Thursday,Jun 3 2004, 11:56:32 AMChill Pill 1000mg. I need it real bad. I've...

Chill Pill 1000mg.

I need it real bad.

I've been experiencing alot of bad shitz diz past few days.
I got this thing when I feel that Monday didn't start real nice, my
whole week is gonna suck big time. And - oh well, yes - the sucky
Monday is now gettin' the best out of me, and the rest of my week.

I had been sleepless Tues. and Wed., right when my beau gets out
of bed to go to work. Our skeds doesn't blend well like we both do.
His at 4am up to whatevers, and mine at 2pm-11pm for 2 weeks now.
Sleep couldn't conquer me maybe bcuz I start to miss my beau's
warm body next to mine the minute he steps out of bed. Or maybe
bcuz our bed hasn't been turned over since I dunno when.. hehe..
blame it on the pleasant soft feeling of our sheets and pillows, and
the smell of warm natural nakedness of a human body. Or maybe
just bcuz somebody - somewhere - some place, was thinkin of me,
LOL - hmn.. blah blah.

Time flies so fast, look - it's Thursday now. June 3rd. Good thing I
got my sleepyhead back. Welcome back ZzZzzz's!! I missed you
so much! I'm now in the office, tappin away the best way I do, the
best thing I know how. I was a bit irritated awhile ago tho, something
bugs me. I know what it is. But if I entertain the feeling, it's not
gonna be a good one. The bitch that I am, I'm trying real hard to
control it. Hopefully, well - I KNOW - the fuckin' pussy feelin' is gonna
go away. I just hope that when it does, noone's gonna get hurt. Well,
even if it doesn't go away, I pray someone's gonna be happy out of it.

I just hate it when someone isn't as sensitive as what she claims to be.
I hate it when we're the ones who should always be sensitive for
how and what she feels, and then turns her back whenever she wanna
be selfish. Talk about FUCKERS!!

Nways, glad I released that one out.

The only person who can and only HE knows how - to chill me down
is my beau. Hun I Love You So Much. I'll remember last night when
your eyes so sincerely says that you're mine and I'm all yours. I
just can't wait to come home tonight and sleep next to you, feel your
warm hugs - devoid of all the hurt Im feeling right now. AAAAAHHH!!

I'm looking forward to Friday and Saturday Night - I got my man
to say yes and let me go out with my gurls from work this weekend.
It was so easy, I just had to kiss him and snuggle close to him
just so he'll give me extra spending money for my girls night out.
*CUNNING!* *giggles* Aww Baby I love you so so much *humps*
MUAHMUAHMUAH!!*humps agen* *giggles*

Blah. So much for my private thoughts.

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