Journals
Wednesday,Mar 30 2005, 07:13:55 PMSkipped whole day of class... damn.......
Skipped whole day of class... damn.... really felt too tired for school...
I'm kind of feverish again... just hate this feeling....
Went to Ruby Tuesday for a great dinner with my floormate.....
Have to treat patient tomorrow..... wanna sleep now....
"忘了有多久 再沒聽到你對我說你最愛的故事
我想了很久 我開始慌了 是不是我又做錯了什麼
你哭著對我說 童話裡都是騙人的 我不可能是你的王子
也許你不會懂 從你說愛我以後 我的天空 星星都亮了" 童話 - 光良
Tuesday,Mar 29 2005, 09:48:48 PMJust got back from the Campaign of RC Lee...
Just got back from the Campaign of RC Lee Hall Students' Association..... being the Council Chairperson for more than 8 hours..... just so tiring.....
I start to worry about my morning lessons which will start 2 hours later~
Watched "AV" tonight..... quite a stupid film with a mo liu plot.... but the director has merge some of the larger message in such a crappy movie, there's quite a lot of thinking point through out the movie (despite its bottomline appeal....) well... not too bad lar~
Just Read this in my Email, really wanted to share with all of you:
Some interesting philosophy + story ....
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours
in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of
coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some
items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a
very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf
balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that
it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them
into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the
open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if
the jar was full. They agreed that it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if
the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and
poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty
space between the sand. The students laughed.
"Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to
recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the
important things --God, your family, your children, your health, your
friends and your favorite passions--and if everything else was lost and
only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the
other things that matter like your job, your house and your car. The
sand is everything else--the small stuff."
"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no
room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you
spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have
room for the things that are important to you.
"Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play
with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse
out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the
house and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first-- the
things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee
represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to
show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always
room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."
Please share this with people that you care about. I JUST DID.
O well.... i'm still searching for my golf balls~~
Monday,Mar 28 2005, 07:06:24 PMI have had enough on my crazy life, it's...
I have had enough on my crazy life, it's time to halt my insanity and introduce order back in my way of living.
Can't get my mind off you.... I wish you know that.
煉金術 - 楊千嬅
給我一團熊火 試煉我
證明我這麼狠狠愛過
期望不多 只要得到過 你身旁 那寶座
給我一場洪水 冷靜我
眼淚太多已匯聚成河
力竭聲嘶請你喜歡我
什麼事都做過 都不能感動你麼
原來暫時共你沒緣份
來年先會變得更合襯
頑石哪天變黃金 我可以等
融合二人是哪樣成份
但願虔誠能顯得吸引
用五十年溶化你 成就 金禧一吻
不夠激情仍可靠耐性
對付你的冷酷及無情
沉默假使都算種本領 我一定 最安靜
深信忠誠遲會獲勝
那份固執終於都會被尊敬
如煉金般等你先轉性
除非遺失人性 怎可能一直結冰
原來暫時共你沒緣份
來年先會變得更合襯
頑石哪天變黃金 我可以等
融合二人是哪樣成份
但願虔誠能顯得吸引
用五十年溶化你 成就 金禧一吻
頭白了 還在等 情人預約在黃昏
原來暫時共你沒緣份
來年先會變得更合襯
期待再苦再難堪 我都會忍
談情十年未晚不怕等
渡日如年仍覺得興奮
若最後能溶化你 何用 心急手震
Sunday,Mar 27 2005, 12:34:13 AMGreat.... almost 3 months had passed in 2005.
Great.... almost 3 months had passed in 2005.... take a brief review, what have i done in this 3 months?? Nothing but hea and time wasting..... The Easter Holiday was more or less spent in the same way..... i can go non-stop for mahjong and games in the pantry for the whole day.... it's really fun, but it's really mo liu as well...
Well.... i had try something new that i think is quite memorable.... like being the council chairperson in the campaign of the hall... the feeling was quite great (though this is a boring job~), or like getting the championship in the inter-floor soccer competition, our floor only got 5 players with no reserve on the bench.... Me being the goalie and Yu, Lotion, So and MS take on the other role, our play was great and though we have lost our first match by 3-2 to the weakest team in the pool, we won all others by 3-0, 2-0, 2-1 amd 3-1 and brought the People's Shield to our floor~~ Just great feeling and nice work guys~
Kennon was back to the floor for holiday, his sunny personality is something that i should learn from, sometimes just wondering if his personality was born or trained like that.... what a great senior (both LSC and HKU)
What is love? How ironic men are.... recently saw my friends being so troubled with love matter, people feel confused when they cant find love, being troubled when they are in love, feeling sad when they broke up... but yet, they'll continue to search for love..... maybe i just dont know love...
It's 10 in the morning now but i still havent sleep yet... planned to go back home now and maybe sleep for a long long time..... then i should really start my studies..... Hope so....
PS 1. Sorry for not going to a group son's b-day party in Lan Kwai Fong..... just too tired that day, we'll have the chance to drink again~
PS 2. "Adopted" another kitten.... so lovely... I'm a big lover of Cats~
終生學習 - 鄭融
街中盼望你 我懂得靜候也是種福氣
有天等到你 然後我學會極勇敢不會逃避
再學習容納你 嘗試天天謹記每點相處的甜味
能夠學懂怎親你 定會很回味
如有點情迷意亂 讓我許個願尊注地眷戀 而恆心亦不耗損
未如願相戀 便學習單戀
談情如跳舞 間中轉個圈
從來未放棄嘗試最大志願 也不管這過程多麼辛酸
縱使尋常地又失戀 學習未會完
直到有一天 內心等到美麗大團圓
若快樂太少 但太多兜轉 從來未厭倦
不忍告別你 縱使多寂寞也學懂捨棄
看穿這真理 明白快樂永未夠多不夠回味
要學習原諒你 才瞭解怎麼你我竟走到這田地
能夠學懂不憎你 便有新轉機
如有點情迷意亂 讓我許個願 尊注地眷戀 而恆心亦不耗損
未如願相戀 便學習單戀
談情如跳舞 間中轉個圈
從來未放棄嘗試最大志願 也不管這過程多麼辛酸
縱使尋常地又失戀 學習未會完
直到有一天 內心等到美麗大團圓
若快樂太少 但太多兜轉
從來未厭倦 從來未間斷
直到你走遠
Tuesday,Mar 22 2005, 11:50:30 PMThe sun has risen already..... but i am...
The sun has risen already..... but i am still not asleep but instead typing this journal....
Slept till late afternoon yesterday..... it's a really long sleep... feeling greatly refreshed afterwards.... but when i woke up i was surprised to see a present on my table.... oh well, i must be sleeping too soundly the night before that i didnt even aware someone has entered my room ^^ Thanks so much and i love the poster very much~ (Hope you'd see my message here, you're among the few visitors who'll read my journal~)
Then went to Sandy Bay and watched the Semi Final of Ladies Softball match between RC and Wei Lun.... we lose the match by 4:5, but nevertheless it's a really great game.... Softball is one of my most favourite sports (together with Ice Hockey and Rugby).... I was thinking, I can be a great Baseball player (actually i think baseball is more appropriate to me) with some intensive training, i got ball sense and judgement, all i need is to brush up my skills.... when i saw them play today i kind of regretted that i have quitted the softball team last year because of the injury to my wrist (but that's only an excuse, the true reason behind is the poor atmosphere in the team.....) Have a slight desire to start training again.... but this thought just pop up in my mind for some seconds and i knew i wont put it in action.... it's just not worthy to spend so much time on a single sport when i am supposed to focus my mind on studies... even if i go back i am sure that i'll quit again maybe some 5 or 6 months later, so why should i do this?? I hoped that i can join this sports again maybe when i have earned enough money in dental practice, then i can retire early and live out all the dreams i had (but up till now.... all are dreams~)
Went back to Hall and prepare for the High Table Dinner, the guest had some personal affairs and failed to come for the Dinner, it's a big surprise for me as the effort i spent last night was all ruined..... nevermind.... just tough luck.... and also it's the very first time i took up the post of simultaneous interpretor in the High Table Talk..... didnt do well.... maybe that's because i havent have enough experience or maybe the warden is just talking in a non-organized way..... Hope that next time will be a better memory for me....
Floor meeting later in the night.... it's the election of the floor representative.... i just cant believe that i have been defeated in the election.... well.... what can i say... on one hand i was so lost that i didnt get the post, i always thought that i have all the criteria of becoming a floor Rep, just mad that others didnt vote for me..... but on the other i feel grateful that i have live through this.... i have seen the dark side of these hall "appointments", i dun mind taking up the hard work or working 24-7 as long as you gave me a good reason and respect..... but in the hall i cant sense much appreciation for people dedicating.... in their mind is just to finger out someone and ask him to do all the works, they wont care how well you have performed but whenever there's problem, they're the first to critize you...... that's why i am so inactive in hall activities.... just wanted to stay away from such environment.....
Went jogging with some floormates.... it's a fun jog which we turn out chatting in Chi Fu after eating our late dinner there..... talked about so many issues (girls, hall, love etc) and discovered many secrets, we only return to Hall at 5 in the morning.....
I'm thinking whether to sleep, it's 9 in the morning but i gotta wake at 11 for a debriefing..... hard struggle....
PS. Janice... I really dont know how i can help in your problem.... but if you need people to talk to, i'll always be your faithful ears~ Be Strong and take care.