My BFFL moved away to Ohio yesterday :( I miss you lots

Then today My Mom calls and tells me my Dad passed away this morning  :(

I dont know what to do now..

hi my name is Jess i have 2 brothers  mike,19 and josh 14.my moms name is Laura and she is 35 years old.My dads name is luke and he is 36 years old. i dont live with my family i live with my friends about an hour drive away from my parents.the friends that i live with are...Matt..steff..steven..kelly(kelly is a boy)..Mark..lindsay..chris and...Andrew!!the last time i saw my parent wood probably be about 2 months ago. I dont go to skul...i havent gone since i was 14  :O. i used to smoke weed but my friends kept hiding it cuz they didnt want me to smoke it anymor so i gave up smoking it. when i was 12 my BFFL died and i wus very sad and tried to kill myself :(  i dirtbike skateboard and play rugby. visit my site at www.xxBroken-Black-Heartedxx.piczo.com Peace Out <3<3