http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317 Wed, 11 Nov 2009 17:42 EST Wed, 11 Nov 2009 17:42 EST Zorpia.com http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/1034040 hooray! tests r over... slacking at home today... rotting soon. yay! meeting baby tml, he says he's gonna take MC coz don't wanna work... think work has been hard on him... hai hope he finds a better job. brought my cousins to e playground juz now, so happy to see their cheerful faces... cut my jubjub's hair today... <IMG src="http://www.zorpia.com/smi/26.jpg" align=absMiddle border=0>&nbsp;hmmm think he looks so much more handsome now... haha a sense of achievement! maybe i can be a hair dresser if i don't prosper next time... peeps, feel free to be my models yeah? Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/1034040 Thu, 03 Feb 2005 06:46 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/1030362 well... been reading through my frenz' bloggies... they seem to be sad, so sad tt it affects my mood too... guess i have been missing out quite a bit in their lives... nicky, how r u coping with life? wanted to catch up w u quite a few times but didn't manage to... would really&nbsp;like to hear fr u abt everything... know its been really tough on u... all e things u r going through... glad tt u'r still standing... christina hoh! my buddy... don't seem to be close anymore, guess its my fault... sad to know tt we've distance apart but glad tt i've still got fond memorises to keep w me... hope everything is fine w u... remember not to party too much, care for yr studies... my frenz, i will always love u... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/1030362 Mon, 31 Jan 2005 01:07 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/1020056 <P>everything is like shit today... feel horrible... didn't know i've been so mean to von... didn't mean to abandon her, i know she needed me to be there yet i'm not there for her... von pls accept my apologies... think i'm such a disgusting girl! my frenz tell me tt i'm not there when they needed me n he too told me e same thing... what a failure i m in life! hate myself... y m&nbsp;i like tt? &nbsp;</P> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/1020056 Mon, 24 Jan 2005 09:09 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/1004415 yay! finally completed n submitted our Wcom report... feel so glad! 1 project down, gonna start w BMGT project after e common tests... hai sick n tired of skooling! guess what ppl.. i'm still sick! now its my stomach! arghhhhhhhhhh... all these illness&nbsp;are really killing me! n my throat haven't eve recover!!! WTH... oh tml's hari raya haji! no skool... can sleep till late, like finally! i really need lots of rest... gonna catch up on stuff tt i haven't done... n den i can get started w my revisions... hmmm... gd day every1! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/1004415 Thu, 20 Jan 2005 07:34 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/993785 <P>oh my gosh! i'm sick again... down w flu! my mama says tt a lot of ppl often get sick before chinese new year but y is this so? anyway dear juz said i look very pale yesterday coz of my eye rings, eye bags, red nose, watery eyes&nbsp;and a very pale face... fit e discription of the a ghost huh? hehe anyway my throat haven't recover yet! its been 2 weeks-its a torture! we r doing nothing now in BCA class! hai haven't done my Wcom tutorial... oh no! feel so sick... dear made&nbsp;me a cert for our 6mth anniversary, so so sweet of him! n he made me sign the cert in front of&nbsp;2 witnesses(abbey n von) haha sound as though we&nbsp;r&nbsp;getting engage... love him sooooo much!&nbsp;</P> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/993785 Mon, 17 Jan 2005 22:55 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/988399 <P>came home at 1 pus today... suppose to meet hazel for gym but didn't... felt so bad... ate lunch n den took a nap... dear called so many times but i didn't hear. went PS w my family today, been so long since we went out together... was shopping for daddy's new year clothes... but couldn't find any... hai... think he too chosey ar. hahaha had fun today... oh going back to skool tml again... ahhhhhh!</P> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/988399 Sun, 16 Jan 2005 09:58 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/871735 <P>hmm... having BCA class now... think my tutor rocks! haha she's fr girls' skool as well - PLMGS... hehehe she funky cool n a whole lot more! tml is my 5th mth anniversary! gonna go watch oceans' twelve! YAY! hehe looking forward... oh its nicky's Bday today, having dinner at newton later w my frenzy... miss them lots! muah!</P> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/871735 Mon, 13 Dec 2004 23:33 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/796614 what e hell... slept at 3am yet i woke up at 7am... don't know y i can't sleep... hai... dear still sleeping soundly... i don't wanna work today but do i have a choice? argh so irritating! skool's starting, time to get things ready... for example, xchange books w abbey, get a new pair of contacts... bore bore bore! Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/796614 Fri, 26 Nov 2004 20:11 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/795810 hai... feeling tired, feeling a bit down... felt like toking to some1, but there's non available, even dear is sleeping...&nbsp;sick n tired of working, can't even spend some time w my dear frenz... really wan to go for dinner at fi's&nbsp;place&nbsp;tml nite&nbsp;w e rest but i can't... coz can't find any replacement... sigh... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i need some time for myself n my frenz... juz now my boss can some more ask me n von to continue working until e very last day of holiday! no way m i gonna agree to tt! I M A HUMAN! i need rest... miss going swimming, miss going for classes in gym, missing shopping w frenz... n i miss clubbing! i'm so sad tt i've draft far away fr my close frenz, frenz tt i&nbsp;use to share everything w, frenz tt i use to spend time w... so sad... it's so sad... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/795810 Fri, 26 Nov 2004 12:22 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/793303 gosh... 5 more days to go... after tt i can relax. really quite tired of working... been working&nbsp;so hard,&nbsp;n i really miss all my frenz... i miss christina, jina, crystal, hazel, fi, abbey, nicky, irene, jialin n everybody! seems tt i m no longer close to them, i don't blame them for not sharing matters&nbsp;w me anymore, not feeling comfortable w me anymore becoz i&nbsp;m e 1 who caused these to happen... it is sad, i must say... well, i hope my frenz don't blame me... Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/793303 Thu, 25 Nov 2004 21:18 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/726906 wow... worked full shift this whole week.... abbey say i've got no life... haha maybe... i miss zul... haven't met him for 4 days... miss my dear frens as well... think i've kind of neglected time... time for some catching up... miss swimming, it's been raining so frequently these days... hai... put on lots n lots of weight... feel fat n unhealthy... should start gyming... gosh results gonna be out tml... arghhhhhhhhhhhhh! hope i don't have to retake ocom n cip... it's been so long since i do e things tt i juz to do... think i'm missing out quite a bit... anyway happy deepavali to all! =) Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/726906 Thu, 11 Nov 2004 09:12 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/685252 <P>went to watch before sunset... gosh i really wonder if i was watching a movie anot... e show juz simply sux! its juz abt e conversation between e tt 2 idiot! n e movie only got 2 casts! which is e lead actor n actress! WOW! so exciting! hell... we juz wasted our precious time siting inside e threater... anyway went peace centre to play shooting games... haha i cannot make it lar... i think zul also shake his head... anyway e day passed so fast... ahh... have to go work later again... schedule for this week is like so pack! hope next week is not like tt...</P> Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/685252 Thu, 28 Oct 2004 20:25 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/672064 watched ladder 49 on fri... it was dammit gd... so saddening... saw juliet at cine... zul n i damn tired after e movie so went home to sleep... YAY i finished my exams!!! haha freaking happy... though i&nbsp;know i'm not gonna&nbsp;do well... yesterday both of us went town... guess who we saw? haha i mean whoS! daphne catherine n elin... haha their reaction damn funny... e 3 of them all not together, i saw them individually... 1st daph den elin den cat... cat's reaction e funniest... anyway m happy tt now every1 knows tt i'm w zul... we watched oija board, quite scary i must say den we went to play pool... haha he keep asking me if he's a gd teacher...&nbsp;i think he is but i'm not a gd student... hehe he's so cute!!! love him so much... going gym later Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/672064 Sat, 23 Oct 2004 21:33 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/568499 rotting at home e whole day today... woke at 10am in e morning, ate breakfast, do my Bstats tutorial, ate my lunch, fix e toycar track for my cousins, continue w Bstats tutorial n now online... after this i'm gonna eat fries den study for my Ocom test... wah eat e whole day, dont know gain how much weight already... anyway went out w fi hazel christina n zul yesterday, we enjoyed ourselves definitely! haha n they kept drinking shots! felt damn sleepy yesterday after 2, reached home at 3 plus, can even sleep while i bathe... haha WTH rite? bore&nbsp;lar... &nbsp; Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/568499 Sat, 04 Sep 2004 04:23 EST http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/566169 in skool rite now... waiting to go for my econs tutorial. can't wait to go cafe iguana later... enjoyed clubbing on wed with 2 zuls, their co., nicky and christina! everyone seems to say tt i've not been in contact with them recently, well i guess it's true... coz quite stress with skool, projects n all e tests! got back my INFA and Bstats tests results, not satisfied at all, not even a bit! been so so careless! nvm hope i will not repeat the same mistake e next time round... getting back econs paper later, wah stress! wondering how can hazel get such gd results! i'm like struggling can? n guess what? i lost my student ezlink yesterday in e bus! like what's new rite? i m juz so fucking angry w myself! time again n again this happen to me! n further more i juz bought my concession pass for this mth! WTH rite? tt means in all i actually lost like abt $100++...&nbsp;simply hate myself! how m i gonna tell my mum? i need to get e cash fr her to make a new 1...&nbsp;nvm hopefully some kind soul will return&nbsp;it to me... n God bless tt person! &nbsp; Personal http://www.zorpia.com/jen7317/journal/566169 Thu, 02 Sep 2004 23:05 EST