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Thursday,Dec 7 2006, 05:14:40 AMNine Inch Nails - Right Where It Belongs Lyrics
See the animal in his cage that you built,
Are you sure what side you're on?
Better not look him too closely in the eye,
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on?
See the safety of the life you have built,
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart,
And it's all...right where it belongs
What if everything around you,
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks,
Would you find yourself...find yourself afraid to see?
What if all the world's inside of your head?
Just creations of your own
Your devils and your gods all the living and the dead
And you really oughta know
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the woods,
Are you hiding in the trees?
What if everything around you,
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you used to know,
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection,
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks,
Would you find yourself...find yourself afraid to see?
Sunday,Aug 28 2005, 01:32:56 PMspoon - rindu
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Setelah kasih lama berlalu
Tidak mungkin ku lupa
Perjanjian kita
Di bawah rumpun bambu
Di kala bulan sedang beradu
Mengapa terjadi perpisahan ini
Di kala asmara menebar sayapnya
Mengapa kau pergi di saat begini
Di kala hatiku tertulis namamu
Kalau memang tiada jodoh
Apa lagi nak ku heboh
Aku malu pada teman
Pada semua
Rindu... rindu serindu-rindunya
Namun engkau tak mengerti
Pilu... pilu sepilu-pilunya...
Namun engkau tak peduli
Malu.. semalu-malunya
Namun apa daya
Orang tak sudi
Mahu.. semahu-mahunya
Namun apa daya
Orang dah benci
ULANG DARI
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Aku malu
Sunday,Apr 17 2005, 06:10:18 AM160405..sent ma car fer servicing at shell n...
160405..sent ma car fer servicing at shell n fer a thorough wash 2dae...finally ma baby's sooo clean..i wanna get wax/polish n start grooming her own ma own..while joggin down to shell, i had a strange thought..shall nt disclose it..who noes..it may cum thro' 10yrs time..
lata at nite me went down to cakeave@ railway mall get collect zan's bday cake.choc sensation...halalalala...he's finally 21..d legal age fer almost like everythin..met up wit KT den we sped down to purmei to pick up cheryl..n headed fer indoor stadium n cosybay..we gt lost..n ma driving was kinda reckless...soorie cheryl..bt we managed to reach cosybay in d end la..celebrated zan's bday there..damn nice scenary..n d cake was marvelous..we took a few pics..afta dat we headed down to cine fer a movie..wanted to watch samara(ring2) or sahara bt didnt hav our slot..so we watchd 'guess who' instead..farnie yet touchin movie...bernie mac n ashton kutcher make a gd couple...lol...orh ya..me gav nana d earings me bgt fer her in KL..thank god she liked it..even if she didnt, at least d thought dat counts ryte..lol..haiz too bad nahar cudnt join us...at least we cud hav a belated celebration as well..wat a nite..n nw im finally hm...645am n im still fulli awake
Wednesday,Mar 30 2005, 03:15:14 PMI tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My...
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed 'cause you came around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause I channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda' never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
Saturday,Mar 26 2005, 10:33:38 AMInside this fantasy It seems so real to me Sy
Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen
I can see a frozen point in time
Where her figure still awaits
Tongue of fire tracing lips outline
Where frozen breath originates
With one motion of her waiting eyes
She strips everything away
This one moment is intensified
And colors all fade to grey
I am in the only place that i want to be
Though we know that it ends eventually
But it's alright because right now we're frozen
"I want to forget mistakes they've helped me make
It's better to be broken than to break"
Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen
I can see a frozen point in time
That is easy to retrace
Light and darkness are both intertwined
The elements are in their place with
One motion of her wanting mind
The real world begins to fade
And all the hateful things I have become
Temporarily go away
Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen
When my mind's frozen:
I'll take you anwhere you want to go
Far from anything that feels like home (lets go)
You are anyone I want to be (it's here and now, and now it's only you and me)
It's never enough (mmm that's true)
I want to stay here (yeah, and I do too)
Breakin' it down(takin' it down)
With smell(smell), touch(touch, taste(taste), sight(sight), and sound(sound)
How long will I be here without you near because I'm so cold
Break them first or I'll get broken is not what I was told, now I'm so cold
I'm so cold
So cold
Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen
Inside this fantasy
It seems so real to me
Synthetic ecstasy, when her legs are open
True Love behind a wall
Where men and angels fall
A fading memory, when my mind is frozen

