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jamadian's Homepage http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian Sun, 03 Jan 2010 01:28 EST Sun, 03 Jan 2010 01:28 EST Zorpia.com four-self http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian/journal/1787237  Deep in your mind beams rapid sunshineshining thru a window into a tiny roomupon walls of painted dreams and blues Are dancing these little red piru'swho mimic each other in playbut plan each others' deaths and decay..  And they slake their thirsts in rivers of notand break themselves upon empty rockthen turn thier hungers on their own hearts  Now see them all roam together in gleethree tiny images of theeeach with it's own separate agonyEach with their own separate entity  Their collective dreams of opaque darknesstheir words of everlasting lustin their chests laughter is a must.. And daymares from sea to seafrom bloody visions of what may be....                                                      Fourselves    March 2008                                                                       r. grant        Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian/journal/1787237 Wed, 26 Mar 2008 17:36 EST a sudden rush http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian/journal/1705020 to dull the doldrums listen to what ever comes out of your primordial soup listen for a minute then blink and recoup whatever they told you when you were three about the sorrow they brought to me then blinded me so i could not see the reason they cursed me with this agony remember the beautiful mandolin range long before the rain followed your pain and the northern blue gave you a sudden rush adn the grapes at your lips tasted like plush and upon your cheeks sits a rosy blush as your feet kick up angel dust and in your chest laughter is a must as water falls in sugar walls begin to gush                                                      (a sudden rush)           r. grant Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian/journal/1705020 Sat, 14 Jul 2007 11:58 EST to the wilted rose http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian/journal/1568398 to be killed with kindess upon the field of battle   to be a northen man and to feel wings float upon your hands   to feel like you've never felt before untill you hear old man death rapping upon your doors   to see sights before never known to have revelations before never shown  to have everything and give it all away to hope that it may return to you someday  to breathe life into a wilted rose then have thoughts that nobody knows  to burn midnight oil at the twilights hour to be humble and yet still wield the power                                           <blockquote dir="ltr" style="margin-right: 0px; "> <blockquote dir="ltr" style="margin-right: 0px; "> <blockquote dir="ltr" style="margin-right: 0px; ">                          to the wilted rose   august 2006  r. grant                                                                                                             </blockquote> </blockquote> </blockquote>             Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian/journal/1568398 Thu, 27 Jul 2006 13:21 EST houston press publishings http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian/journal/1539583 ok so i was reading the houston press a couple of weeks ago and i came across a letter to the editor which just pissed me off .......its was just....well ill let u check it out...   Unfair Enough Change the Law:   I am constantly told, "What part of illegal do you not understand?  Well, its the part that says that our laws are not always just and need to be changed.  Just like at one time the law clearly stated that African-Americans were property and had no rights.  The law had to change. Laws have to change when they are unjust, and its time to change an unjust immigration law that criminalizes economic refugees.    Isaias Torres Houston.   So im reading this shit and my face is getting hotter and hotter and im just getting pissed, right? So i decided to write a rebuttal ....I mean, im not even pro black or anti-immigrant or any of that shit..i just got pissed that he compared slavery to illegals...I mean I didnt know whether to laugh at his brashness or get mad at his stupidity....   The Debate Rages On Alien Nation:  This time your big mouth wrote a check that your ass can't cash...What part of illegal do you not understand, Mr. Torres? Look jerk, you are sorely uneducated and ignorant for comparing several hundred years of slavery, lychings and hanging to your border jumpers.  Furthermore, this law is aimed at illegal aliens, not immigrants.  "Economic Refugee" ? What is that, exactly?  Is that when you send all of your untaxed cash back to your relatives in Mexico only to be taxed by your Mexican goverment?  Do you even know enough about America History to speak knowledgeably about what African-Americans in this country have gone through?  Somehow, I dont think so.  Let me clue you in on something, Torres, if thats even your real name.  The good citizens of this country do not want to have to pick up the slack of paying your taxes for you.  So do us all a favor: Register with the INS, pay the $2,000, stand in lines longer than Highway 59 rush-hour traffic, and receive your citizenship like everyone else. Oh, and by the way, you may have to learn the National Anthem in English.    Richard Grant Houston   So yeah all this shit got published.....i was like cool.... <div style="text-align: center; margin: 32px auto 40px;"> <div><embed src="<a href="http://player.poqbum.com/swf/db48b12cgbcg9h0f5741c382e3cb0374/flaming.swf">http://player.poqbum.com/swf/db48b12cgbcg9h0f5741c382e3cb0374/flaming.swf</a>" menu="false" quality="high" width="280" height="320" name="mp3player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" pluginspage="<a href="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer">http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer</a>" flashvars="playlist=http%3A%2F%2Fplayer.poqbum.com%2Fswf%2Fdb48b12cgbcg9h0f5741c382e3cb0374%2Fmp3player.xml" wmode="transparent"></embed></div> <div><a href="<a href="http://www.poqbum.com/">Get">http://www.poqbum.com/">Get</a> Your Own Player!</a></div> </div>         Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jamadian/journal/1539583 Fri, 02 Jun 2006 12:56 EST