hihihi!!!welcome to my homepage!!gillian here... The summer has come again and again since then But why am I looking back upon the past again Tracing the footprints? I remember everything even now Your voice calling my name, your casual habits I want to forget, and I don't want to forget Did I choose the right way? But I keenly understand there is no answer Whomever I may ask it to Please tell me some day that you are happy And smile I gently lock the memories away Leaving them to be beautiful This feeling, this feeling, go up into the sky And be dispersed beautifully like a firework finish........... What am I expecting? Every time the phone receiver I'm grasping trembles My heart leaps But soon I'm let down with a sigh How many times will I continue to do this? How long am I going to believe the words, "some other day" When it will never come? It's better to forget Thinking that I just dreamed for a little while Though I know very well A miracle will never happen Though I know very well I'm sorry I told you abruptly that day That everything became suddenly unclear The last time that I saw your tears Is still clinging to my memory Why couldn't I believe in you . Right in front of me? You see? It must have been good enough Only to love what I was loving Almost clumsily I wonder if I could leave Something for you When time passes by What will be left for me? My heart going on wishing for a miracle? Or just A scar?