Friday,Oct 10 2008, 05:03:53 PMmy hope come n go just like the nice wind passin...

10/10/08

2day was uhhh a heart breaking day i would say?? i manage 2 wake up only at 1pm lol...horrible me..i get onto msn n saw the display message of the girl..the special 1 n it states tat I TINK I LOVE U..NAHH...HAHAH....well definetly the person she referring 2 wont b me i know tat coz we barely speaks n she know not much bout me also...disapointing heartbreaking sad n down...i try 2 focus on my studies 2day but i just cant do so..the same thing kept poping up in my mind...she is so much 2 me more than the stars in the sky more than the sand on the beach...i just cant think n wonder how will i bcome if she really do accept HIM...i cant forget bout her..not even every second the clock ticks by..my family members my frenz must b wondering why m i the class disturbants so quiet 2day..i just don hav the strength 2 talk i really find it hard 2 overcome it..n i hope tat if she really DO accept the guy..i hope she will b treated well not like wat happen b4..i hope i cant see the 5th..yea i do so coz i cant do anything..i cant just run 2 her n say I LOVE U WILL U ACCPET ME RATHER THAN HIM? she will think im mad n deserve a place in the tanjung rambutan hospital n the most important 1 i don wan 2 spoilt our freindship..i really wish it could b more but now i don even think so it wud happen...SAD BUT TRUE

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Friday,Oct 3 2008, 09:29:10 PMdeath

3/10/08

2day i something reminds me....well its HER again...she been really sad n scare 2day...her grandpa is admitted..due 2 lung problem,she is so worry tat she will lose him...well i think back wat happen few yers bak tat my grnadpa who is the closest person 2 me..he was admitted due 2 lung problem 2 but then he is now healthy again riding on his motorcycle again...but when she told me bout wat happen i can feel how sad was her i really hope i was there 2 hug her but then i cant...i hope i was there 2 giv her comfort but yet i cant..i cant do ...

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Friday,Sep 26 2008, 05:33:15 PMstudies...again?

26/9/08

nice day in my place here 2day...there was rain windy n less heat tat shine 2day...its been few dayz since i wrote tis journal ahah...everything went as so normal 2day...but then she seems 2 b really down..i can feel it...wit my heart even i don nid 2 take a glance look at her...i know every moment i look at her i got 2 turn away fast coz she might just look back n suspect something...tats wat i m afraid off!! she told me tat she was under really lotsa pressure in the upcoming exam pmr...she really put high hopes on herself...i really blame ...

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