Journals
Wednesday,Sep 12 2007, 09:10:39 AMis "it" very near?

after i worked one year in this society, after i suffer all kinds of supercilious look and embarrassed in job. i have known a lot of new things, like how to hide ur true feeling and how to flatter ur companies ur boss ur customer. i have known very clearly, "nobody would care about what is ur dream what is ur self-esteem, they need u success or have some pride things before u're feeling good."
i know all of that thing but i haven't do it for. why? because i don't want me to be such a people in this moment still. i am dreaming whether my happy life is beside me and one day it knock my door and say " hey , let me make u feel good without any sucess!" always dreaming in daytime.
when is that date? coming soon? so tired... but "the power of money" is very charming and attract u every moment......whether my good life is carried by the money ?

Friday,Aug 24 2007, 05:07:34 AM想起...
想起那个时候疯狂地做一件事...

曾一度非常喜欢梦花,喜欢它里面感性的语言,感性的画面...

只是后来, 那些所谓的灰暗人生,听说都不是原创, 所以开始厌恶...

也许也只是自己不想再被悲伤的色彩感染而沉沦吧!!

于是决定只保留那个感动的瞬间来回味人生......

Friday,Aug 24 2007, 02:28:03 AMsuccess in youth
sometimes when i see some stories said who who is very successful and in general speaking they will said the successful guy is doing what what in their young time. i envy them, they let me feel jealous... i am think what bring them success? the growing environment? the education ? the eldership? the hard working? the talent?... i have no idea. i just know they are very brilliant... i am thinking my future...^@^ 
Wednesday,Jul 4 2007, 03:11:18 PM徘徊彷徨间
一个人的成功不在于金钱,而在于你是谁。这就是成功者的精神。你的内在首先成功了,然后他才能外在地显示出来。要经历成功的奇迹,请反观你的内在。
马可奥勒留是这样的讲的,我喜欢那句内的在成功后才能显示外在,但我始终觉得,成功了就会富有啦。。。还是跟金钱有关的。。
请忘却对自己的认识,也放下对自己的看法。我们好像一无所知地开始,昨晚还是暴雨倾盆,此刻已经是雨过天晴了。今天是崭新的一天,把它视为仅有的一天吧。让我们摆脱昨天的记忆,步上新旅程。
克里希那穆提说。
一直以来都希望我的生活可以没有昨天的记忆,因为做错了好多事,所以不想记得,可惜我一直都好清醒地活在昨天。。。

Friday,Jun 22 2007, 02:21:55 AM“旧影”
鸟儿的翅膀
静静地滑过天空
只有我看见它的痕迹。
成长
我的毽子被我踢到树上去了,我再也拿不着---因为树越长越高了。我代仰望着离我越来越远的毽子,像望着离我越来越远的童年。
纯真
是一种你以为丢失了许久的老家钥匙,你会发现它只是呆在去年冬天的大衣口袋里。
停电
没有光明和希望的时候,黑暗从眼睛里弥漫进来,然后沉淀在了心里。
往事
就像水中的莲花只在合适的时间,合适的光线,合适的氛围中,才浮现出来。

