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Saturday,Sep 24 2005, 06:44:14 PMsome thoughts about love do you agree with me?
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What would you do if you loved and needed someone so much and you are almost posative that althought he loves you he sometimes doubts the way he feels towards you???
What would you do if u had no way to show him the depth of how you much you care for him??? And you just sleep everynight wishing you would just hear a word from him......What would you do to know if he even thinks of you??? You wish that he'd show you that he cares....You wish he were just there to watch you cry ......... Just to make him feel that he could cure the heart that is totaly broken....
Will he ever know that you love every single thing he does???? The way he walks, talks, smiles, sings...even the pale face he getswhen he is usually down and you started to lose the courage of asking whats wrong beacuse you know that he would not open his heart to you???? Will he ever know that you even like the way he looks at you when he is really angry???? Will he ever feel such enormas feelings of love towards you??? Will he ever feel true love???
Sometimes you feel like you are gonna die and he will never know the strength of your love towards him just because you don't know how to show it, or may be if you did, you think that he would not care.... And still, you can't even say a word because deep down in your heart you feel that he deserves someone far much better than yourself.....
You sometimes wish you never had a heart because you feel that love is too painful...... You wish you did not have such enormas feelings of love for someone who is not always there to support and protect you..... Someone who is always around but just can't imagine how much he means to you........
May be there is nothing you can.... You just wish to God that one day something happenes to show him how much he is deep onside you.....
I promise to love you till the last breath in my chest
9/25/2005 3:56 PM