Tuesday,Mar 14 2006, 01:15:56 AMMoody

It already three weeks, i not in a good mood. I can't ever have the happiness. However i look happy, smile, excited, but in my heart, i can't ever feel the happiness.

When i was talk to friends, best friends, or go out with them, i can't ever feel happy, in other hand, i feel lonely. i feel that, they can't ever let me feel that i got acompany.

Beside that, my heart is emptiness from what i feel now, i very hope somebody can full fill it. But no people ever understand my feeling. I can't ever how to explain and tell to people, so that, i express my feeling at here.

I feel i want to give up the journey. I am tired. i don't want to see everyone, even friends, family, or others. i feel my life is s*ck. I only see darkness now in my life. no more brightness.

My heart have cry, but i can't cry out through my eyes....why? why? i really can't stand anymore. i feel losing my strength. Tired... tired.......haih.......i don't know am i going to quit ?

i very hope somebody can understand what i feel, and really care my feeling, and know how to comfort . but not hurt me. it too pain inside.

haih......that all for today.....

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