. Love is always true never lies never treats one bad. Love is when you fight but after words you know you were wrong and you two still stay strong after. Love is never lust but passion the passion of two people that canâ€™t go a day with out talking and without thinking about each other or just feeling that personâ€™s heart. Love is when you become one with that person and the only thing you can see is your future with that person. Love is when youâ€™ll do anything for that person with out asking any question and knowing theyâ€™ll do the same for you. Love isnâ€™t just a word I say to you love is what this is. Love is what that person means to you. When you love someone you can feel their heart even when youâ€™re apart. Love is when I wake up and I never have to wonder where you are. Love is when you see a perfect person in front of you and nothing else. Love is forever and always even through the fights love is till death and even than Iâ€™ll still love you. " Me also think these feelings are the true love but there are some questions in my head .... The man and woman can love equally? That men can not love these feelings? Perhaps the passage of time does not love each other but the feeling that the relationship was at the beginning? I had two true love of my life I gave all my heart and deep love but only very rarely feel that I'm important I think maybe men think differently of love I thought when I was a little girl will be the only man in my life My husband. ...and live happily until they die but now I am 32 years old and realized the men think differently .... I'm not saying all men the same I think they are shy show of emotion because they think it is not manly but the women need it To see and feel that he loves us To see their eyes light if they are sad to see the tears This does not mean that they were not strong men This means there is heart and soul... All of the women seeking soul mate when looking for love And I think everyone lives somewhere in the soul mate I found my soul mate but mine was only 20 months I am not crying because it ended the relationship I am happy that it happened The memories will always be with me my life is happier because for 20 months a wonderful man was my love I advice for men always show what they feel and respect when a woman gives a true and pure love because it is very rare and it is difficult to find .... Love in the world the best feelings but just if man and woman feel same. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1938075 Sat, 24 Oct 2009 04:58 EST True Love http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1936663 TRUE LOVE we look into each others eyes,  we see our life, our heaven our destiny as god made us for each other so perfectly.  endless nights we cried alone, wondering, wishing, praying for one another.  the first time we looked into each others eyes, it was known, deep in the soul, in our hearts god could have only made us for each other.  since that time, we have grown stronger,deeper in love, a love that is soo comforting, you know with out question you are blessed.  thinking nothing of this world, only the one we live in for eternity. we dance with each other in the clouds and our dreams, we share one soul, one heart, one life. our heaven is in each other, no lies, no false persons, just a true and eternal love soo deep, only god could create it.  I pledge my love, my honor, my soul to this man!!  my love, my angel and best friend she always will be. nothing feels better then him love and those 2 words he always says to me Szeretlek Canim Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1936663 Mon, 19 Oct 2009 00:43 EST EX-LOVE http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1929557 EX-LOVE     you left me alone in dark and made the pain just like a shark There is no need for talking Don't get tired for explaining nothing will be the same again And our love never will begin stop telling me about your regrets you'd never touch my soul again and never search my heart again cause i don't want hear your usual lies wowww, it's too late i'm afraid ex love, i started to hate I deeply felt as i die understood lately everything was lie Fought with my soul and heart Try to push you away so hard ... Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1929557 Wed, 16 Sep 2009 04:06 EST Askimsin http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1926795 NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU ( Nedim ) If I had to live my life without you near me The days would all be empty The nights would seem so long With you I see forever oh so clearly I might have been in love before But it never felt this strong Our dreams are young And we both know they'll take us Where we want to go   Hold me now Touch me now I don't want to live without you   Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought know by now how much I love you One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love   Nothing's gonna change my love for you You ought know by now how much I love you The world may change my whole life through But nothing's gonna change my love for you If the road ahead is not so easy, Our love will lead the way for us Like a guiding star I'll be there for you if you should need me You don't have to change a thing I love you just the way you are So come with me and share the view I'll help you see forever too Ne zaman Ã¼zgÃ¼n olursan, seni gÃ¼ldÃ¼rmek istiyorum Tek istediÄŸim seninle yaÅŸlanmakSeni Ã¶zlÃ¼yorum, seni Ã¶pÃ¼yorum. ÃœÅŸÃ¼dÃ¼ÄŸÃ¼nde sana paltomu veririm Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1926795 Wed, 02 Sep 2009 02:54 EST You live in my heart Canim http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1926244 this only   little  part  of  my  life  but  for  me the  best  important  part. <div dir="ltr" id="result_box">perhaps a lost love but won the 18 months of happiness for me  this  name NEDIM means paradise.</div> maybe I'm just very sensitive but I believe in miracles and believe in everything which can be love stories always beautiful mine is amazing like a fairy tale but life is no fairy tale and happiness is not always the end sometimes sad, sometimes tragic â€¦ All  culture but I'm sure every girl's dream to get married children will be and live happily with her family for life this is normal  It was my dream too I thought I was 10 years My kids are wonderful and I thought the best husband in the world but unfortunately the dream was over quickly One day I was still happy another day I stood before the mirror and to think that this happened and we will be here with me I was sad, depressed for a long time... I hated all people I think that all of the enemy I was only happy when I looked at my children I started to learn English and talk to people all over the world my friends who have been neglected    This helped to forget the pain then one day love found me  The feeling that makes life beautiful when I saw him the webcam I knew that a special     and began my real life 8 months every day long hours we are talking  after traveled with my  friend were a foreign country Everything was wonderful i felt  i found  my real  love  my soul, my heart .  18 months of happiness We met 6 times 8 hours ago parted forever because it is the reality and not a fairy tale 2 countries 2 Religion 2 culture and there are many obstacles but only one heart because I'm sure Such love is only one people's life 10 wonderful days spent together again .. this 10 days for me same dream wonderful dream  and  bad  dream.We lived  everything this days,we was happy and sad but every day with him was fantastic. He returned in the morning but the only airplane on the night begins I'm sitting in the hotel where all the memories it represents where again I was so happy and I ask myself was a good decision? I let go of the one true love my life just because I'm not brave enough and because he must to live a normal life  All his life he cant love me, who live in another country After we separated a strange thing happened an elderly woman asked for help from me We met twice today and twice I helped her a simple gesture of normal human but the second time she kissed my face and forehead and said something.. i dont  understood  she's language   but   hear Allah name ALLAH I think this woman is ask God's blessings for me maybe who is read this smile but as I said I believe in miracles and the hope is dead last .. I hope every minute of my life one day my  love and and me  will be happy because it is the only way to .. I'm trying to survive the next few days weeks and months i give for him and myself time  and then maybe I can see everything clearly .. I know he's  pain now the same great and I will act well if  let him live and forget about me but at this moment I feel to me it means DEATH.. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1926244 Sun, 30 Aug 2009 09:13 EST A Moment Of Truth http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1919418 <h2 class="title">A Moment Of Truth</h2> <div class="name"></div> <div class="poem_style">My dear love, I wanted to share My thoughts, my feelings and What makes me despair I want to share with you What makes me happy; what makes me feel blue.. So you can sense that my love is honest and true. Every day not a single minute Passes by without you in it Your skin, your voice, your body and your touch All of these moments, I miss them so much. You are so present, so deep in my heart And our souls, I just know, will never part, But circumstance and distance can be so overwhelming They close doors and create doubt and we start blaming.. There are actions of mine and I know that for sure.. That feel so wrong, though my intentions are pure They are painful and impossible to bear And you feel it's all so unfair. You can't run from yourself; There is no place to hide It just hurts you so deep It hurts your heart and your pride. Then I worry that if I continue to stay Will it be wrong and will I be in your way? I fear that I am not at all what you need And that this truth will make my heart break and bleed. Then I sit here and wipe away my tears Wishing you could kiss away my fears If only you knew how muchâ‚¬Â¦. I miss and need your embrace and your touch I know I can't hide from my thoughts and my fear And I know at these times I don't seem near But you break down these walls With the strength of your love And then I feel blessed From God above! My love for you runs so deep through my way That I dream of you, in spite of the pain. </div> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1919418 Sun, 26 Jul 2009 16:07 EST Canim Seninle Olmak Istiyor http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1912070 <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="6" width="100%" border="0"> <tbody> <tr> <td align="center" bgcolor="#9696ff" height="20">I Want to Be with You </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"> I couldn't comprehend how, but We met Out of nowhere. Don't ask me why, there is no point I just wanted to hug you. I couldn't help myself, and I came to you. I see now, it was you I have been looking for all my life Is there anyone who won't open the door when it's love knocking... It is hard to live alone, but it is even harder to wait I suffered enough, come and stay with me. Reason, determination, strength... They just don't work when you are in love I want to be with you. I used to not believe in love I used to laugh at other people I used to say, one will create his own destiny But words are vain when you are in love My heart goes crazy whenever I see you Reason, determination, strength... They just don't work when you are in love I want to be with you.   <table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="6" width="100%" border="0"> <tbody> <tr> <td align="center" bgcolor="#9696ff" height="20">CanÄ±m Seninle Olmak Ä°stiyor </td> </tr> <tr> <td style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"> NasÄ±l oldu anlayamadÄ±m TanÄ±ÅŸtÄ±k Birdenbire Nedenini sorma boÅŸyere Seni kucaklamak geldi iÃ§imden Kendimi tutamadÄ±m iÅŸte geldim yanÄ±na AnladÄ±m sendin aradÄ±ÄŸÄ±m hayatÄ±m boyunca Kim koÅŸup aÃ§maz hemen aÅŸk kapÄ±yÄ± Ã§alÄ±nca YalnÄ±z yaÅŸamak zor beklemek ondan da zor Ã‡ektiklerim artÄ±k yeter gel benimle ol MantÄ±k irade kuvvet Sevince pek iÅŸlemiyor CanÄ±m seninle olmak istiyor Ä°nanmazdÄ±m sevgiye GÃ¼lerdim ben herkese Derdim; insan kÄ±smetini kendi bulur isterse Oysa sÃ¶zler ne kadar boÅŸ insan sevince Kalbim sanki deli gibi seni gÃ¶rÃ¼nce MantÄ±k irade kuvvet Sevince pek iÅŸlemiyor CanÄ±m seninle olmak istiyor </td> </tr> </tbody> </table> </td> </tr> </tbody> </table> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1912070 Fri, 19 Jun 2009 03:04 EST I Love You Goodbye http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1906438 I Love You, Goodbye Wish I could be the one The one who could give you love The kind of love you really need Wish I could say to you That I'll always stay with you But baby that's not me You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a lie I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you I don't really wanna go But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me Oh I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a crime I know I'd only hurt you I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you, goodbye Leaving someone when you love someone Is the hardest thing to do When you love someone as much as I love you Oh I don't wanna leave you Baby it tears me up inside But I'll never be the one you're needing I love you, goodbye Baby, its never ganna work out I love you, goodbye Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1906438 Sun, 24 May 2009 02:23 EST You are my everything http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1904095 >       My Love , My Heart ,My Life Nedim     Everythings so silent I cant hear a voice So many feelings I dont have a choice Crying so softly So I cant be heard Everythings so confusing Every little word So many nights Where I cant sleep Dreaming of how much You mean to me Asking myself Is this how I feel Closing my eyes On everything real Wishing and praying Wanting to know Why I care for you Why cant I let go? Eyes filled with the tears Heart filled with the fears Mind so confused Why do I still love you? Everyones told me I cant feel this way You told me goodbye Yet I need you to stay Standing in place For such a long time I cant figure out Why I want you to be mine Youve broken my heart And left me to cry I feel so useless But I cant say goodbye   I STILL LOVE YOU Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1904095 Wed, 13 May 2009 11:11 EST The one I love http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1897687 My Love, My Soul, My Life  Nedim       <a href="http://www.caption.it/"><img alt="Picture Captions" src="http://cap34.caption.it/109/captionit110146I750D32.jpg" border="0" /></a> <a href="http://www.caption.it/">[Caption.iT - Face in Hole]</a>       Being with the one I love alone for a night  is a dream that will never escape my lips to dream is a crime in this presnt day I love you no one seems to understand but I cannot lie to myself anymore  I would be lost without you Lost with no hand to hold with no warm embrace my heart would be cold and empty much like my hands now  I need you in my life Something to brighten up my day You would never hurt me You would never betray me  I trust you with all I have  I give you my heart My Heart, my love, and my soul they all belong to you your the only reason  i'm still holding on every breathe that I breathe is for you You are my life Thats the only reason its worth living Its hard to remember my life before  I met you Probably because I didn't have one before you No matter now, your here now, to stay forever in my arms I will keep you warm and safe  I will never let you go I need you You are my love,  my life and my soul You are my everything... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1897687 Thu, 16 Apr 2009 15:14 EST why I love you http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1893760 <h2 style="MARGIN: auto 0cm"><a title="Permanent link to Why I love youâ€¦" href="http://www.utexas.edu/inside_ut/lconf/2008/02/why_i_love_you/">Why I love youâ€¦</a></h2> I love you From the moment my eyes met your eyes I realized that we were meant to be together And maybe not forever But for right now Because I loved you first  minute And I love you still now But not because of the things you do for me But because of what you do to me You compliment me And always pick up the pieces that I missed And making up for all the skills that I lack I mean, you complete me Because before our bodies connected our minds did And before our minds connected our souls did And all of a sudden two heartbeats become one Beating together in perfect unison You respect me And treat me how a king is supposed to be treated And you my opinions as well Because you actually listen to me I love you because I feel safe I remember the first time you hold me in your arms I told myself that there were no other arms I would ever Want be in because yours were the perfect fit And even if we were together a lifetime I would still be craving one more second just to see you Just to hold you Just to touch you Just to kiss you Just to love you I love you because I am not afraid to be anything other than the person I am Because to you, the inside is more beautiful than the outside ever will be And you push me You push me to be the best that I can ever be in life With you by my side I feel as though I can move mountains Stop storms Make oceans obey Halt hurricanes Tear up tornadoes Because you give me strength to conquer life And I donâ€™t think you really understand what the words that I am saying I am in love And maybe none of you can relate to this but I am telling you its a wonderful feeling I didn't know I could love anyone as much as I love youfor the sound of your voice, makes all my dreams come true. You walk into a room, andI know you have arrived; my heart skips a beat whenyou walk up to my side. I hope this kind of magic stays forever between us two, and the whole wide world will know that God sent me you. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1893760 Thu, 02 Apr 2009 06:42 EST Dream http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1891486 Dreaming Of  You Askim When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. Don't want to live, don't want to cry Without you by my side. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you. I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But now I am only dreaming - dreaming of you Askim. Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1891486 Wed, 25 Mar 2009 11:54 EST for you askim http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1881328 FOREVER MY LOVE WILL BE When troubles bring you down and you don't know what to do, just look inside your heart and you'll know that I love you. Every one has a destiny to find, looking in your eyes I have found mine. You're all I ever wanted, you're all I'll ever need. I will be yours always, you will have my love for eternity. I hope Askim you know it this will never change... you may leaf, you may say it how you dont love me may be how we never speak but this feeling will live in my heart eternally until the day of my death... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1881328 Tue, 17 Feb 2009 18:16 EST Everything I do...I do it for you http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1874488         Everything ............... Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into your heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all - I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Personal http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1874488 Tue, 20 Jan 2009 11:35 EST Miracle / Mucize http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1867610 <a href="http://www.imeem.com/melikem/photo/Uom2M4niPe/"><img title="click to comment" alt="click to comment" src="http://media.imeem.com/p/Uom2M4niPe.jpg" /></a> Miracle / Mucize You're my life's one Miracle, / HayatÄ±mÄ±n bir mucizesisin Everything I've done that's good / HerÅŸeyi yaptÄ±m, bu iyi  And you break my heart with tenderness, / Ve sen benim kalbimi ÅŸefkatle kÄ±rÄ±yorsun And I confess it's true / Ve ben doÄŸru olduÄŸunu itiraf ediyorum I never knew a love like this till you..../ Sana kadar bÃ¶yle bir aÅŸkÄ± tatmadÄ±m You're the reason I was born / DoÄŸma sebebim sensin  Now I finally know for sure / Åžimdi kesin olarak biliyorum And I'm overwhelmed with happiness / Ve mutluluktan kendimi kaybetmiÅŸ durumdayÄ±m So blessed to know i will hold you close / ÅžÃ¼kÃ¼r ki seni yakÄ±ndan tutacaÄŸÄ±mÄ± biliyorum  The one that I love most / En sevdiÄŸim kiÅŸiyi With all the future has so much for you in store / Senin iÃ§in mevcut olan tÃ¼m gelecekle  no-one will ever love you more, than me / Kimse seni benden daha fazla sevmeyecek  The nearest thing to heaven, / Cennete en yakÄ±n ÅŸey You're my angel from above / Sen benim yukarÄ±daki meleÄŸimsin Only God creates such love / Sadece TanrÄ± bÃ¶yle bir sevgi/aÅŸk yaratÄ±r When you smile at me, I cry / Bana gÃ¼lÃ¼msediÄŸinde aÄŸlarÄ±m  And to save your life I'll die / Ve hayatÄ±nÄ± kurtarmak iÃ§in Ã¶lÃ¼rÃ¼m With a romance that is pure heart, / Saf bir kalp olan bir romantik bir aÅŸkla You are my dearest part / En sevdiÄŸim yanÄ±msÄ±n Whatever it requires, / Her ne gerekiyorsa  I live for your desires / Senin arzularÄ±n iÃ§in yaÅŸÄ±yorum Forget my own, needs will come before / Benimkini unut, ihtiyaÃ§lar Ã¶nce gelir  no-one will ever love you more, than me / Kimse seni benden daha fazla sevmeyecek Well there is nothing you could ever do, / YapabileceÄŸin bir ÅŸey yok To make me stop, loving you / Beni seni sevmekten vazgeÃ§irmeye And every breath I take, / Ve her aldÄ±ÄŸÄ±m nefes  Is always for your sake / Hepsi senin hatrÄ±na You sleep inside my dreams and know for sure / RÃ¼yalarÄ±mda yaÅŸÄ±yorsun ve bil ki no-one will ever love you more, than me / Kimse seni benden daha fazla sevmeyecek  Your killing me! / Beni Ã¶ldÃ¼rÃ¼yorsun with your absence / yokluÄŸunla and not knowing / ve bilmemenle what you really feel inside / iÃ§inde gerÃ§ekten neler hissettiÄŸini Hicbir zaman birini senin kadar cok sevmedim...... Hepimiz sever ve kaybederiz ve hepimiz de afferderiz ama hiÃ§ unutmayiz..  Seni Seviyorum Askim. Romance & Relationships http://www.zorpia.com/gabykalove/journal/1867610 Sat, 27 Dec 2008 10:57 EST