Journals
Saturday,Aug 21 2004, 06:11:44 AMhey guys....if u wanna c my new online...
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Saturday,Aug 14 2004, 03:32:16 PMhey....supz....i've returned from going 2...
hey....supz....i've returned from going 2 pasir ris sec band investiture....it was great!!!!heard them play...co0ol!!~~~then afterwards,tot of going 2 alam'siber's bbq wif naqiah but she was upset coz she cannot contact her guy...so0o0 as a fren..we muz understand how tis affects her mo0od rite??no matter how much we wanna go, we have 2 b understanding 2wards other ppl's feelings.....wat the hell m i shitting about....had 2 restart tis blo0ody comp 4 like umpteen times n wat the fuck my sis spills 2 my dad when he was tokin 2 me....all tat crap of me chattin!!!wat crap!!???who the hell is she sia....WHO THE HELL!!!!!!!!y m i so0o pissed off???ahakz...crazy bitch....siao!!!:p...tml dunnoe if i can go 2 the blo0ody picnic....hope i can...hahakz....my hw still haven't touch...dunnoe when i will finish it....have 2 revise 4 common test....HAVE 2 PRACTICE!!!!!!arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!didi...where r u??wat the hell is gonna happen in my life???!!!!ppl around me all have their guys....wats happening 2 mine???!!!!!!if he wanna break it off ....say l0r....i can understand....but dun delay l0r....it hurts more like tat.....u already made me luv u....wat the heck....im loyal 2 u...dunnoe if u r 2 me l0r...ahakz....sianzzZzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZz....it was bloody hurtful when u weren't home when icalled u on our anniversary.....but i understand if u were away coz u had 2 werk.....urghhhhhh......im like so0o0o0 pained wif all this pressure in life...ahakz.....SMILE!!!!!!!...:D...wat the hell....my mom told me i was making her life difficult...tot of committing suicide but its a sin n it'll create more trouble 4 my parents...ahakz....no really loved ppl 2 care 4 now....ahakz....juz got my make-believed plans 4 my future.....face it...reality is never happy,cheerful n all tat crap.....only tat im trying 2 build a wall of daydreams 2 heal my own battered self...ahakz...over-confident???siao???weird???cheerful???smart???serious???ahakz....i dun even noe wat im doing nowadays....hahaha....who m i???i think 2 much.....hmmm...do u think prison life is better....hmmm....dun think so0o...tok abt tat wif naqiah n zareena on fri,13th....but she crumbled my fantasy daydream of how comfy prison life wud b...ahakz....i cried when she said tat..stupid!!!!!....i noe wat the hell is reality...but can i face it wif a loadful of confidence???life is always an act...reality is ugly.....everything is real....happiness only happens in ur fantasies or if u force it 2 happen coz u really need it....n tat means its a lie...nvr real....freedom???wat the heck is tat...u never get freedom wherever u r...face it ya!!!!u r like being held on by sko0ol rules,hse rules,parents rules,the government law,werk rules,frenship rules.....ahaha...face it.....there r always rules n regulations...some r right smack in front of u...while others r hidden but yet u noe there will always b a limit 2 all these....wat the hell m i crapping....haiyer~~~~sianzzzzzzZzzzzz liao!!~~~tats all r.....better 4 u guys 2 read onli...if u wanna comment tats also a gd idea...:P