Journals
Monday,Jan 31 2005, 06:30:19 PMI am so tired right now.... but i insisted...
I am so tired right now.... but i insisted that i should have this journey entry no matter what as i feel it's like a committment i made to myself that i should record everything that's worth recording.... (if you dont understand what i am saying... nevermind... cause i dont know it myself as well.... as i said, i am really tired....)
I have some reflections on myself after seeing my next chong in the mock campaign last friday.... I might not be a very very diligent chongmate but nevertheless i am a responsible one.... i might not have done my task very well but i have gave my heart in bringing up the next chong... That's why i have such great expectations on all of you... just wish you can all learn something out of this precious occassion (i dun really care how 'grand' your function is.... or even if they're successful or not, all i cared is you learn how to work both individually and as a team.... i guess that's what i treasured most in my year.... "and of course the true friendship with my chongmate is another great stuff about the chong")
The next chong said i am a "Father-style" leader.... I would tend to let them experience the path in their way, but in the mean time i'll be reluctant to let the get hurt so i'll be quite protective to them.... it's not a matter of good or bad... it's just my style~
Lunch spent with Kathy in Wan Chai..... lured her out of school.... i was really a devil~ Have fun strolling the Langham Place~
Got back to the hospital and have the interclass football match.... it's the same group of people and the same joy.... really enjoyed the time spent with the classmates... afterall, we're the one with similiar experience (how many people on earth can understand the pressure brought from the first tooth preparation on patient....) The dinner tonight was full of laughters.... we talked about everything.... academic to non-academic.... personal to non-personal... it's just great feeling.... (I'll remember the most direct "Pathway to the Pulp" was probably the 330 bur in my hand and also the ambition to become the department head of "Destructive" Dentistry ^^ LOL~)
Went back to Hall all exhausted and attended the opening ceremony of 10/F... meet a lot of people in the common area.... find Joesphine for a little chat after the ceremony, she seems a little sick and hope that she'll get well soon~
Floor meeting..... exhausting.... even worse is that the Floor festival will start on tomorrow..... gosh~~
Some trait of Gemini is probably deep inside my horoscope.... I am so different between what i show and what i really think..... The more i thought of you, The more i stay away from you... isnt that ironic?
Sunday,Jan 30 2005, 04:09:58 PMI lost my soul... I am nothing more than an...
I lost my soul...
I am nothing more than an empty shell....
I'm a living dead.......
Saturday,Jan 29 2005, 12:05:30 PMI just woke from my long slump..... I havent...
I just woke from my long slump..... I havent slept for almost 24 hours because of school and the EGM and mock campaign of the chong last night.... It's sometimes great to burn myself out so that i can do nothing but sleep instantly... I need not to think much.....
It's been a complicated week for me... i didnt bother to update here as i aint sure what i should write here.... my mind is so confused..... i can only recall my memories bits by bits...
Wednesday... school as usual... met with Angie, Connie and Winnie in the evening at TST Starbucks.... gossips.... indeed they have been great counselors and advisors..... it's great chatting with them...
Dunno if i have been too burdened lately... got back home and instantly fall back to sleep....
Thursday... Recalled my patient for treatment again.... i have done a procedure wrongly and got scolded hard by my tutor... i was so depressed at that moment... and worse still, i found that i have no one to talk to... I was lost and hoped that you'll be here guiding my path....
The sense of unhappiness overshadowed me when i got home... i dunno why didnt i get back to hall after the chong meeting that night... it's a weird feeling i wanted to hide from.... i just feel lethargy.... i cant sleep... i am too burdened......
Friday... school, school and school.... have no idea what's going on as i cant concentrate... the EGM and mock cam started at 6.... it's quite an exhausting task.... asking and answering... during the course i started to think of you... 是我想得太遠嗎?
想得太遠 - 容祖兒
大慨這算是迷戀 這路程得幾分鐘真是太短
大慨你都想 去後樂園 卻怕孤單一個人兜圈
誰人在挑選 如何被挑選 如何教我結識你怎麼相戀
為何坐到那麼近 卻想得這樣遠 人浪為何會流轉
若幸運一點一早找到你 但幸運可否擔保得到你
就望著際遇舖展我的天與地 願錯亦錯得起
若命運叫我只懂喜歡你 但願亦有幸懂得留住你
如若過去我太在乎 相遇別離 請准我預備
從來未吻你 卻已學懂去被忘記
憑什麼可以愛上所愛 我自問日夜等待 結局為何揭不開
等緣份 信緣份 我們只好相信 下集定是更精彩
大慨你正在回想 與別人剛剛分手剛受過傷
從前伴侶碰不見 你我偏可遇上 人寂寞便愛幻想
若幸運一點一早找到你 但幸運可否擔保得到你
就望著際遇舖展我的天與地 願錯亦錯得起
若命運叫我只懂喜歡你 但願亦有幸懂得留住你
如若過去我太在乎 相遇別離 請准我預備
從來未吻你 卻已學懂去被忘記
憑什麼可以愛上所愛 我自問日夜等待 結局為何揭不開
等緣份 信緣份 我們只好相信 來來回回難避開
若命運叫我只懂喜歡你 但願亦有幸懂得留住你
如若過去我太在乎 相遇別離 請准我預備
仍然未識你 卻已幻想那份驚喜
Tuesday,Jan 25 2005, 05:34:14 PMI guess i am sick. Sleeping non-stop whole...
I guess i am sick.
Sleeping non-stop whole day...
"時常在發著惡夢有人搶去你" - 最後勝利, 容祖兒
Monday,Jan 24 2005, 05:46:30 PMAll i wanted to do now.... is to study hard...
All i wanted to do now.... is to study hard for at least a month.... am i too idealistic?
Interclass football today.... didnt play for long already.... luckily we won our match~