Journals
Friday,Feb 27 2004, 11:07:00 AMHow do you seek fulfillment in life? brought...
How do you seek fulfillment in life?
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Understanding. Whether you're studying the nature
of human suffering, divination, or reading that
fascinating book on Astrophysics, you desire
more understanding into the world around you.
Just remember not to discount the lessons of
the heart. Intuition can be as much a source of
understanding as the mind.
This one sounds good =)
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.
I... DOUBT... about the perfect part. n it depends WHAT kind of bf i hv got... right? i wouldnt enjoy hanging out with someone who is BORING or doesnt match my channel rite?
Which Mythological Form Are You?
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You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator. "And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.
She cried a single tear and shed a single drop
of blood upon the earth where she buried it.
From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into
the world." Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),
Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian). The Goddess is associated with the concept of
creation, the number 1, and the element of
earth. Her sign is the dawn sun. As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic
individual and people are drawn to you.
Although sometimes you may seem emotionally
distant, you are deeply in tune with other
people's feelings and have tremendous empathy.
Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your
own self. Goddesses are the best friends to
have because they're always willing to help.
RIGHT...
What kind of dark person are you?
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Dark shadow. Something has drawn you into darkness
in the past, and you're now trying to get out
of it. The darkness is already inside you, and
getting it out will be hard, but if you try,
maybe one day you can be who you want to be
again. Don't give in!!!
well well oh well... all the world is a bitch, and all the men n women
merely players... (ya players) they have their exits and entrances...
(in whichever end) each man in his time has played many times... (lol)
fuck
just updated colors n bkgd... like it? =)
an, n the music ^^
AH. PLEASE CLICK ON THIS LINK TO SEE A MESSAGE I WOULD LIKE U GUYS TO SEE...
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Thursday,Feb 19 2004, 11:32:00 AMy跡 周杰� 作曲:周杰菕@作詞:黃俊�
軌跡 周杰倫
作曲:周杰倫 作詞:黃俊郎
怎麼隱藏 我的悲傷 失去妳的地方
妳的髮香 散的匆忙 我已經跟不上
閉上眼睛 還能看見 妳離去的痕跡
在月光下 一直找尋 那想念的身影
如果說分手 是苦痛的起點
那在終點之前 我願意再愛一遍
想要對妳說的 不敢說的愛
會不會有人 可以明白
我會發著呆 然後忘記你 接著緊緊閉上眼
想著那一天 會有人代替 讓我不再想念你
我會發著呆 然後微微笑 接著緊緊閉上眼
又想了一遍 妳溫柔的臉 在我忘記之前
心理的眼淚 模糊了視線 妳已快看不見
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There's just something in the heart that is unforgettable... not willing to forget,
hanging onto that memory i dun wanna lose it... i JUST found out that the
lyrics of this song is like... THIS...
as a friend why would i have that kinda of feelings for her i really dont know...
when i talked to my mom about wayne i asked her how is "love" like... n she
said sth like... u care about the person, u want to communicate with the
erson, (and want to be with that person? dun remember) and i found that...
indeed the desire to communicate with her was ever so strong... even when
we were never close again, i wanted to write to her... i wanted to share my
thoughts with her, my feelings and everything... but then it just seemed so
inappropriate to write to her at that time cus we were... no longer "friends"...
it just seems stupid for me to write to her n saying all those things, all my
thoughts...
it was just all a stupid and dreadful memory... i dunno if that was LOVE i felt?
or mere admiration... but she WAS my friend... y did i lose her... why...
WHY... if that was not love then why would i feel so BAD BAD BAD when i
dint get to see her n when i see her being friendly with other people... was it
mere possessiveness over a friend or... something else? Jealousy soaked my
brain cells n somehow it killed me... i was SO dying for her approval of me
when i was with her... i SO wanted her to tell me that i was important to her...
but... but but but... it was just wrong... WRONG...
AIGH... >"< now that i hv got rid of the feeling that i was abandoned and not
wanted... and i get to NOT think about her and NOT want to communicate
with her... i think i have pretty much got over it... but... i dun wanna
communicate with ANYONE anymore... :'( damn damn damn...
Friday,Feb 13 2004, 12:43:00 AMgoodbroken Your wings are BROKEN and...
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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BOO. N wuts the use of a "beautiful" soul??!! btw, i m not that sad gwa???
Tuesday,Feb 3 2004, 12:22:00 PMyou are seagreen #2E8B57 Your dominant hues...
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| Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days. Your saturation level is higher than average - You know what you want, but sometimes know not to tell everyone. You value accomplishments and know you can get the job done, so don't be afraid to run out and make things happen. Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively. |
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Monday,Feb 2 2004, 09:53:00 AMupdated the looks... no big change, just...
updated the looks... no big change, just colors n bkgd...
so... he says he LOVES me wor... seriously... how weird... o_O
I'm getting there. I don't suck, but I've got a ways to go.