jingyitaida's Journal in September 2007
| I am a fish, Hungry and thirsty in reality and dream, Only have the last drop of water left in my world! I am a fish, And cannot help but shout in responsibility, Only send out the last silk sound in my throat! I go around, I collide, I wait for the poet going bankrupt in money world finally! I run, I am desperate, I am the unwilling silly people who accept Heaven's arrangement! ...... ...... I want ...... I want ...... I know I want urgently ...... This is my infinite strength, Never desperate, So long as lock the direction, The front not just far of world beautiful of I! I am a fish, A piece of fish going around in dreaming of! A piece of fish that seek in reality! |
| As a northern woman, perhaps it is male chauvinism of accepting the northern man at heart, can not say what complex this is one kind to come up, in a word if the man does house work and can not accept a bit instead! It is a few years to get married like this, everybody divides the work clearly, live together peacefully, and think affectionate! I husband say, want, take chilli sauce at yesterday, promise, go, buy today actually, but anything has been delayed in the daytime, so that he has not had the thick chilli sauce either while reaching supper, send one light temper for this reason, I think one's own personality so fine that let people admire sometimes, have a meal and go to the supermarket to buy back that bottle of thick chilli sauce hurriedly, finish the task at long last! In fact the psychology is uneven too sometimes, just I know ---I is in his heart, he who just went out when it is cold will call and remind me to " wear more clothes " ; It is good which taste of hotel is had on the outside, he will want to take me to eat; What special of snack there is, so long as he has eaten, he is sure to take back to give to me Certainly the most important thing is his support to my undertaking! In a sense, he is a good friend who really understands me! Just this good friend has some minor defects too, need me to overcome! Perhaps there are not so many moving things in ordinary life, two pieces of time that people stay together are long, the initial love will be turned into the kindred too! Everybody does not live very easily in the real world, especially the man, their psychological pressure is much greater than that of the woman, my husband is that one is energetic in colleague's eyes, do not know the worried person, what others saw is only his appearance! If wants to disguise by the person most on intimate terms by oneself, that person is not too tired in life! Home is everybody's quiet and comfortable harbour, the pressure of working will be relieved at home, all unhappiness will be dissolved under family's care! The true essence of the marriage is liking, understanding, paying, and supporting! The marriage means changing, if two people are both like hedgehog, how can embrace together and get warm when winter cominging! Whenever now my best friend - When the husband adult displays his minor defect again, I think ----This is other a kind of behavior loved of his, because of loving, he will display his truest oneself in front of me, and I have responsibility that let my lover is natural, true, happy and having fulfillments in front of me, make old one o'clock such as man such as he, what would it matter? ! Haha, the husband's another tenderness only belongs to his wife, belong to his family, we are happy, because we are taken as the wives of people (husband) ,There are family who care about us! |
| Time have a good time, fast, celebrate birthday soon in an instant, wish birthday as a child, because can person who make use of demand, want some thing that oneself like, afraid of birthday now, because has passed for an old a year old in one birthday, able to establish one's career at thirty, but pass for one more birthday, I will begin the day a little over 30 soon, am very afraid, will become an old woman soon in a moment! Birthday took, though has not thought of, the husband began to think racking one's brains several weeks ago, the eye cream? The new style mobile phone? . What? Are these useful? I know what I lacked is not these things, what I lacked is a fulfillment, the sense of achievement of the beautiful harvest of one year, confidence and energy that expectant to tomorrow, it is happy and relaxed and joyful with can hold one's own life calmly by oneselfing, these are that things of all materials can not be satisfied, can't give by any others too! |
| How far on earth to grow with the distance between death? How many people have really thought of this question? ! I one pessimistic person, but I can experience life in take away from health of me second by second vivid, I am powerless, how to shout to take the post as me, has not changed " He " Pace,life really is course of one pieces of death, he out when being have, we to carry by lines of trains that speeds urgent, the terminal point of darting is the death! Whenever think of here, what I experienced is not frightened, is the baffled sorrow, it is to the commitment that oneself has not fulfilled yet, it is the responsibility to that the relative has not reached to the limit yet! As long as one lives, give up never, ideal, responsibility, ...... so many all sorts of waiting for us to does! Diligent! Diligent! Make great efforts again! Perhaps the meaning of the life in the result, but lie in course oneself when pursuing! Let us face the death all the time bravely, the ones that meet all the time live again! |
| Perhaps everybody does not believe, when I make straw sandals at first, do not understand all sorts of advantages of it either to say, have just seen it likes, the baffled one likes, there is a kind of impulse, what market survey, what commercial analysis, do not have, come in so all the way according to one's own a kind of commercial intuition, as time goes on, work out to straw sandals and even grass product have dark understanding later, without any pollution, treat tinea pedis, raise the perspiration of foot, health care, and environmental protection, the most important thing is that also very comfortable, it is the modern household that occupies the first-selection of the shoes! |

